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Agara looked down at the lake with the water so calm before him.
His mind and soul were swept away by the beautiful melody that nature sang.
The rustling of leaves rubbing against each other, the breeze blowing her hair softly, like a caress so drunk.
The wind-dweller's tweet continued to squeak as if he was telling what he was going through today.
A place so quiet yet so tranquil for him.
His one-on-one place in the entire school could make his mind become clear and calm again.
The quiet atmosphere, away from the hustle and bustle of noise was where her self was spraying what she felt.
He was angry, but he could not reveal it.
He wanted to grab and pull the little girl in his arms. But he also feared getting hurt.
He was not willing to see the girl with another man, but he always pushed her away.
When the girl cried wanting to always hold her hand, she injured the weak girl with thousands of sword slashes.
Exactly what is with him, why is he so caught up in a sense of dilemma that gnaws at his life slowly.
He wants to be happy, but happiness is like grief ready to hurt him again.
His heart was too cowardly to open the door.
His heart was too weak to face the reality of life.
Her heart was so fragile to be slapped once again by a departure.
As a child, when the world still looks so beautiful with a whole family and full of beautiful memories.
But suddenly all of his cracks and slowly disintegrate and leave himself exposed to shredded shard wounds.
He was just afraid, if his self had begun to be comfortable and consider the girl was home and his place home, he would be in his own right again.
He will be in the middle of his lonely and cold life.
The memories of Agara's childhood continued to pass through his head, as if the incident of his parents' separation became an acute trauma that could not be healed right.
Because of this wound he lived until now, but because of this wound also his life was pitch black.
Srak....
Agara's daydreams collapsed instantly, as the sound of bushes from behind her realized herself if anyone came.
Her sad and sad face, instantly turned flat. There was no aura of life or happiness on that handsome white face.
Agara immediately turned his head back, hoping that the one who came was the same girl who was the reason for his coming to this place.
But hope lives hope, not a cute girl with a sweet smile who is standing while staring at her. Besides the girl with red hair was staring at her awkwardly.
"I'm sorry to bother you..." Sofia's great-grandson with a guilty face, she accidentally saw Agara coming to this place. So she followed Agara and like her presence made the man in front of her feel disturbed.
But little to make Sofia confused, the look on Agara's face that looks a little disappointed when he sees himself. It can be Sofia meaning if Agara expects the presence of others. But who? he also could not find the answer.
"Why are you here?" Sinis Agara who did not like the presence of Sofia, Agara threw his gaze right towards the middle of the Lake.
His heart was a little disappointed because the one who came was not the person he expected.
His self was indeed very strange, when that person came he instead pushed her away. But when he expected the man to come, there was only disappointment.
"I didn't mean to bother you.. I accidentally saw you coming here.. I thought you were angry and might need a friend..." Sofia thins her lips, forms a sweet smile and begins to walk closer to Agara.
Sofia sat down beside Agara, for quite a while she could not get this close to the handsome man beside her.
His heart was slightly flowering at this moment, yet he no longer dared to harbor a sense that was impossible to reply.
"Are you okay...?" Sofia asked in a gentle tone, while her gaze also fell on the beauty of the lake in front of them.
"You don't have to worry about me... I'm so happy that you stayed away from me.. "
Sofia's heart feels hard on the spear to have a gaping hole that will not be able to heal again.
Just a few sentences that came out of Agara's lips were already able to decapitate his heart.
"Sorry, I just want to be your confiding friend... I'm sure you also need a good listener..."
"I don't need anyone... You or anyone else... Don't be so sure my life needs you to be my listener... All this time I've been living alone, so don't be so damn concerned..."
Sofia swallows her saliva forcefully, again - again cynical words and mentally falls out of Agara's beautiful mouth.
Even from that mouth was never a sweet word for her.
"It turns out you're still traumatized by your childhood..."
Agara's jaw suddenly tightened, with the look of his eyes turning red and sharp.
Even the veins on his neck looked so prominent as if he was holding a very heavy wound.
"You'll never understand the pain... You better go and stay alone..." Stiff with pressure in every sentence.
Emotions are always peaking when a person remembers his or her childhood without parental affection.
The love that he should get, but replaced with wounds and suffering that is not healed.
Sofia's face became more serious, even now she looked at Agara.
"Well, when will you be like this... Your grudge will not be able to change everything. Why is your heart so hard that you can't forgive aunty sabrina.. Just once he saw the situation, he was dying waiting for his son to come... Remember Aga no matter how her aunt sabrina is still your mama..."
"Silence...!!!!" Jerk Agara who immediately made the mouth of sofia silenced.
"Live me alone... You always forced me to meet her... You don't know what... Go...!!! Before I do anything rude to you...!!" Shouted Agara furious with the demonic aura that was emanating from within him.
Sofia stared fearfully, the man in front of her was already like a monster ready to finish her off.
His intention was just to make the mother and child's relationship improve, but like his wounds Agara was still wet even though this had been years.
With her body trembling slightly, Sofia left before Agara with a sobbing that began to spill.
"Trauma's..." Inner Raehan who turned out to have eavesdropped on the conversation between Agara and Sofia.
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