Love to my little friend

There's something weird about me

*Today is the day I have been waiting for all this time because today is the first day of ospek in my new high school, after all my struggle to enter this school I finally accepted too, after all my struggle to enter this school,oh yeah if you're looking for my little friend, he hasn't come yet I don't know when he's coming either.

I walked leisurely towards school until I was surprised when suddenly a hand grabbed my shoulder*.

"Oh my god, you're just missing me"

"that's a shock"

"yes dong, you suddenly, thankfully I'm not hanging"

"yes, I'm sorry, but we'll be late"

"umm"

we entered the school and started gathering in the field to attend the ospek event.

"Hey what's your name?"

who does he mean I look sideways and back no one else thinks I, I look forward again that person still points towards me, finally I try to ask.

"me ka?"

"yes you, move forward."

"what the hell are you?"

"what's your name?, why don't you wash your hair?"

"ka's diamond, is it supposed to be ka?"

"yes, gotta"

"but I can't get you your hair"

"there's no reason, I'm gonna wash your hair fast"

"alright ka"

"quickly get back in your line"

"yes to ka"

*i walked while I was washing my hair

just so bad, I never tie my hair, in my heart I was really upset to see my senior, trying to tie hair all make dizzy.

after the examination was completed we were introduced to this school environment, the school is very large with a 4-story building and a spacious courtyard, we continue to walk while listening to the direction of our seniors, until the break time arrives.

I sat under a tree and ate my provisions, from afar I could see that Iyan was walking towards me, I just kept quiet and ate my provisions until it ran out and kept it*.

"hey"

"yes"

"why is that pouting?"

"grandfather"

"still pissed off by that senior"

"do you know why it's still happening?"

"yes, tomorrow is also the last day of ospek, just good news"

I pinched her pouting cheek until she complained of pain.

" aw, it hurts"

crazy what kind of kid pinched my cheek that strong, I immediately hit his head shape reply I think what good in pinch to the cheek strong anyway.

"snake"

"awww, sick lian you hit really strong anyway"

"good afternoon, that race"

"uh"

I was still joking around with iyan until someone came up to us and called us by the name of iyan, making us both look at each other at the same time.

"Dyan"

"yes"

"i forgot to give you this, said the group leader tomorrow should wear it"

"oh, thank you"

"yes"

"hey we don't know what your name is?"

"yeah yes, my name is vara"

*what makes my heart hurt all of a sudden,like there was a sharp knife slicing it I wanted to cry.but I was confused what made me feel pain just seeing iyan talk to another girl even to the point of forgetting me.

after a long time we made new friends this time Iyan wanted to talk to a girl even to forget my existence.formerly when we were teenagers exactly 2nd grade in smp, many beautiful girls who approached her, a lot of girls who approached her,but she remained indifferent even if there was a girl talking to her she immediately pulled my hand away without caring about it.

but now that it looked different he forgot me, and what confused me was why did my heart hurt? what makes him sick just by seeing iyan talk to another girl?, I took a long breath to reduce this pain in my heart, maybe later I should ask my mother*.

"kringgg"

the bells go home

I packed my things and stood up. I shook my shoulders until I saw me.

"let's go home"

"iya bentar"

he tidied up his gear and stood up while looking at me who was waiting.

"let's go home"

"campaign"

"h, wait a minute, where's your house?"

why did he ask the house of the girl, I thought that he would want to nganterin the girl, whether since when I started not like the girl named vara, I was also confused about my thoughts, I was also confused,I think he will take it from me.

"um, my house on the jasmine street near elite housing, it's not far from here"

"seriously you, we are in the direction of dong, my house is the same way as well in that direction, if that's how we go home together"

"ok it"

*on my way home I didn't say a word, I just kept quiet and watched the two of them walking in front of me keep talking about what they were talking about.

finally vara got to her house and entered her house, we continued to walk without words as usual there was only silence until Iyan asked me*.

"why don't you usually keep quiet rich gini?"

"there's nothing to be silent about"

"lian vara is funny"

"um"

"she's cute too"

"you speak to him anyway, I'm lazy to hear him" I snapped at him.

"you why the hell lian, make me confused, why?

" i've been lazy to talk about him" finally fitting *until in front of the house I'm not, listen to what it says.

I entered the room and immediately cried, the mother who saw me immediately entered the room confused and immediately followed me into the room and she was surprised to see me cry*.

"what's the matter, why cry the same story mama gih"

".........."

"let's say your mom's son can't be a crybaby to be ugly"

"........"

"come on, beautiful mama's boy"

I finally woke up and wiped my tears, I hugged my mother tightly while telling her what happened.

"mama today lian saw iyan talking to another girl to forget the same lian and strangely lian felt pain in lian's heart even though all this time Iian never felt pain in lian ma's heart,?"

"are you serious?"

"umm" I nodded my head

"that means that lian has started to like the same iyan without lian realizing it, maybe the pain that lian feels is the pain because lian is jealous to see iyan close to another girl."

"ko can mah emang liking it hurts ya ma"

"yes you are too, but there are times when you also feel pain if your likes are not reciprocated as they are"

"but mama has to promise the same lian can't tell anyone this is our secret ya ma"

"well mama promise this is our secret, now Iian shower and eat ya"

"yes ma"

*I went to the bathroom to clean myself up, under the sower I kept thinking about what my mom said that I liked it, and the pain in my heart that I felt was the pain of jealousy.

ha let me get dizzy thinking about it maybe if I like the same iyan I will just shut up and hold this feeling*.

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