Love Or Debt

*Part 47 And

A few months later, Meta finally gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Really, the happiness of Meta and Sean's family is very complete now. Sean already has a biological child that Meta was born from his own seed.

Even so, Sean still takes care of his adopted daughter who is now a pretty toddler. Well, even though the child was not raised with his own hands, but all the needs of the child he was responsible.

Actually, Meta wanted to take care of two children at once. Sean wouldn't let it. Because he didn't want Meta to feel exhausted. After all, Sean couldn't get too close to the boy, because the boy always made him think of his past which was quite bad. Therefore, the adopted child he provides his own home with a husband and wife who can make the child feel the affection of both parents.

Sean didn't actually leave the kid alone either. She was so painstaking in finding a nanny. And, all this time he still kept his eyes on the child. Including, keeping the child so as not to meet his ex-wife who seemed quite evil in looking after the child.

Meanwhile, Meta feels that she loves her husband very much. Now that he was aware of one thing, he had managed to turn the sense of indebtedness into love.

Well, the beginning of marriage is only because you feel you have a big debt of gratitude. Until some time passed, Meta finally realized, if she fell in love with the tenderness of her husband.

The expression loved is better than loving both his parents said he believed in the truth. Because all this time, he's been sticking with the word very loving. Unfortunately, the disappointment he got. But after he tried to walk with people who love him, then he realized, that love will grow slowly. And, a sense of comfort can be created with people who love us with all their heart. Not because of lust or because of the greed of the world.

Now, Meta lives very happily with her husband and daughter. She had no lack of affection as a wife. Although Sean has been owned by others before, but he is still the best husband for Meta.

It's not because we got what we've been after all this time. But, because we are aware and always grateful for what we already have. Because with gratitude, then we will feel enough with whatever we have today.

One thing we have to practice. Don't be jealous of what others have. Because what they have does not necessarily make them happy. And, not necessarily we need that. Therefore, the key to a happy life is simply to feel enough, satisfied, and grateful for what we have.

When he met Meta, Jaka felt that something was wrong with his heart. But, he was no longer able to talk to Meta like before. Because now, on the Meta side there is already a husband who so every look after her.

Nika also felt sorry for having married Jaka. Because now, Jaka does not treat himself as he expected. Jaka often looks like a stranger to Nika. Rarely communicating, cold, and often absent at home.

Even now, she had already touched Nika as a wife. But he always uses a peng if he wants to be in touch. Therefore, until this moment, there were no seeds in Nika's womb.

Jaka and Nika's lives are really not the same as they expected. It is very inversely related to Meta. Because of the greed he has, Jaka now realizes that he has wasted the love he should have.

Honey, that regret is too late. Rice that has become porridge, will not be processed to be used as rice again. The only way is to just enjoy it even though it feels very difficult.

That's life. Time keeps going. A second chance will never come. Even if it appears, it will not be the same. Because time can never be repeated even if it is only one minute. So don't waste what we have. Because if he's gone, he won't be back.

**SAI**

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