LOVE THE OLD MAN'S

LOOKING FOR TRACES OF YOUR LOVE (3)

Nayla walked a little quickly when she reached Kenzo's room. Zanna was at the door waiting for him.

"Zanna, how is Kenzo conscious?" asked Nayla who looked very tired.

"Nay, now sleepless in a quiet injection by the doctor, Kenzo's poor psychiatric Nay, Kenzo's crisis of confidence in himself" Zanna said while sitting in the long chair in front of Kenzo's room.

Nayla followed Zanna sitting next to her.

"I'm so tired of all this Zan." said Nayla in a soft voice, Nayla's eyes glazed over.

"Why Nay? what was? are you sick?" zanna asked, looking at Nayla's pale face.

"I don't know where Mas Ardian is Zan, I'm so worried about him.I feel pain in my chest every time I remember Mas Ardian, I've been looking for him everywhere until I went to the village to look for him." Nayla said she lowered her face not wanting Zanna to see her tears.

"You went to Nay village? then did you find Mr Ardian?" zanna asked in surprise, and was happy that Nayla had met Ardian.

"Yes Zan, I was there this morning.You know Zan, I found this piece of poetry on his desk, that's where Mas Ardian made his poem the fourth of April, and now the fifth, right? I'm pretty sure Mas Ardian was at the village house yesterday, I smelled mint perfume on the pillow roll and blanket Mas Ardian but when I asked Bik Ummah he said Bik Ummah did not know because Bik Ummah came home for two days, I was sad Zanna.. it seems that life has played with my heart, that when I loved Kenzo, I couldn't have it I lived with Mas Ardian, and now..when I love Mas Ardian I can't have him either, I'm here with Kenzo, what's my fault Zanna? what sins have I committed? why do I have to take the test of life like this?" Ratap Nayla who is no longer strong with a sense of loss without Ardian.

"Are you sure you love Mr. Ardian Nay, and not Kenzo anymore?" asked Zanna with a serious face.

"Before Mas Ardian gave me the divorce papers, I told him to give me a chance to make sure of how I felt about him because I felt I loved him, but Mas Ardian kept giving me the divorce papers when he found out Kenzo couldn't see anymore, and since his departure I've felt so sure of my feelings for Zanna, my heart feels empty..there's something missing in me, I want it back Zanna" Nayla said, crying out for all her sadness.

Zanna's heart cried to see Nayla who suffered so much without Ardian.

"Please Nay, don't you despair of looking for Ardian sir?" Zanna hugged Nayla's shoulder.

Nayla leaned her head against Zanna's shoulder and cried softly.

"Nay, if you don't find Mr. Ardian in his house, have you searched your house? who knew Mr. Ardian was there?" said Zanna who wondered why Ardian was not at home, whether Ardian hid when he knew Nayla was there.

"I've been to Zan's house, there is not a quiet person, Father and Mother to the hospital he said routine control I've been going there to ask if I know the whereabouts of Mas Ardian, Mas Ardian, but you called me" replied Nayla who did not suspect anything.

"Father and Mother to the hospital?" Zanna asked half in shock and began to understand why Nayla's parents to the hospital must be Ardian in a state of drop.

"Well Zan, why do you look surprised to Zan?" Nayla asked him why Zanna was surprised when she told her Father and Mother to go to the hospital.

"Don't!! is this what he thinks? Father and Mother with Ardian, because as far as Nayla knew her father had never been in control since he returned to the village, and why did his father for control alone have to be with Mommy? stupidly you are Nayla!!! why don't you think like this while you're there????" monologue Nayla while staring at Zanna did not blink.

"Zanna, I'm going back to the village now, please take care of Kenzo until I get back" said Nayla who stood up suddenly and ran quickly towards her car.

In front of her house, Nayla stopped her car and rushed out to see her father and mother as soon as possible.

"Assynualal, Ayahh...Bundaa." call Nayla with her gasping breath. While waiting for the door to open Nayla calmed her heart and prayed in her heart to be found with Ardian.

"Nayla?? you're here again, son?" asked Mother Nay with a surprised face.

" Well Mother, I'm here again because I'm looking for the whereabouts of Mas Ardian, I'll tell Dad and Mommy everything" Nayla said with her teary eyes.

"Enter Nay, Father and Mother already know all from Bik Ummah, Bik Ummah came here to bring food, he said you did not have time to eat this morning?" said Mother Nay stroking Nayla's hair lovingly.

"Are Father and Mother not angry with me after knowing everything from Bik Ummah?" tanya Nayla doesn't understand what happened to her parents.

"Mother does not blame you Son, Father and Mother are wrong here Son" said Mother Nay crying little.

"Pardon me, I can't take care of the integrity of my household, I want to fix it Mother, I won't sign the divorce papers that Mas Ardian Bun has signed." Nayla cried bitterly.

"Dear, your actions are right, but how do you feel about Kenzo Nay, don't you love him anymore?" asked Mother Nay to look gently at the face of Nayla who looks very suffering.

"I don't love her anymore, Mother, I realized when Mas Ardian left the house and didn't know where Mas Ardian went, I looked everywhere but I couldn't find it." Isak Nayla hugged her mother.

"Patience, baby, maybe a test for you dear." said Mother Nay not until the heart saw the state of Nayla suffered as Ardian who is now sick in the hospital.

"Mother, where's Dad? wasn't Dad and Mommy in the hospital for control?" Tanya Nayla who started to think like what she was thinking about when she wanted to return to the village.

"Mother, are you in the hospital with Mas Ardian? is Mas Ardian sick?" nayla asked in a row with a chest that felt tight.

Mother Nay was speechless and could not answer Nayla's question other than crying, because she had promised Ardian not to tell her whereabouts to Nayla, because indeed Ardian's life would not be long.

Seeing her crying Mother added to her belief that Ardian and her father were in the hospital.

"I have to go to the hospital now Mother" said Nayla moved from her place.

"Nayla, your father is not with Nak Ardian, your father is going to Lurah dear sir's house." Mother Nay said she was holding Nayla to go to the hospital.

"I will stay there Mother" said Nayla with great confidence.