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Raehan smiles awkwardly before he moves his lips to answer Felix's love statement.
Raehan turned the contents of his head hard, to find the right answer, of course with the right words as well.
It is not that hard, to make someone's heart more broken if you have to answer with ordinary sentences and seem rude.
This is a matter of the heart, of course, all that must be revealed is to use the language of the heart, so that Felix does not feel offended and understand what he says.
He and Felix may have been enemies, but they couldn't imagine if Felix would do things he didn't - not because his feelings were rejected.
As a statement that often circulates 'Love at the rejection of life drift.'
It is very redundant if Felix with a pretty handsome face must die because of suicide.
Raehan rubbed his face gently, took a deep breath and then blew his mouth slowly.
Now he stared fixedly, at the two eyes of Felix who could clearly see there was a very big hope there.
Even Raehan really does not feel good if he has to destroy that hope.
He knows how hurt his heart is when your feelings are rejected raw. He also felt that when he fought to fight Agara, and now he returned with a victory.
But he also did not want to hurt Felix even worse, with a hope hanging without certainty.
"Lixes... I'm sorry I can't accept your feelings...." Raehan said with a sad look hoping Felix understood all this.
Blars....
A lightning bolt with such great electrical power, instantly grabbed Felix's body.
Her pain is pain.
His sense of disappointment.
Felix's heart was so strong that it felt like his heart was broken into pieces.
His heart completely died of function because it heard Raehan's rejection like a sword that was so sharp, which was stabbed right in his left chest to kill the core of his life.
His body really felt limp, with all his bones that were torn and destroyed, so it could not support the burden of his body anymore.
It was the mother of Malin Kundang who cursed her child into stone, now also Felix felt. Where her body turned stiff and petrified in place.
He doesn't believe this, why did Raehan reject himself?
Is he not worthy enough to be with this cute girl?
He's good-looking.
He's rich.
It is famous and loved by the women.
But not with Raehan.
In the history of his life, this was the first time his love was rejected by a girl.
All this time he had always managed to snare many fallen girls in his arms.
But Raehan, instead rejects himself.
When he felt a very different feeling to a girl, at the same time he was broken with so much horror.
He was never this sick, until his sense of the world was broken into pieces.
Raehan looked at Felix with a look of pity, Felix's residence with a look of injured eyes as if giving Raehan an answer if the man who was now in front of him was heartbroken.
Raehan is really guilty, but this is the answer, this is the reality. If his self cannot accept Felix's feelings.
He had to hurt Felix's feelings, even if he didn't want to. But all of it would be better if all of it was said, right? At least Felix did not have to bother to pursue her again.
"Why?" Lirih Felix with a sad tone at his voice that was so fond.
Raehan's hand, which had been stretched out before to touch Felix's shoulder, only stopped in midair, as Felix deliberately dodged.
"I don't want to hurt you... But I really can't..--"
"Why?" Cut Felix now with a look of direct wound on Raehan.
He needs the right reason, why Raehan can reject himself.
"Why? what was my lack until you rejected me Rae? Am I less handsome? Am I less rich? I have all of Rae's... I promise to make you happy.. Pull your word and say yes..." Felix continued with a forced pressure in each of his words.
Raehan shook his head quickly.
"It's not like that.... You're handsome and rich... But love isn't about Lix's face and treasure. Love is sincere, love does not rely on wealth and also on face, but it rests on the heart..." Raehan's raised hand touched Felix's left chest, making Felix feel like a warm touch of Raehan's hand is now attached to his chest.
"The heart cannot be forced to love, the heart has the right to choose where it will dock. I didn't mean to hurt you, but I couldn't because my heart had already chosen the pier where it would dock. I know for you this is very painful.. But this is much better than having to rely on the hope that at the end of it will cause a bigger wound.
You're handsome and rich, there are still many girls who gladly welcome your love thread.." Raehan thinned his lips, painting a sincere smile. Wishing that what was said would make Felix understand.
Felix looked up his face, trying to hold back the tears that had almost broken into his eye bags.
He breathed his breath, trying to digest what Raehan said was really breaking his heart. Even though those words were strung together so subtly and beautifully. But it still feels like a thorn that is stuck on his body.
But of all the words of Raehan, Felix can only be attracted to a reality if Raehan's heart has chosen someone else.
Why can he not realize there is a beautiful diamond covered by a lot of mud. Where his two eyes always think the diamond is dirty mud.
But when the diamond had already chosen its owner, he became a lost man.
"You...!!! Whose docks are you anchored to?" Ask Felix who wants to know, who is the lucky man who has got Raehan who is like a rare diamond, which will not be met even in all corners of the world.
Raehan swallows his saliva, to wet his increasingly drying esophagus.
Does he have to put it on Felix ?
Calling the name that is now enthroned in his heart?
Raehan closed his eyes to two.
"Sir Agara.."
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