Love Or Debt

*Part 40 Married

Without waiting any longer. After Meta's application, Sean immediately took his parents to Meta's house the next day.

Both families were very happy. Eagerly, they immediately discussed the matter of marriage without thinking about the engagement first.

Two weeks later, the wedding was held. Kabul ijab held at Meta's house. As for the reception, they held in a star-rated hotel with a very lively party.

The first night, nothing happened. Because Meta asked Sean for time to wait for the first night until he was ready to serve Sean as a husband. Understandably, he did not want to serve Sean with the shadows of others. Because he married only because of the debt he received, he still could not find love in his heart for Sean even though he and Sean were married.

"Sorry, Sean. I .... "

"No papa, Meta. I'm understand. I won't force." Sean spoke while holding Meta's hand gently. They were currently sitting together on the bridal bed.

"Don't feel guilty like that. I won't be mad at you. I understand how you feel. You also need to learn to be my wife, right? Therefore, I will wait until you are completely ready."

Really made Meta's heart feel melted. He felt at once very guilty. How not? Sean who is so gentle, caring and affectionate makes Meta feel like a very evil woman.

On the first night, the night that was supposed to be the happiest night for the newlyweds, eh Sean didn't even get what he should have.

But Sean didn't show the slightest upset face despite the rejection. Instead, he smiled broadly with a soothing gentle touch. Really a dream man.

.....

Time passes quickly. Leaving people who do not want to compete in the pursuit of time itself. And now, Meta's marriage to Sean has been a week.

Their marriage looks fine. Although Meta still can't be Sean's full wife, Sean has never been in trouble about it.

Now, they live in the house that Sean has prepared. Well, they live in their own homes. Sean bought a house after one day of marriage. They moved into the house after two days of marriage.

Sean accidentally invites Meta to live in their own house. That he did so that Meta could feel comfortable with being away from both parents each. Sean knows, Meta takes time and also a large space to get used to being his wife. Because of this, Sean went to great lengths to make Meta comfortable with the new surrounding world for Meta.

With all that happiness, Meta is trying to find love for Sean in his heart. She also did her job as a good wife. Preparing all Sean's needs with all his heart. Starting from eating, clothes, to friends to talk.

Well, he's also willing to stay in one room with Sean. Although he has not given Sean the rights as a husband, but he still tries to be a good wife so that Sean also feels comfortable with her.

Meta also feels sorry for Sean's life which turned out to be very difficult. Sean's health, which had to be helped with drugs, made Meta feel very guilty.

The last week, he's just watched Sean take his medicine every day. But tonight, he wants to rebuke it. Although it felt too heavy for Meta to lift his lips to talk.

"Sister Sean, what ... do you have to take that medicine every day?"

After asking, Meta instead felt bad about what he had asked.

He suddenly felt afraid if Sean was offended by his question just now.

"Ee .. I'm sorry, brother. I .... "

Sean quickly smiled so that Meta did not feel guilty. He also sat beside the bed. Then, gently touch Meta's hand.

"No need to apologize, Meta. That question is not wrong. Don't feel guilty for what you've asked. Because I'm not at all disturbed."

"Mm .. for your question. Yes, I did have to take these medicines because this body was quite damaged after the accident. So, I need help to stay okay."

"Well, here's my big shortcoming, Met. I'm lucky to be able to marry you who's fine and a girl anyway. Because I am this widower, other than former people, I am also not perfect. Living with many flaws that surround me."

Sean spoke as he moved from his seat. Get up, then stand back to Meta.