
...228π...
"Finally I can meet you Agara.. Sorry about mama... Hix... Hicks.." The feeling of tightness and guilt made Mrs Sabrina cry bitterly.
He covered his face with his two hands.
"Do you think that by apologizing, all your mistakes will be erased...? Do you think I'll forgive you...?" Snapped Agara with hatred and anger that he had been damning.
Madame Sabrina's cry tightened even more with a choked voice.
It was as if the sound he was trying to get out right, was blocked by something that made his esophagus feel in a hard twist.
"You know you're the worst mother in the world...!" Agara's two eyes begin to glaze over, where the clear liquid boils down to the two eyes of Agara.
In his eyes was a flash of anger and hatred that was so great.
Where her heart really hurts. After all that he had experienced and passed clearly his woman who was crying a mouthful in front of him said an apology.
He thinks the sorry word that came out of his lips can change everything?.
Can it change his life in the past, or at least how can it turn back time?.
Of course the answer is no.
Sorry, he doesn't need it right now.
"Hiks... Hix... Mama knows mama's wrong, but believe me Aga mama's sorry...!" Pinta Nyonya Sabrina with a faltering voice because of her sobbing.
He really is very sorry that Agara died in order to pursue his career.
He regretted that he just abandoned his son.
She was sorry for herself, why she became such a bad mother. Even the word mother does not deserve pinned on her.
"Repent? He's.. He's.. " Agara laughed wryly.
The woman in front of him is really funny, he feels in the game.
"You think regretfully that I've been able to go back to my childhood that you captured?. You know I've been through it all by myself. I just want my family to be whole like my friends.. But because you're so greedy for your treasure, you abandoned me.. Not even my presence you want... Now, what is the reason I can forgive you?.. Say...!" Shouted Agara even sweeping the table where Madam Sabrina's food was.
Prangs...
Making the food is now moved to the floor even scattered formless again.
Madam Sabrina closed her eyes. He can't say anything anymore.
It was only natural that Agara was so angry, because his son had gone through such a difficult time.
Sofia and Raehan who hurt Agara's brutality shut her mouth.
The second one did not dare to wiggle. Sofia's face was flooded with tears.
Agara's knees feel squeezed, where his legs feel melted so that he can not hold his body weight.
Bruck...
Agara's body just fell on the floor. His chest felt so tight, as if a large stone was piercing his chest.
His pain was so painful, even to breathe his sense of self felt difficulty.
The hatred and anger that had been in the room seemed to explode.
"You knew.. I don't even want to be born by you.. If I could choose I would rather not be born into this world... Didn't you say what was my fault that you ruined my childhood..? Is it wrong that I was born in this world through your womb? " Tears that Agara is holding, now glide freely.
Tears of hate and anger, which are always held back and cannot be channeled.
Madam Sabrina could only shake her head.
He could not even answer Agara's question.
"You guys died when I was a kid..." Agara demonstrated with his hands.
"I'm like shit to you, it doesn't mean anything at all... At least you don't think about my life... I went through it all myself... I'm looking for food with my own hands.. Then where are you guys? You don't think about me one bit..." Agara was clucking in her heart. Makes her heart feel plong.
Agara pulls his knee and holds it deep.
She sank her head to her knees, and cried in silence. Extinguishing all the flavors that have been holding her.
All the feelings and questions that have always wanted to ask themselves to two people who have caused themselves to be present in this world.
Mrs Sabrina wept more and more with regret, seeing the pain and suffering Agara caused by her self.
Similarly, Sofia who was crying held back her voice, saw Agara who was so fragile and helpless.
This was the first time his self saw the fragile side of Agara, during these three years he had only seen the cold and cuey attitude of Agara.
At least he never expected that Agara's pain was so deep, even after so many years Agara still harbored his own wounds.
The atmosphere on the balcony was very pleasant. Where it sounded was the sound of sobs.
Raehan is still in his place because he is quite fixated on seeing what is happening in front of him.
He wanted to pity Mrs Sabrina. But what she did was not right and a big mistake.
Then Agara who voiced his anger was also not right, because after all Madam Sabrina was his mother.
The woman who made him present in this world.
But seeing the fragile Agara, Raehan is tormented.
He has often seen the fragile side of Agara during this time. And her self can't just shut up and hurt all this.
Raehan swallowed his saliva forcefully, where he stepped his feet slowly closer to Agara who was still curled up and sank his crying face.
Raehan rubbed the top of Agara's head gently, making Agara lift her face and look up at Raehan who was staring at her wistfully.
The gaze that always made her self calm, and made her feel not alone in this world.
Slowly Raehan decreased his body, to squat in front of Agara.
Her tiny hands rubbed the tears flowing on her lover's face.
A very puffy face with two swollen eyes and a flushed nose.
...----------------...
...****************...
Don't get bored keep ya with othorπππ's work
Keep challenging the story...
Like
commenters.
Votes
gifts.
Favorite rack.
Keep supporting this work....!!!
if not koment or like or kasi gift..
You guys really mean ama thorπππ???