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"Did you hear all of it?" Agara said starting the conversation, which immediately made Raehan petrified on the spot.
Raehan's throb was noticeably dried up with a large stone piercing his chest.
Does Agara know if he eavesdropped on the conversation between himself and Sofia?
Or Agara asked like that, to bully her.
Jeez, he's like a stalker caught off guard.
Agara returned to sharpen her two gazes. A demanding look that asks for an explanation.
A ready look peeling off Raehan's skin.
Agara actually knew, if anyone was watching himself, but he thought it was Sofia.
However as he talks to Sofia his sharp eyes accidentally capture the color of the yellow bandana which is in stark contrast to the color of the foliage.
So Agara realized that in this place there is not only her and Sofia but there is a third person.
And who increasingly makes himself sure, when Raehan came out suddenly from within the bushes because in allotted a profit.
"Why are you quiet...?" Agara cried again which immediately made Raehan's chest rumble more and more.
"I didn't intentionally..." Tweet Raehan by biting his tongue.
"If not accidentally, why stay behind the tree..?." Agara's voice pressed on with an interrogating tone to defeat a criminal who was being examined by the police.
"I... That's..."
"You know if it was a bad deed..?"
"Taa... Ta's... But..."
"Do you think with your attitude others will not feel disturbed..?"
"A... L'm.. I just.---"
"What right do you have to dare to listen to the talk of others.?"
"Well yes I heard all of it, I heard if Aga brother experienced an incident in childhood that made Aga's sister until now become traumatized.. Yeah, I've been standing behind a tree ever since Sofia's brother came.. Yeah, I heard all your talk...." Raehan said with a high enough tone, and in one breath.
He can't stay in the corner like that, he can't keep pushing. His chest felt tight and he could no longer hear Agara's question that not even one of his had answered.
Raehan sighed in relief, his chest felt relieved after saying the long sentence.
Agara fell silent in a thousand languages, hearing Raehan's rapid response.
It turned out to be true what he had expected, this little girl heard everything she was talking about with Sofia.
"Go away...!" Tukas Agara immediately turned his body towards the edge of the lake, with one short sentence that made Raehan twitch.
Right now his self wanted to be alone, he wanted to clear his mind and hide in desolation.
Damn girl already knows what happened to her, even though she magun knows all her stories.
But he did not want to be looked at pity or pity because he did not want to accept such a disgusting look.
Agara put his two hands in his pants pocket.
While behind her, Raehan stepped in Agara's footsteps.
"Why should I go ?" Raehan's chirps that did not receive expulsion, even though Agara's voice seemed flat.
"I was too excited to hear all about Agara... I also don't know what kind of hard life my brother has been living.. I don't even know what wounds are still open... But does brother not want to get out of that past?. Why must you live in a trap of the past..? Life goes on even as time turns... The past - - -"
His wounds reopened, his dark memories re-shadowed.
The picture of the whole and destroyed family goes back to spinning on his head.
Even just remembering all that, he felt dead a thousand times.
The wound chained him so strongly, even to look into the future he had no courage at all.
Raehan gasped as Agara shouted to him.
Even his body trembled a little because he saw a different figure in Agara.
In front of him now is not a handsome Agara, but more like looking like a monster.
The eyes are watery red, the face hardens and turns sour, then the muscles of the neck are prominent clearly. Not to mention the anger and pain that coalesced into one that has now enveloped the handsome face of the sculptured Greek sculpture.
He really did not want to provoke Agara anger at all, he just wanted to voice what he thought.
Even he did not suspect if Agara's emotions were as fragile as that.
"Why are you silent? Huh uh?" Agara pointed to Raehan's face.
"The pain and the wound are too deep, you want to know what wounds are still gaping for years..." Powerfully enough, Agara shook Raehan's two shoulders hard enough, which frightened Raehan even more.
"Wounds that can never be healed.. A childhood wound in which the person I love most died on my own... Agara who kept crying in the corner of the room while holding a wooden doll... Agara is a little witness to the divorce of his two parents right in front of his eyes.. Agara little who does not feel the affection that he should get.. Even his presence was not expected.. What other wounds are much bigger and hurt... When a child your age smiles happily by holding onto his two parents. While I can only see the happiness of others without being able to feel the happiness itself...
Happiness seemed to laugh at me so much that I didn't even dare to feel that one taste... And you know what really hurt me was that my parents did it all for money..."
Agara's slumped body fell to the ground along with his two shoulders that shook from crying.
His heart was completely sliced to pieces even now he did not care about Raehan's opinion of himself.
His pain was so painful, even though his years of pain had remained the same.
Agara covered her face with her two hands.
Spilling her cries that she can't stand anymore.
It can always make itself weak and cry helplessly, like a child crying for losing his favorite candy.
It's sad, but this is the life he's lived. Living without knowing what compassion means and living in the shadows of ruined households.
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