
since the incident that I saw at the park some time ago somehow upset to this day is still there, it feels if I have not given a bogem for that person I have not been satisfied.
sometimes if I think of that incident I will get angry suddenly, break things, or break things in my room, I confused myself after what was wrong with me.
finally I decided to ask my mom maybe she understood more about the feeling I was having right now, I went downstairs looking for my mom, I looked for her in my room but she wasn't there,so I decided to look for him in the kitchen.
"mom"
"yes, what's wrong?"
"want to ask something about my mom"
"yes ask me mommy dengerin ko"
"mama sit here dong"
"yes, what's the matter?"
"this yes ma, for example yes just for example"
"yes sweetheart"
"for example, there was a guy he had a girl friend, but suddenly the guy knew a beautiful new girl, quiet, lugu kept them together, but suddenly,but after that he only realized that his girl friend was more beautiful and strange when the boyfriend was the same other guy he was not angry but fitting see the same way other guys suddenly he's very angry with that guy, it's strange ma ko can the guy was not angry see the girl walk with another guy but if you look at the theme he's angry it means what ma?"
"in my opinion, actually the guy likes or loves his best friend,because of the anger he experienced was more angry because of jealousy.while to the girl he just knew why he was not angry see the girl was the same way another guy because he was dating the girl not because of love or love but because of his high curiosity,maybe he was just curious about the quiet nature of the girl but he was wrong to think that he liked the same girl yes because of curiosity as well as the taste of the likes is different thin."
"ko could be mah?"
"can dong dear, what else for people who have not experienced the same as love"
"o it's ma, if that's why Iyan pamit first yes ma"
"where you going?"
"want to play lian's place"
"o, all this kasi to lian ya, say to her mother lian sorry can not look lian mama is still busy"
"ok mah, I'll go first"
"be careful, baby"
*i walk with pleasure to hear the words my mother had been meaning all this time I do not like dong same vara,so all this time I was just curious about vara and what I like is actually lian.
why does it feel like I'm really cool, it turns out that my love feelings all this time to lian not vara I have to realize my feelings are the same lian.I stand in front of the door lian* house*.
ting tong
"lady"
"i want to see lian auntie"
"Oh come in lian's in the back garden"
"ok tan, oh yes said mama she's sorry same aunt can't jengukin lian yet, but she ngasi this for lian"
"oh nothing, thanks for making this for Ian."
"sama-sama aunty, I saw lian first yes aunty"
"yes"
*i walked towards the back garden of Lian's house, I walked leisurely but I smiled when I saw Lian laughing loosely how long I hadn't seen her laughing like this.
I only watched her from afar as I walked closer I was surprised to see who she was currently laughing with, that's the man I met a few days ago, why is he at home?I keep watching them from afar*.
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"leon cheated when I kept losing"
"but ko lian continues to lose, now the face is full of powder while ka leon no 1"
"that's because you lose, baby, don't lose"
"yes, because it's a cheating game, Lian doesn't accept the pokonya"
"this it-"
"weeeeee here catch lian"
I rubbed powder on ka leon's face, we were both white at the end.I stuck my tongue out at him and started running around the park.
"you, look out if I can"
"here's Lian if you can"
I started to run away because ka leon started chasing me without paying attention to my destination, I kept laughing and running afraid that ka leon could catch me.
*i almost fell down when I slammed into someone's body in front of me, if he didn't swiftly pull my hand until I fell into his arms.
I was surprised not to play when I saw the person who was currently hugging me was iyan why could he be here?I was confused as I continued to try to let go of his arms but instead of releasing his arms he did not let go of his embrace even more tightened his embrace until I heard the sound of ka leon*.
...............
I kept watching Lian with the guy and I knew what they were playing was making Lian laugh and finally*replying to the man.
he smeared powder on the man's face and started running, at first he just ran around the park, but at last he ran towards me very quickly I didn't even have time to avoid it*.
finally he bumped into me to the point of making him almost fall back if I didn't quickly pull his hand until he fell into my arms.
I smiled at this moment, I could finally hug her again, she was shocked when she saw the person who was hugging her at this moment, she said,and trying to rebel but I didn't let him get away with it I tightened my arms until I heard the voice of that man.
"hey you fuckin' take him"
"if I don't want to"
"yes I'll make you let him go"
"who are you?"
"me?I'm her brother."
"oh brother sorry I thought you were a criminal"
I was still reluctant to let go until I found out that the man in front of me right now was her older brother, finally I reluctantly let go of my embrace.
"you-"
"already, you know he's my friend my next door neighbor"
"iyan this is my brother Leon"
"lady"
"leon, it's good to meet you"
"yes"
I was surprised when she said that she was her brother lian so all this time I was jealous of her brother, actually I was also wrong I was jealous of her brother's brother lian very handsome rich that way,I'd lose if I wanted to be with him.
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