Love to my little friend

Unaltered

at this time we and our family have returned to our house, the color of the condition that has recovered so the doctor allows us to go home, on the condition that Lian must be diligent to take the medicine that has been given by the doctor.

but from the moment I realized until now she had turned more quiet and cold, unlike the lian that she usually only spoke and answered questions as necessary.

it made me and his father confused and worried about what Iian was going through to make him turn into this, I kept asking him and he just answered there was no only that answer.

"diamond"

"yes ma"

"where are you going?"

"lian wants to sleep"

"drink the medicine first just slept"

"umm"

I took the medicine given by the doctor after I took the medicine I rushed to my room.

lately I'm very tired of talking to people around me, I want to be alone, for myself it's fun.

ever since the incident that happened to me a few days ago it scared me to get in touch with outsiders, so I stayed away from the people around me I was afraid they would hurt me, I was afraid it would happen again.

............

ting tong

"there's an aunt"

"oh iyan, there yan entered his room he was still sleeping like, then woke up a long time ago also he slept"

"yes aunt"

I walked into my little friend's room, a room that was no stranger to me, even though I had never been to this room in a long time.

I was in front of the door of his room I was confused to enter or not, but I have arrived here when I did not enter I thought, I finally decided to enter his room.

I opened the door of his room slowly afraid of making the person sleeping in it wake up, after the door opened I entered into his room, I was surprised to see that much had changed from this room.

but I did not care about it all, I continued to walk to the mattress where he slept, after I was next to him I sat on the bed I looked carefully at his sleeping face.

only then did I realize that we were grown up we weren't little kids anymore much had changed between us,I also just realized that the girl in front of my eyes right now is not a little girl anymore because the girl in front of me now is a grown girl, who is very beautiful, even more beautiful than vara.

deg deg deg deg deg

I touch my heart that beats fast I am confused, what is with me why my heart beats so fast when just looking at it.

I touched her long hair first I told her to lengthen her hair because I don't like tomboy girls it turns out she listens to me,I smiled remembering what I said first but she did, it felt so good.

I regretted hurting her a while ago, I'm sorry I lian, I gently rubbed each strand of her hair while continuing to look at her sleeping face like an angel.

I kept wiping her hair until I didn't realize she had woken up and was surprised to see me and shook my hand slowly.

"are you here?"

"a. I just look at you doang ko, I just want to know your condition"

"i'm okay"

I was surprised to find that she was in my room what she was doing.

"oo"

hushed......

I wanted to ask him a lot of questions, who made him like this, what made him change but I could stand it, I just sat there and looked at what he was doing.

...............

I just kept quiet, I got up and walked towards my window I sat in silence.

I don't know how long I've been sitting by the window, I just want to be alone right now, why he's coming back when I'm trying so hard to forget.

we just kept quiet until he asked me to melt the silent sauce.

"have you eaten?"

"yet" I turned to look at him.

"if it getsi-"

"can you go, huh? I just wanted to be alone" I threw him out I went back to the window with a blank look, so I was surprised when someone suddenly called me from behind.

I turned my head back and it turned out that what was calling me was that, I tried to rebel to break away as hard as I could but he was a man and his strength was much stronger than mine.

"lepasin"

I kept trying to be free from his embrace.

"not going to"

"lepasin iyan"

"i told you, I won't let you go"

"you-"

I kept rebelling until I finally gave up, I let him hold me.

this is our first hug after all this time we've been friends.

"whatever you rebel I won't let you go, you actually why the hell,"

"you don't need to know"

"i need to know so I can help you"

"haha, even if you know, you won't believe me either, so you better not know, and don't care about me anymore."

"sorry if I'm wrong and don't believe you"

I held my arms, I liked the smell of his body so comfortable that I did not want to let go either since when I did not know.

"you can't let me go, I don't want to get close to you anymore, go away to you"

"yes, I'll go get well soon"

I let go of my embrace to her, I walked towards the door to go I saw her again before I finally closed the door and left.

..............

after Iyan left, I sat down for a while before I finally decided to take a shower.clean my body, I went towards the bathroom I kept trying to forget everything that happened a while ago.

#Thank you guys

#sorry if something goes wrong