LOVE THE OLD MAN'S

THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT

Nayla stared at the piece of divorce papers already in her hand. No tears fell on a piece of her divorce papers that Ardian had signed.

Nayla's heart felt tight, unable to breathe properly.

Is this the letter he wanted? why now is it breaking itself into the abyss of grief.

"Nayla." call Ardian in a raucous voice.

Nayla was speechless, unable to raise her face to see the face of someone who had been with her for several months.

"I have signed it, if you want to finish our divorce papers quickly, you have to sign it and send it to the Religious Court to be authorized there" Ardian said with full sincerity.

Nayla was still speechless and could no longer think what she should do to solve her problem.

"Today, our last day is Nay's husband and wife." Ardian again felt the pain in his heart seeing Nayla who had been silent all day without talking since the morning when he was taking care of her divorce papers.

Slowly Nayla raised her face, looking gently at Ardian's face which was so very shady.

"Is this the best way for the three of us?" asked Nayla again who was unsure of her heart.

Ardian nodded, rubbing Nayla's face that looked puffy.

"You can't know how you feel yet, since I'm still with you, you'll know who you want to be if I'm not with you, I'm the barrier here Nay." ardian said with a feeling of guilt.

"Don't talk about it anymore Mas, you're not a hindrance in my relationship with Kenzo, I'm trying to clear my mind right now" Nayla said as she folded Ardian's divorce papers.

"Don't make a burden of mind huh Nay?" said Ardian rubbing gently on Nayla's face.

Nayla nodded small.

"Zanna's in the hospital, isn't Nay?" asked Ardian who was surprised Nayla had come home early.

"Yes Mas, Zanna is already there so I went home to prepare dinner for you Mas." replied Nayla smiling sadly.

"Yes Nay, thank you" said Ardian moved by Nayla's attention.

"I'll get you the food, okay?" tanya Nayla wants to serve Ardian one last time.

"Hmm, yes Nay" said Ardian enthusiastically.

In silence, Nayla gets food for Ardian's dinner.

"This is Mas, eat." said Nayla while looking at Ardian who looks fine.

When Ardian starts eating, Nayla's phone goes off.

"Nay, your phone rang, it might be important" Ardian said with his heart pounding.

Nayla sees Zanna's name there, with Nayla's uneasy feeling of receiving Zanna's call.

"Hallo ya Zan, what's wrong?" nayla asked while looking at Ardian who was not eating.

"Nay, come quickly Kenzo's awake but he's hysterical looking for you Nay, he plucks all his infusions when he finds out he's blind, I'm afraid he's going to kill himself Nay." zanna said sobbing there.

"Alright Zanna, I'll be there immediately" Nayla said in a panic and Nayla's panic could not be separated from Ardian's gaze.

Ardian knows, Nayla still loves Kenzo.

"Mas, I have to go to the hospital, Kenzo is conscious but he hurts himself when he knows he is blind" said Nayla who unconsciously with his attitude it makes Ardian's heart cry in silence.

"Yes Nay, be careful on the road huh? or let me take Nay?" said Ardian who could not bear Nayla had to go there alone.

"No need Mas, not good for the health of Mas, oh yes Mas. eat it in spent yes Mas." said Nayla while peeping Ardian's forehead.

Ardian fell silent, smiling with a crying heart.

"Maybe it's our destiny Nay, we parted ways and you went back to Kenzo" Ardian said in his heart with a tightness in his chest.

"Yes Mas, wait for me Mas" said Nayla smiling sweetly at Ardian.

***

Arriving at the hospital Nayla sees Zanna crying on a long bench.

"Why are you here, Zanna? where's Kenzo?" asked Nayla who was very worried.

"Kenzo was in the care of the doctor, Kenzo did not stop to hurt himself Nay." explained Zanna with a feeling of sadness, she was unable to calm Kenzo's heart.

"Well I go inside first, who knows he's calm now" Nayla said then into Kenzo's room.

Inside Nayla saw a limp-looking Kenzo with his face looking desperate.

"Nah Kenzo, that's Nayla, right, I told you Nayla cares about you" said the doctor encouraging Kenzo.

With a blank look, Kenzo raised his hand trying to find Nayla.

"I'm here Ken." said Nayla in a choked voice, unable to see Kenzo who could not see anymore.

"Niilah,.. Nayla..!! where are you Nay?" kenzo said with his hands reaching for Nayla.

Nayla reached out her hand, grabbing Kenzo's raised hand.

When he got Nayla's hand, Kenzo pulled Nayla's hand until Nayla's body fell into Kenzo's arms.

"Nayla, don't leave me Nay, I have no one but you Nay" Kenzo said with a blank look.

Nayla's heart was like being struck by lightning, no matter how she made Kenzo what he is today, before she returned home to the village Kenzo's life was fine with both of her parents, and now Kenzo has lost his parents for his sake, in addition to the situation of Kenzo who is now blind though not permanent.

"You're calm, Ken, I'm here now" said Nayla, still in Kenzo's arms.

Kenzo quietly felt Nayla's face and rubbed Nayla's face.

"I can't see your face anymore, Nay, my world is dark now, I don't know what else to do" Kenzo said desperately.

"Don't think of anything else, Ken, now you've got to get well." Nayla said that she was confused as to what to do.

"Why don't I just die, Nay, than I have to live like this, alone in the dark" said Kenzo, who made Nayla's heart even more saddened by Kenzo's circumstances.

"You talk about Ken, I don't want you to be like this Ken." Nayla said while looking at the watch in her hand that had shown at nine o'clock at night.

"Ken, you rest huh? I have to go home, tomorrow morning I'll be back here." said Nayla who had promised Ardian to go home, and again tonight last night herself and Ardian became husband and wife.

"Nay, please don't leave me alone, I need you Nay" Kenzo said with a blank look.

"Ken, tonight let Zanna be with you, yes, I have to go home" said Nayla trying to give understanding to Kenzo.

"Well Nay, where is Zanna now?" Ask Kenzo who still needs someone to help him if he needs anything.

"I'm looking for Zanna first?" said Nayla took her phone and called Zanna.

But Zanna's phone is not in contact and is not active.

Desperation enveloped Nayla's heart, with Nayla's trembling hands calling Ardian. Ardian's phone can not be contacted, several times Nayla tried to call Zanna and Ardian still can not connect.

Nayla's heart felt something bad, there was a very deep pain Nayla felt.

"Mas, why is your phone off? are you okay, Mommy?" ask Nayla in my heart.

****

"Sir Ardian, let's go to the hospital?" said Zanna who called Ardian because her condition suddenly dropped.

"Take me home to the village tonight Zanna" replied Ardian weakly, for some reason his body suddenly felt weak and felt a very painful pain in his stomach.