Love Or Debt

*Part 2 Dilemma

The man who had captured her heart since she was a teenager. Only, as a teenager, he did not have the courage to approach the man. All he could do was watch the man from next door.

Meta once thought of burying that feeling. Because the man he admired couldn't seem to embrace at all. The man was very cold to her. Don't say hello, just answer the greeting no.

Then, he tried hard to force himself to really learn apart from the love he had. Until finally, the step went with the reason to study out of the city he took.

But in the end, when he returned, the man's family was already destroyed. The man does not know where he is.

It was then that Meta felt deeply hurt by the bad things that the family of this man he admired experienced. Then, his conscience as a human also felt called upon.

Whether it was because of his love for the man, or indeed Meta's heart was too good. But clearly, he gave all the help he could to help the man's family wholeheartedly.

Life's destiny is sometimes complicated. It is as complicated as choosing between salt and sugar mixed with sand. That's the complicated ranking.

It was proven when some time Meta has managed to forget the man, uh even the man who came alone into his life. It's hard to leave so you can forget love. Uh, the turn has worked, the love came back by itself. Isn't that a pointless thing?

But, how else. For the second time, Meta falls in love with the same man she was when she was a teenager.

First love is so hard to forget. Because Meta has experienced it. He falls in love with the same man repeatedly. Because that man was his first love.

Meta keeps smiling. Continued to drift in daydreams of happy times when with Jaka. Yes, that man was Jaka. Neighbors next door to the house that he was amazed since he was a teenager.

Mostly happy he imagined when with Jaka, he sometimes forgot that he looked like a madman who smiled to himself without cause. In fact, he is also often not aware of the state of people around him just because of the fun of enjoying his daydream that somehow new can be real.

A hand directly touched Meta's soft shoulder, when Meta was engrossed in his uncertain daydream. Just contact, the touch made Meta aware of the actual situation.

With a shocked face, as well as lethargic from disappointment, Meta glanced at a glance at the person who had already touched his shoulder just a moment ago. "Mama." Meta said softly with a limp tone.

Mama Meta said with a tone full of temptation.

That small temptation instantly made Meta feel blushed in embarrassment. He smiled as he tried to hide what his heart was feeling at the moment.

"What the hell is that talking? Why even bring Jaka's brother. There's no work talking about him." Meta pronounces while holding the taste.

My mom smiled at that speech. "Oh my God, Met. Who doesn't know how you feel about Jaka. Let alone the mother who has given birth to you, next door neighbor we just know how."

"God, Ma ah. Don't talk about it anymore. I don't like every talk, that's all we're talking about is Jaka's sister only. I don't think there's any other discussion."

"There was. But mama's not sure if you'd be interested in talking to mama, if our discussion isn't about Jaka."

"Mama is yeah."

Both mother and son immediately smiled broadly together. Moments of silence, they thought about each other what was in each other's minds. Until finally, the mother Meta named. Sari then opened the conversation again.

"Met, there's actually something that Mama wants to talk to you about. But ... Mama hope you won't get hurt, let alone hurt yah."

The remark instantly made Meta put on a serious face. Really, she seemed to already know what her mother wanted to talk about. Because as before, the subject of their discussion will not be far from Jaka and Jaka again.

"You ... What's the talk, Ma? Just tell me now! Meta will hear what mom is talking about."

The mother immediately looked at her son's face with a fixed look. He knew, what he was going to talk about would indeed be a little painful for his son who also did not know anything. But, at least, his son could open his eyes a little. Do not stay on the same path until you do not move. As time goes on, life must go on. Change must exist.

"Mama wants to say, shouldn't you get married as soon as possible, Meta?"