Love to my little friend

apprehensive

My husband and I walked silently to the room where our son was being cared for, and no one spoke between us after leaving the doctor's office,to be honest, I don't believe what the doctor said about Lian.

I also did not expect that Lian would experience an incident like this.I blame myself why I can not take care of Lian when she is our only child must be my husband is very disappointed in me.

I glanced at my husband who was walking next to me he just kept quiet about what he was thinking, I didn't dare to ask him, I was afraid that he would be mad at me this time.

I keep thinking about all the things.many of which I want to tell him at this time but I do not dare.I know between the two of us he is the one who loves Lian the most but it does not mean I do not love lian, I do not love him, he's my son of course I love him but even though I love him I never indulge him as much as his papa does so now he must be sicker and hit with this news than he is I.I kept glancing at him until, he answered me and surprised me.

"what's mah?"

"what's your daddy mad at you?"

"wouldn't you be mad at me, how come you're mad at me?"

"yes because mom can't take good care of Lian,"

while saying that I cried in silence I was shocked as she directly hugged me.

"father has already said this is not the fault of mama so for what mama cry, papa also not angry with mama already do not need to cry anymore well"

"but-"

"it's not your fault if mama wants to turn out this is wrong we both are fair because we as her parents lian who can't take care of lian,our son is not just your son or me so if he has anything you have no right to blame yourself this is also my fault as his father, understand?"

"yes, but what about what the doctor said?"

"good, it's just a diagnosis of course ma is not necessarily the case and hopefully that does not happen we must be diligent in praying for lian so that lian can recover quickly"

"yes pa"

"it's finished crying, we're in the room like his friends have been waiting for him long"

"ayo pa"

"oh yes ma, later if his friends on nanya mama do not get to know them yes about the actual condition of lian, let this lian condition be our secret only"

"yes pa"

now I'm relieved to hear what her father said, she's not guilty of me, she's not angry with me, I'm so happy,we continued to walk towards the room after I could see his friends in front of the door and kept watching we opened the door and went inside.

"om auntie how's lian doing, what did the doctor tell you?"

"yes, we also want to know"

"the doctor said there were no serious wounds just as lian maybe it was all just external wounds after being treated in a few days can heal."

"yes, you don't have to panic,"

"good lah"reza

"luck it"iyan

"thank God"beno

"thank you god"bima

"thank you I'm fine"sisi

that's how her friends said lian they were so happy to hear that.

"then you better go home first afraid your parents panic to find you, then come back here again if you want to look lian ya"

"but our aunt still wants to keep lian"

"iya aunty knows, but you guys have been taking care of Lian for a long time so now it's my mother's turn with her papa lian again who take care of Lian.

" but-"

"you guys still have to go to school at 11 pm so you better go home and rest yes"

"alright om"

"let's go home"

"aunty om we say yes first, if lian already aware of our relationship yes om aunt"

"yes, yes, you are carefully on the road"

"he's careful in his path, don't speed"

"yes, our aunt goes first"

I feel someone holding both my shoulders tightly, who else if not his father.

"already ma, better mama sleep first let papa take care of lian, later if mama has woken up papa's turn again who sleep."

"yes pa"

I walked to the sofa to sleep, I was honestly tired today I started to feel sleepy and started to fall asleep.

............

sorry papa lian, papa can not take care of you properly even though you are my beloved son papa kiss slowly my son's head, my son's head,I began to walk to where my wife I saw she was doing well and I kissed slowly my wife's lips you two were the most precious treasure of my life.

I just realized that if we didn't bring my wife's blankets I must be cold I walked to the table to pick up my phone and started contacting my subordinates.

to come to the hospital, buy me some pillows and blankets and some casual clothes, while I waited I decided to clean myself. I walked into the bathroom and started cleaning myself.

after taking a shower I began to dry my hair using the towel I was wearing until I heard a knock in front of my son's nursery door.it must be my subordinates I opened the door slowly and it turned out to be true him.

"sorry old man, this is what you asked for"

"yes, it's okay thanks"

"yes sir, may his son recover quickly sir"

"thank you"

"if you'll excuse me to go home, sir"

"yes be careful"

after the departure of my subordinate nono I closed the door and started walking towards my wife, I covered her and gave her a pillow so she could sleep longer.

..............

it has been 3 days lian hospitalized but she is still not aware, and for 3 days her friends never come to see lian they care about lian.

"what are you doing there?"

"i made you some coffee, why ben?"

"it's nothing, it's good"

"issss you here, it's coffee I want to sit near lian aja"

"iyan can be a flinch I also want to sit near Lian, you have coffee first there"

"yes"

"lian I miss you so much when you realize we all miss hanging out with you again"

I clasped lian's hand tightly while talking continuously, I honestly missed the same lian I kept talking, so I was surprised when lian's hand responded to me by moving and her eyes began to blink like I wanted to wake up.

"lian,om aunt lian is conscious"

"diamond"

"let me call the doctor"

before long the doctor came in with some nurses and started checking Lian after she was done she smiled at us and said

"welcome yes father and mother are aware that he is fine so there is no need to worry. for now he's still weak so don't have to talk much should rest a lot and eating it will make him heal faster."

"yes doc thanks"

"same-sama sir, please excuse me first"

"thank you again, Doc."

I am grateful for what the doctor said, that soon I will be healed.

..............

time continues to pass until finally Lian has been allowed to go home by a doctor, on condition that must be diligent to take the medicine he gave, he said,we are of course happy to hear that our son can go home as well as his friends.

#thank you

#sorry if something goes wrong