LOVE THE OLD MAN'S

I MISS YOU

"Nayla, your father is not with Nak Ardian, your father is going to Lurah dear sir's house." Mother Nay said she was holding Nayla to go to the hospital.

"I will stay there Mother" said Nayla with great confidence.

"Nayla what are you doing son?? Son Ardian and your father aren't in the hospital." Mum Mother Nay cried over what happened to her son.

Arriving in front of the hospital Nayla ran to the information place, to ask the patient named Ardian.

But many times the hospital employee was looking for the name of Ardian patients did not exist at all.

Nayla massages both temples, really life really toying with her life.

"Mom other than the name of Mr. Ardian who does not exist, is there a name of Mr. Sasongko?" nayla asked in despair.

"So soon" replied the employee.

"How's Mom, is there?" ask Nayla again.

"Patients on behalf of Mr. Sasongko are there but have returned home this afternoon mbak." replied the clerk who was staring at Nayla with pity.

"Thank you, ma'am." Nayla said then walked back into her car.

The tears that had been in the seat did not feel that they had flowed profusely on both cheeks.

"Oh my God, what should I do now?" nayla looked up at the dark sky.

With a trembling Nayla called her father hoping that there would be a miracle that she would get.

"Hallo Father." call Nayla with a soft cry.

"Yes son." said Sasongko sadly, who was in the cottage waiting for Ardian whose condition had dropped.

"Where's Dad, are you with Mas Ardian?" asked Nayla with great confidence.

"No son, Dad again with Mr. Lurah." replied Sasongko with a chest that feels tight do not know what to do, because all this has been requested Ardian.

"Dad, man,..I want Nayla and Mas Ardian to be happy, right? tell me where Mas Ardian is now Dad? I beg you." said Nayla with sobs.

"Dad really does not know Nayla, tomorrow I will help you find ya Nak" said Sasongko with pity on his child.

"Yes Dad." said Nayla a little quiet as her father would help look for Ardian.

"Now you go home, son, you can sleep at Ardian's house or at Dad's." Sasongko said as he looked at Ardian who was looking at him weakly.

"Okay, Dad, thank you." Nayla said as she closed her call.

Sasongko fell silent, then put his phone on the table.

"Sir Ardian, Nayla's been looking for you for a few days, why didn't Nak Ardian tell Nayla Nak, poor Nayla" Sasongko said sadly.

"Did Nayla solve her problem with Kenzo Dad? I want Kenzo to let Nayla go with my heart." Ardian stared dimly at Sasongko's face.

"How Nayla has time for Kenzo Nak, time is up to find you" said Sasongko, who was also eager to see Ardian's condition decline.

"Please ask Nayla to stop looking for me Dad, help Nayla to solve her problem with Kenzo, if Nayla comes back to Kenzo, I'm sincere Dad" Ardian said.

"Well Nak Ardian, as soon as tomorrow I will tell Nayla" Sasongko said with a heart full of excitement to see Nayla and Ardian both tormented.

***

With tears streaming down her cheeks, Nayla runs her car slowly. The dark sky has sent down rain that has poured down his dry heart.

While the rain was getting heavier, Nayla stopped her car and stopped by the roadside with a sense of fear that ambushed her.

A glance of memories with Ardian began to spin in his mind, how he felt the calmness and comfort in Ardian's embrace.

Nayla's body trembled withstanding the pain of her heart. The tears of sorrow he could no longer endure.

Her fear drowned Nayla in a long sadness.

Nayla turns on the radio in her car to listen to the songs and poems she used to listen to in college.

Holding her phone, Nayla leaned her head with her eyes closed while imagining Ardian being next to her.

The music of the night beautifully stroked Nayla's heart full of longing.

The sound of beautiful voices began to disturb his heart and mind, a poem read by the radio announcer was very appropriate with his mood.

Nayla heard it with a lot of feeling.

This miss is sure..

When the heart decays in all images..

Derai nestapa greet the soul..

When you go somewhere..

Meanwhile, love blossoms behind regret..

Stomach dew behind opium..

Your sincere love will be holy..

Where should I look, step, surrender, or go..

My soul is hollow with the growth of this taste..

The slowly present one filled the recesses of the heart..

Return to love, fill my day with the warmth of your embrace..

I miss you, I'm not gone..

The sun disappeared but never died..

After she finished listening to the poem, Nayla's longing grew unbearable for Ardian.

With a sense of despair, Nayla pressed the call on Ardian, sounding there was a tone on Ardian's phone but not lifted.

Many times Nayla called him still no one raised Ardian.

Nayla's tears flowed profusely tired of everything, but not with her love and longing for Ardian.

"Where are you now, Mom? why don't you always pick up my phone calls? don't you miss me at all? or am I the only one who misses you?" nayla said in a soft voice.

***

In a quiet room, Ardian stared at his phone unblinkingly as he called from Nayla several times, wanting to feel like he had received a call from the woman he loved so much.

But I feel weak to accept it.

Ardian does not want what he has done for the good will all be in vain.

Ardian does not want to be selfish with the feelings of love he has by taking advantage of his sick situation.

With her eyes closed Ardian clasped his phone very tightly. The rain is getting heavier with the sound of lightning earthy.

Ardian clasped his phone even more tightly, imagining Nayla's frightened face as he hugged her.

"Nayla, you're not afraid of Nay? you're not afraid of the rain anymore, are you, baby? you have to be strong, Nay? soon you will be happy with the one you love, you must be happy Nay." cried Ardian inwardly, hoping that everything would end quickly so that there would be no more pain and his longing would soon be over.

***

In the quiet room of the hospital, Kenzo sat quietly waiting for an answer from Zanna who was now with him.

"Zanna, am I asking you to answer my question? I promise you Zanna I will do nothing, I will not do anything stupid anymore, as long as you answer my question honestly, is it true that Nayla already loves Mr Ardian? and don't want to part with Mr Ardian?" kenzo asked again with what he heard when Nayla before leaving for the village to look for Ardian.