
"Oh my God, what did I just do, why did I have to kiss Mr. Ardian, and that kiss was my first kiss?" nayla cried in her heart.
Ardian could only let out a long sigh, hearing Nayla's answer who still seemed to love Kenzo.
"It's so hard to reach for your love Nay?" ardian said in his heart.
"Sir, when is your schedule for dialysis again?" asked Nayla who did not want Ardian to drop again because of a late dialysis.
"Why Nay? as long as I'm fine I don't need Nay." Said Ardian who had not felt weak and again Ardian also did not want to hang with the washing of blood continue.
"Surely you won't drop, will you?" nayla asked to confirm Ardian's condition again.
"Yes Nay." said Ardian who also did not want to trouble Nayla.
Nayla looked at Ardian as if there was something different, and Ardian was silent.
"I want to rest first Nay." said Ardian trying to close his eyes.
The more Ardian endures his feelings of love, the deeper the pain.
"Yes sir, it's good to take a break.I want to go back first sir." said Nayla while fixing Ardian's blanket.
Ardian's eyes closed, with a heart that felt empty there was Nayla who was already his but not his heart and love.
"Drrtt... Drrr... Drrrttt"
Nayla's phone rang the tone of the call, many times and did not stop.
Ardian grabbed Nayla's phone lying on the table. There's Kenzo's name in there.
Unintentionally Ardian's finger pressed the button receiving Kenzo's call.
"Nayla, how did you tell Mr. Ardian, right? Nayla I beg you not to postpone your divorce Nay, at this time I have officially parted with Safitri and I hope today you also ask for divorce from Mr. Ardian, Nayla answered my question, you said not yet?" Kenzo said without knowing who received his call was Ardian.
With his chest suddenly tight and his heart stopped, Ardian decided to call Kenzo.
With trembling hands Ardian put Nayla's phone back on the table.
Ardian was silent in the middle of his severely injured heart.
"Oh my God, so today Nayla actually wants to ask for a divorce, but why hasn't she told me?" ardian asked inwardly thinking of Nayla who said nothing to him.
"What should I do Nay? do I have to let you go with our wedding still in finger count?" ardian asked withstanding the pain in his stomach all of a sudden.
A tear fell on the corner of Ardian's eyes that were being closed.
"Nsyla, tell me do you want to be separated from me so soon Nay? do you want us to separate?" the Ardian monologue with her chest getting claustrophobic.
"Can I endure all this pain Nay?" ardian groaned with his increasingly weakened body.
Kenzo's remarks that Ardian heard made Ardian's health immediately deteriorate. Ardian's breath was weak with his eyes closed.
"Sir, this is me making warm honey tea is very good for your health" said Nayla sitting next to Ardian with a cup of warm honey tea for Ardian.
Since there was no reply from Ardian, Nayla placed her cup on the table.
"Sir Ardian." call Nayla to touch the back of Ardian's hand on her stomach.
Nayla's heart felt unsettled, as she looked at Ardian's breath that looked very weak. Nayla reached for Ardian's cold hand, even when she touched Ardian's face it was cold.
"Sir, get up sir." call Nayla while rubbing Ardian's very cold cheeks.
Nayla observes Ardian's chest still breathing though it looks heavy.
Nayla opens a drawer taking eucalyptus oil to warm Ardian's body.
Deftly, Nayla applied eucalyptus oil to her chest, and Ardian's neck was also the sole of Ardian's feet. Almost all of Ardian's body is smeared with eucalyptus oil like Nayla.
While massaging the soles of Ardian's feet, Nayla occasionally saw the reaction of Ardian's face, Ardian's face that looks very pale.
Slowly Ardian's feet moved because he felt a slightly hard massage Nayla in the middle of his feet.
Nayla stopped her massage, then inched to sit next to Ardian.
"Mr, wake up sir." Call Nayla while gently rubbing Ardian's face.
Slowly Ardian's eyes opened staring at Nayla with his wistful gaze.
"Nayla." call Ardian with her chest back feeling claustrophobic considering all Kenzo's sayings.
"Drink honey tea first sir, so that you do not limp, tomorrow we go to the hospital, you have to wash the blood again" said Nayla while supporting Ardian's head to spend the honey tea drink.
After the drink ran out of nothing, Nayla again smeared a little neck and nape Ardian with eucalyptus oil to make it feel warm.
Ardian momentarily fell silent, then spoke to Nayla in a very slow voice.
"Nayla." call Ardian shriek.
"Yes sir, what happened? what do you feel? tomorrow we go to the hospital, sir?" said Nayla grasping the palm of Ardian's hand which was slightly starting to warm up.
"Kenzo's news how's Nay?" ask Ardian to know everything from Nayla.
"I mean sir?" nayla asked, not understanding what Ardian meant.
"Have you heard from Kenzo about his relationship with Safitri?" ardian asked with a pain in his chest.
"Sir, I beg you not to talk about this, you are sick again.I do not want you sick." said Nayla rubbed gently Ardian cheek.
"Nay, can you answer my question as your husband Nay?" ardian said with a choked voice.
Nayla looked at Ardian's face deeply.
"Kenzo and Safitri seem to be going their separate ways in the near future sir" said Nayla, who did not know that Kenzo and Safitri had officially separated.
"Then Nay, our relationship? will it be over soon?" asked Ardian in a loud voice.
"What did you say? now you sleep sir, tomorrow morning we have to go to the hospital" said Nayla to take off her hand, but Ardian's soft hand held her back.
"Take Nay, so that I can calm down" Ardian said softly with his weak voice.
Nayla was silent with a bowed face, no matter what decision she had to make, when Kenzo took his promise, her husband was here sick with his illness.
"Nay, answer me." said Ardian once again with Nayla's hand and placed it on his chest.
"This heartbeat can stop Nay.if you don't answer it" said Ardian who felt pain in his chest.
Nayla's heart ached, and she felt what Ardian was feeling.
"Sir, our relationship will not end, and I will not leave you alone, I will take care of you" Nayla said with smiling lips.
"Certainly Nayla?" ask Ardian not to believe it.
"True sir, now you have to sleep and do not think anything first sir" said Nayla again rubbed gently Ardian's face.
NOTES "PLEASE LEAVE A 5-STAR VOTE AND KOMEBTAR TRAIL YES