Love to my little friend

Home and school

*after driving my friends home, there is currently only me and ka leon in the car, while Leon is driving our car at the speed of heading home.

there was only silence between us, I was so tired it felt like all my body was unable to move, I wanted to quickly get home and rest comfortably on my bed*.

I opened the car window looking at the night view while closing my eyes, I almost fell asleep if you didn't rebuke me.

"diamond"

"umm, why ka?"

"don't sleep like that your head hurts."

"yes to ka"

"in a moment we'll get there so you can hold it for a while"

"yes to ka"

"closing the windows of the night wind is not good for your health"

"umm"

how many minutes passed and finally we arrived home, our arrival was immediately welcomed by papa and mama.

"diamond,leon"

"you're all right, right?"

"yes tan"

"umm"

"thank God, then, how exciting is not the holiday lian"

"so very interesting pa"

"well, that's the stuff that's in the car at the exit first yeah"

"yes om"

"yes pa"

I began to take out light items that I can carry while ka leon take out heavy items actually not much stuff but yes quite.

"sir maman"

"yes sir"

"please help lift things inside ya"

"yes sir"

*papa also immediately told the gardener to help us carry the items in the car.

after everything is done I say goodbye to papa, mama, pak maman and ka leon to rest because tomorrow I have to go to school.

because I was tired of getting into the room, I took a shower after that immediately went to sleep, not forgetting I set the morning alarm to besuk fear I woke up bad luck*.

...................

*tet tet

I woke up when I heard my alaram sound, I was honestly still tired but I had to keep going to school, I got out of my bed walking towards the bathroom to clean myself up.

after I finished putting on my school uniform and went downstairs, I walked towards the kitchen for breakfast I saw my mama there preparing breakfast for us, I sat down and greeted them*.

"morning ma,pa ,ka leon"

"morning darling"

"morning darling"

"hn"

"don't you get tired baby, if you don't get permission today?"

"engak ko ma, lian will soon be the final test of time not to enter later and will be to the lesson residency"

"it's good if it's rich, you'll eat breakfast later you're late"

"umm"

"oh yes lian mama just remembered yesterday when you went iyan came to your nanyain house"

"ha iyan, then what did you answer?

"yes mama said you went to the beach with your friends"

"oh, what am I doing?"

"he wants to take you away, but knowing you don't have him saying goodbye and leaving"

"yes ma,pa ka leon, lian left first yes"

"he be careful, dear"

"you don't want to be in the same room as brother"

"not that ka, but from now on Iian went home the same reza"

"well, be careful if that's it"

"umm"

I walked out of the house until the gate I came out not forgetting to close the gate of the house, I turned on my hendphon and saw many messages from iyan.

I was thinking why iyan took me away instead of his girlfriend vara. I opened a message from iyan while waiting for reza, I was a little surprised to read the message all the messages were average he was angry with me.

the message is like :

"YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SAY THE SAME TO ME"

"YOU MUST HAVE GONE WITH REZA, RIGHT"

"YOU CAN'T TAKE ME, OR TELL ME WHERE YOU'RE GOING"

"LIAN, BALES ORDER ME"

even though so far I have begun to bury my feelings, so I know this one-sided feeling I can not feel the same because he just always considers me his best friend no more,sometimes thinking about this makes me want to cry why it has to be like this, why should I experience one-sided love, why should I be hurt here.

without me noticing my tears dripping by themselves representing the pain in my heart, I wiped my tears of fear as reza came and asked me, I must be strong.

shortly after I cleared my tears, Reza came on her motorbike she stopped right in front of me and looked at me in silence*.

"why za?"

"you cry?"

"no ko, so to the dust input so my eyes water like a cry"

"oh,ayo ride"

"umm"

"here I put the helems"

reza masangin helem in my head after that I went up to the bike, all the way we just kept quiet know what reza thinks , we just kept quiet until we got to school.

..............

*I opened my helmet right in front of him I was shocked when I saw his eyes were red and there were tears, I asked him but he only answered to the input of dust, he said,I just nagged that I didn't want him to think and kept remembering the problem if I asked even though I knew he was lying about his eyes he was obviously crying but I pretended to believe it rather than he's getting sad.

all the way to school there was only silence between us no one wanted to talk more precisely we were busy with our respective minds so it did not feel we had arrived at school I parked my motorbike and take off my helmet don't forget I also let go of the helmet*.

"ayo" I held her hand gently.

"umm" I was surprised when Reza took my hand, I just kept quiet not to refuse his grasp, we were walking together like lovers, many people were looking at us and whispering I raised my head to look at Reza's face,it turns out that reza only put on cold and cuek waja.

*I can only bow my head I am ashamed to walk while looking at people like this, after arriving at the class I immediately let go of our hands and walked towards my chair,I'm really embarrassed when we were just friends but sometimes the treatment of reza to me was like the treatment of a girlfriend.

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along the way many people looked at us and whispered what they were talking about I did not care after arriving in class he let go of my grip and walked towards his chair I walked slowly and saw him inside diam*have*.

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iyan

*i clenched my hands when a classmate told me that lian and that bastard reza were walking hand in hand, were they dating?just thinking about it makes me angry.

I walked to Lian's class, when I got there I saw her talking to her girl friend,I saw the contents in the classroom lian saw where the jerk was sitting before long I saw I had found him it turned out he was sitting in the back thinking I was quite far from the chair lian.

I walked towards Ian, after arriving in front of him I could see his happy face, but then was surprised to see me*.

"iyan?"

"follow me"

"what's wrong?"

"someone wants me to talk to you"

"umm, my friends are going"

"yes lian"

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iyan:

*I held my hand tightly to bring Lian to the roof of our school all the way to the roof lian's hand did not stop moving so I let go of my hand to her but it made me clasped her hand even tighter because I'm emotional why when I hold his hand he even let go of his hand why, when joining the same reza he has no intention of letting go.

upon reaching the roof I let go of my hand and looked at her she also looked at me*.

"what are you talking about?"

"are you dating reza?"

"we're not just friends"

"then why is he walking with your hand, like a dating guy?"

"that's why we're used to it too, why we have to date"

"then you guys went to the beach together"

"jeez iyan last night we went to the rame-rame ko not alone"

"oh yeah you don't need to be close to him later you even date him"

"indeed why we are both single even though we are dating there will also be no prohibition"

"i don't agree you're dating her"

"why don't you agree, don't you get jealous again"

"i'd love to know if I'm jealous, but I don't agree that you're dating him"

"yes, I'm sure that I won't be dating him, we're just friends"

"it's good to go back to class"

"you'll follow me first"

"hn"

*brake

after the roof door closed my tears came out, I could only gently wipe it God why does it hurt to love someone why he can do whatever he wants to me.

did he know when he grabbed my hand earlier my heart felt like it was going to jump out I was happy when he held my hand tightly but at the same time my heart hurt because of the feeling I had been wanting to start it came up again and hurt even more when I realized he already belonged to someone else.

I tried to let go of my hand but he clasped my hand tighter and more pain*.

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