LOVE THE OLD MAN'S

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I MISS

"Yes Zan, I'll be right in." said Nayla with a very wounded heart and longed for the presence of an Ardian.

Inside Kenzo's room, she senses Nayla's presence by smelling Nayla's perfume, which she can never forget.

"Nayla is that you?" Kenzo asked, turning to the sound of Nayla's feet with her eyes blank.

Nayla approaches Kenzo and grabs Kenzo's hand.

"I'm here Ken." Nayla said with a heart filled to see Kenzo's helpless state of nothing.

"Nayla, where have you been? I was waiting for you from earlier." said Kenzo with a panicked face.

"I'm at home still there need to be, you still haven't eaten Ken's breakfast?" tanya Nayla saw the food on the plate was still intact.

"I want you to feed me Nay?" kenzo said with an expectant blank look.

"There's Zanna, why don't you ask Zanna to feed you, if you're limp how?" ask Nayla who feels responsible to Kenzo.

"I just want you Nay, not the others" Kenzo said in a trembling voice.

Nayla's heart is getting cut.

"What does all this mean, O Lord, when I open my heart to Mas Ardian, I am faced with the helpless Kenzo, what should I do O Lord? where else should I look for Mas Ardian? how's he doing now?" nayla cried asking in her heart.

"Nayla, why are you silent Nay? are you thinking about Mr Ardian?" asked Kenzo in his jealous tone.

"Kenzo, I'm asking you. Don't be mad at Mas Ardian, he's my husband Ken, I don't want anyone to vilify Mas Ardian and that includes you." nayla was a little bit stressed.

"But Mr Ardian has divorced you Nay? what are you thinking about again?" asked Kenzo with a sick feeling.

"Where do you know?" asked Nayla with a full glance.

"From Zanna this morning" said Kenzo with his hand squeezing the edge of the blanket.

"I haven't officially divorced Ken, I haven't signed the divorce papers" Nayla said truthfully.

"Why haven't you signed Nay? what are you waiting for?" ask Kenzo's getting cranky.

"I don't know Ken, you have breakfast" Nayla said, taking a plate of rice from the hospital that Kenzo had not eaten.

Still thinking about where Ardian is, Nayla feeds Kenzo.

"Ken, said the doctor when can I go home?" asked Nayla who took a lot of time to find Ardian, while if she was still in the hospital she could not go anywhere.

"Maybe I'll be home tomorrow afternoon" replied Kenzo.

"Thank God Ken, I hope you'll see back later" Nayla said, easing her guilt.

"Nay, if I go home tomorrow, you'll stay at my house right?" kenzo asked, hoping that Nayla would stay with him.

"I can't Ken, I already have a house" replied Nayla who did not want to leave Ardian's house.

"Then how can you take care of me, Nay?" ask Kenzo disappointed.

"I came home early in the afternoon, Ken?" Nayla says she can't stay at Kenzo's house because she's still not officially divorced from Ardian.

"If it's my night how's Nay? who's gonna take care of me?" asked Kenzo again with a very sad heart.

"Later I will ask Bik Ijah to stay with you so you don't have to worry about Ken" said Nayla who had asked Bik Ijah for help to keep Kenzo in his absence.

Kenzo is speechless, although he wants Nayla to be with him, but Kenzo can't force his will on Nayla, because Kenzo knows how stubborn Nayla is.

"Now you sleep, Ken, I'll be out for a while, I'll be here again this afternoon." Said Nayla who wanted to find Ardian's whereabouts.

"Don't be too late" said Kenzo, who doesn't know what keeps Nayla from staying in the hospital.

"Yes Ken, and again I've asked Zanna to take care of you for a while." Said Nayla who today wants to see Anita, who knows Anita knows where Ardian is.

"Hm, be careful on the road yes Nay, I love you" Kenzo said wholeheartedly.

***

In the car Nayla massaged her slightly dizzy forehead. Nayla slowly runs her car to the university where Ardian works. Nayla wants to see Anita.

Arriving at the campus where Ardian teaches, Nayla gets out of the car and walks to the office where Anita is.

" oks..Geck.. Tok" Nayla knocks on Anita's office door.

Shortly afterwards Anita opened the door with an astonished face.

"Nayla's? what's up?" anita asked with a frown.

Without a lie Nayla told Anita everything. Many times Anita took a deep breath, hearing Nayla's story about Ardian.

"So sorry Ardian Nay, you have to look for it until you meet, Ardian really loves you Nay" said Anita with a feeling of growing admiration for Ardian.

"Is it true that Ms Anita does not know the whereabouts of Mas Ardian?" nayla asked once again for reassurance to Anita.

"I really don't know Nay, even if I knew I'd tell you." Anita said seriously.

Nayla fell silent then smiled at Anita.

"Thank you, Ms. Anita, if there is any news about Mas Ardian please get the info to me directly Ms." Nayla said with an almost desperate feeling.

"Yes Nay, I will tell you." Anita said sincerely.

After she finished meeting Anita, Nayla got into the car and then turned her head to the back of the chair.

"Where else do I have to find you? what are you doing now? do you miss me, Mama?" Nayla asked inwardly with a tear drop that fell from both corners of her eyes.

Nayla stared at her phone with teary eyes.

All day Nayla looks after Kenzo and searches for Ardian's whereabouts, causing Nayla to never call Ardian again.

Berlahan Nayla opened her contact number seeing a name that she missed so much.

"THE ARDIAN MY HUSBAND"

***

Ardian looked at his phone with a sad gaze, all day Ardian waited for Nayla to contact him, although he did not receive Nayla call but Ardian always hoped Nayla to contact him or send a voice note that made his longing was cured.

"What are you doing now, Nay? did you keep Kenzo so he couldn't call me? I miss you so much, Nay? missed you?" muttered Ardian with eyes closed with the body he felt increasingly weakened.

Sitting at his desk, Ardian grabbed a pen and picked up a blank piece of white paper.

With a hollow heart Ardian incised his heart with his beautiful writing.

As deep as this feeling is rooted in the heart...

As far as I can go say hello to love...

My eyes are empty, my soul is struggling...

The thing is that he is real, just an illusion of a piece of longing...

Even though it hurt, I was willing...

Your body doesn't go away, even if your heart doesn't go anywhere...

In fact, it's in your heart...

A sash, which never gets tired, grows even though it is slowly being displaced and dies...

One wish, this taste is eternal...

Although born in a dilemma heart...