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"But I'm not as brave as you are Lix. You say all your feelings, so you have no secrets or feelings that you have to suppress.. But me, I am so tormented by this feeling.. I want to feel like I'm giving my feelings away. It's just that I don't have the courage... My ego is too high... And now the pain I feel is much bigger and heavier than you.. So I don't think you need to regret having told Raehan your feelings..."
Dion paused his sentence, taking a deep breath, where his chest felt tight with heartburn.
"At least you have made your heart feel satisfied, while my heart still feels pinched..."
Felix looked pityfully at Dion, he was quite sorry for the wound that Dion was holding.
What Dion said is true.
He was lucky to have put his feelings on Raehan, even though Raehan refused. His heart felt much more plump.
Being a rival beside her, not even had a chance to reveal her feelings.
"I know it's hard..." Felix patted Dion on the shoulder, as if giving strength to Dion.
Dion again chuckles because he certainly looks like a loser in front of Felix.
But it's like it's there. Her self doesn't even have the courage to see Raehan away from her.
"Then now what are you going to do Ion ? I thought about making myself hate Raehan again, taking this curse out of my heart.. Like her, my relationship with Raehan is better than this..." Felix began to tell what he was thinking.
"If it makes you hate her, it's just a way to bandage your wounds.. Not to heal her..." Answer Dion. Where Felix was curious about the meaning of Dion's words.
"You mean?" Felix asked who was increasingly interested in hearing Dion's point of view.
"Yes, hate and love are two flavors that are only blocked by a very thin and fragile line... If you want to hate Raehan just as much as you just wrap your heartbreak by throwing hatred at him, your heart will still feel pain... And your heart will not heal..." Dion was silent for a moment, circulating his gaze where he so enjoyed the sea breeze that hit his body.
"The highest level of love is to make him happy with his choices, not hate him... What is his fault? Because he doesn't have the same feelings as us?. Sure didn't. His heart has the right to choose to whom he is anchored... I may look silly in your eyes.. But for me what makes Raehan happy is also enough to make me happy... Although sometimes my heart is broken repeatedly by reality...
But at least I can still be on his side, can still touch him, can still make him laugh, can still joke, and can still be a protector for him.
That's what makes me unable to tell and reveal my feelings to her.
Because I'm afraid, if he steps away from me.
Being by her side was enough for me, even though I wasn't the chosen one to reign in her heart." Dion finished his words by commenting on a sincere smile but seemed to hurt you.
"Hmmm... The Hua... Hix... Hix... Hicks....." Felix's cry suddenly broke out where Felix immediately hugged Dion's body, which immediately made Dion shocked not dumbass.
Jesus, what would anyone else think, seeing two men hugging.?
Dion's body immediately goosebumps with a standing Roman feather, with Dion quickly pushing Felix's body.
But unfortunately Felix hugged her tightly enough, to make Dion difficult to take off Felix's embrace.
The few people who looked at the two of them, looked at Dion and Felix with strange gazes.
"I'm Felix.. What the fuck you dare to hug me...!" Furious Dion is upset where he is still rebelling.
"Hiks... Hix... Your words touched Ion so much, I was so touched... How could I think of hating Raehan... You're so wise..." Said Felix with sobs, while he increasingly tightened his embrace to Dion.
"Felix stop...! Take me off....!" Shouted angrily Dion, where he misbehaved when he saw the horror gazes of people who were looking at them.
But like her Felix did not want to let go of her embrace, where she was so dissolved in Dion's words that it touched a sensitive point in her heart.
"Felix took me off... I don't want to think men are deviant...?" Dion's touch with a pinch of Felix's stomach felt muscular.
Surely everyone thinks if his self is Gay, same-sex enthusiasts.
"Felix fuck...!" Umpat Dion in the heart because so upset with the actions of Felix who has destroyed his image as a perfect man.
Felix raised his face, as he felt his stomach pinched violently.
Her taste is so painful.
Namu again Dion growled furiously, when he saw a white sticky object attached to Felix's nose stuck to his shirt.
It's so disgusting.
"Suckers.. Your sniffles stuck to my shirt..." Dion's growl restrained his anger which had reached the crown.
Felix immediately rubbed the tip of his nose, where his gaze lowered.
"Aishhh I was too emotional... " Inner Felix with his puffed cheeks.
"Well... You're so disgusting..." So Dion walked away from Felix by stomping his legs annoyed.
Where Dion stared intently at the man who had been watching himself and Felix.
" As for her I have to take seven flower baths... My body is very ticklish.. Tsk... Why did I meet her....!" Dumel Dion who keeps raving because he feels very upset.
While Felix, can only fold his face , while looking at Dion's back that is getting smaller in to his two netra.
At least now he understood, how to deal with this unrequited feeling.
He was very grateful to Dion, for giving himself the right direction.
"It turns out that sharing stories with others is not a bad thing... At least my heart became more relieved, even though sharing the story with the restless man... Hah but he's got his reward.. My sniffles on his shirt... He. he.." Felix's mischievous laughter, in which his memories are overshadowed by Dion's dead red face.
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