Love Without Status

When I opened the message

Dika is still in the headquarters still busy with all the dangerous duties by his Mafia boss, it could be if Dika is too long here he can forget his good nature because every day he is forced to be cruel, he said, cruel and sadistic even Dika had forgotten the feeling of compassion, all he knew was that anyone who stood in his way had to die

Dika had just completed an illegal handover mission, which was carried out in a secret port, then immediately returned to headquarters to hand the goods to Reyden's boss, Accompanied by Faizal through the crowd on the highway speeding towards the headquarters

" Mas Dik. I increasingly feel pursued with sin. what we have done is very detrimental and damaging to many people..." faizal said to Dika who was sitting next to the wheel

" Mas Dik remembers the illegal goods that we often receive from the boss client.The goods have spread throughout the country... what we are is not a trash who harms.we have even ruined the hopes of the nation mas.." he lamented.

" It is Iz.. we also do not have a choice apalun is not.. do not be too dramatizing..the important thing is that we carry out our duties well.." said Dika cool.

Faizal looked at Dika sadly

" Mas Dik has also turned into a cold person, stupid, cruel and even very sadistic, and good to everyone. We've been trapped really trapped in the world's terrible hole mas...when will the Dika mas will end this all...!!!!"

" I'm still waiting for their movement.I'm sure in the near future they will definitely force us to do another dangerous mission.

" Remember Iz.. Whatever happens later you must survive.You must be able to go home to meet with your family..and convey my longing to Melisa..." continued Dika remained with a sinister cold expression

Despite Dika's change of attitude now, in the depths of her heart was still so caring and worrying for Faizal, she didn't even seem to care anymore about what was going to happen with her, either, what he focused on was how Faizal could be freed from the shackles of this Mafia

" Dika Mas really do not want to tell mbak Mel...???" faizal asked to discuss Melisa

" I have long since disappeared from his life.I want him to completely forget me. Even though in a way angry, vengeful, disappointed or hate me though... I worry more about the safety of his life if I keep forcing it with me. I want him to live happily... maybe this way I can protect her...."

" I've gone the wrong way Iz. I can't easily hide or avoid it. So this is my way of life... I want Melisa to continue her life and be happy.I'm sure she's not alone.she's surrounded by good people who love and care about her..."

The words of Dika really touched Faizal's heart, actually much overcome by Dika very much missed Melisa his wife, he may have been tormented with a longing that had been held strong, strong, strong, and he had been held, but Dika is a man who loves Melisa, who is willing to do anything to protect her loved ones, including letting Melisa and everyone misunderstand her, hating her and possibly swearing at her, she doesn't care anymore as long as her sacrifice can protect Melisa from any danger

" Dik Mas.. if later I can go home I will meet Mel's mother and will tell the sacrifice of Dika's mas on Melisa mbak... she knows how much her husband loves her.

Dika smiled a little chuckled

" If you meet him later.I want him to be happy with his life, he can forget about me... she met a good man who could make her happy.." Dika's eyes looked glassy, she seemed to be holding something that stifled her chest.

" But I'm sure Melisa only loves dika mas.mbak Mel's love on dik mas it is not easily shaken anything..."

" I know...!!! I know so much about it and I believe it.." said Dika fast.

" Melisa's the only woman who loves me so sincerely.she who has been patiently understanding and accepting my stability when I can't love her yet, I always play with her feelings, bringing our relationship swayed aimlessly, without status.only he never complained when his heart always hurt me. I'm so grateful God sent a woman as good as him to my life..."

" Dearnya I am too stupid.my ambition has destroyed all her even happiness that I just can feel should be destroyed again.." continued Dika with a raucous voice full of regret.

" But Iz has all happened.I also do not need to regret all of it. As long as what I do this does not endanger his life I already feel enough... let him find his happiness out there even though it is not with me anymore." added Dika resignedly, the resignation of which Faizal himself did not know his point.

" I didn't take it off. But I can't hold it up anymore either... Melisa deserves to be happy.I even want her to be happy.The good girl has always cried and hurt many people... although at this time I must have made her cry every heart because of her disappointment in me. but maybe in that way... that's the only way he can make him want to forget this hopeless me...."

" I don't know what the future looks like, Dik. and I also don't know what will happen to us tomorrow or the day after tomorrow... once aja mas Dika gave news to mbak Mel.. don't torture him continue mas.. he must be waiting for dika mas there.." Faizal advice.

" I know he's waiting for me.. He's tormented with his miss on me... But I still wouldn't do that Iz.... You know the risk is not....????" push Dika

" If not mbak Mel yes at least wawan mas Dik.. kah mas Wawan already know our problems...!!! just once dik... You also have to make sure Mel's mom is okay, right...??? do not let you regret it.." persuaded Faizal, Dika just silence without responding to any answer again

Suddenly his phone rang loudly, Reyden's boss called him, but after picking up the phone the reaction of Dika's face immediately changed, his eyes were not as usual, even Faizal did not know what the Mafia boss had just talked about until Dika changed his expression to the present, an expression that could not be explained

" Lhooo why are we here...???" faizal asked in shock as Dika carried his wheel instead of towards the headquarters

" There's something I have to think about first." replied Dika briefly and then took her car to Faizal's residence.

***

Ruminating alone at the small table next to the closet in Faizal's room, he was thinking about all the things that were right now to put him at the point of something very dangerous, Dika looked at Faizal who was at peace in his mind, the suggestion of the boy earlier this afternoon was being well thought out, well, it seemed like Dika was going to do something very risky but he was thinking about something else that was currently really bothering his mind

Finally Dika decided to reach for the other phone, the phone that had never been activated again, slowly and hesitantly Dika turn on his phone, the phone that had never been activated again, thousands of notifications immediately entered scramble when the phone screen is on, Dika just saw without opening the incoming message from everyone who tried to contact her so far, including messages from Melisa

Intentionally not opened because Dika did not want Melisa know Dika still can she contact, Dika only open one message from someone namely Wawan, read it one by one without being missed

Arriving at the last message that made Dika shocked and moved

" sir... Melissa's pregnant....."

Connect~

The same miss Dika already author obati yaa.hihiiii.

But please author ingetin before the future author continues the storyline for Dika, please do not judge and please appreciate whatever storyline the author has thought for Dika, please, do not get like Je in the first BUJANG HAMLET novel, a lot of judgmental, even protesting what has been from the beginning to become a story scenario

Sometimes I as a writer like to be disappointed when it arrives all the lines that have been conceptualized even broken and judged, it feels unappreciated again, he said,

Loving to like to give support to writing is an appreciation that we really hope as a writer, because without the support of the Readers, we are nothing

But we as writers just want whatever the decision of the storyline let it fit the scenario that was from the beginning has become the framework of the story

Thanksmeme it....

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