LOVE OF JUITA

About Julia

A worn-out white matic motor roared splitting the dense traffic of Pekanbaru city. Nimble the rider looking for the gap between the cars that sluggish. Heat and dust are companions during the journey. The violet-hooded girl was in a hurry to get to the job site on time. Luckily he arrived exactly five minutes before the check log time.

"Yes! Not too late. Salary is safe without pieces!"

A blooming smile embellishes her naturally beautiful oval face without the need for effort. He clenched his fist into the air, carefree as it managed to beat the time.

This is Juliana Rahmayanti. Usually called Julia when she turned 23 years old. Like a fruit, Julia is at the age of ranum to be picked. He graduated college on time though not cum laude.

Julia is a girl who can't be quiet, always wants to do something. He has many positive activities even once he was active in the badminton branch.

Unfortunately, a wrist injury made him think twice about continuing his ambition to be an athlete. Julia has no support from her mother. For some reason in her environment the desire of women to be athletes sounds unusual.

His fondness for the world of education and children, drove him to study in the department of Science Education and Teacher Training. Julia believes we can change lives through education.

"If we don't have any treasure, then we have to be knowledgeable. Science that will change our lives and degrees."

That's what teachers said when they were kids. The message is closely related to his life which comes from a simple family and is considered one eye. Her mother's single mother. She has been widowed since the age of three.

His father died suddenly without leaving a valuable legacy. Forcing his mother to act determinedly, returned home to the small town where he was born. In the city, her mother chose to raise Julia and her sister alone.

In that small town, his mother fought with fate. He contracted a small house and turned his small porch into a wartel (phone booth). Now, the existence of the wartel is no longer needed. Abandoned by itself by the times.

But the memory of Julia helps Mother keep the wartel will always be a valuable memory. Children today will not know the thrill of calling through a wartel, every second is so valuable.

Currently the rented terrace switch functions for the lontong stall business for breakfast. In the month of Ramadan Mother usually receives orders to make cakes and pastries. Sometimes she offers her services to cook in a neighbor's hawk. Mother Julia's cuisine is famously delicious and bold seasoning.

Luckily their contract was close to the police station so that the lontong stall Ibu never deserted. Many cops became customers of Mom.

Some of them even fell in love with my mother. There are widows and there are also married men asking Mom to be a second wife. Julia's mother is young and beautiful. It must still be very interesting.

But all persuaded sweet men to marry again rejected Mother. I feel like my life has gone on to fight alone. According to Mother, the existence of Julia and her brother has completed life. What else is he looking for?.

After all, I am worried that not necessarily the new husband will love his children wholeheartedly. Mother was not highly educated, but she was always eager to support her children. It makes Julia grateful and proud to be born from her womb. Mom is an angel with no wings in Julia's eyes.

Because of the difficulties she experienced, she promised to provide the best education for her children.

"Mom wants you and your brother to be scholars, well educated, so you have a good life. So if you leave your husband, you can still survive worthy and dignified."

It was the words of Mother that always ring in Julia's ear. There was hope as well as a gaping wound in his sentence. The wounds of fighting alone for too long. That's why Julia is determined to ease the burden of Mother as much as possible.

Julia has an older sister, Lucyana Dewanti. Julia calls him Lucy's sister Daddy. According to Mother it is so.

Lucy is three years older than Julia. When Father died, Lucy was six years old. At that time Lucy could already remember the figure of Father.

Sometimes Lucy mellows when remembering memories with Dad. Unlike Julia who has no memories of the figure of Dad. The father he knew was just a faint, blurry face in an old-fashioned photo album.

Lucy, working as a Pharmacist. He used to study Pharmacy. Initially Lucy wanted to become a doctor, but she had to give up because Mom made Lucy aware of their financial condition that was not possible.

Although Lucy is a big sister, but her nature is even childish. They often argue and fight because of trivial things. Lucy is also incredibly fierce. He can go berserk just because his sleep is disturbed. It is somewhat temprament from small. If there is a debate Julia prefers silence than to have to fight it.

Julia herself is aware of the family's financial condition. Since college he has been diligent in taking part time job offers as a private teacher. The result is quite decent, he does not need to ask for money again for the purpose of buying clothes, cosmetics or for the hurrah.

Where maybe Julia has the guts to ask Mom for money to just ming-mall or watch the cinema with friends. Sometimes from the results of part time work he set aside money to help the family's monthly expenses. Julia's principle, she always wanted to lighten the burden of the family.

Unfortunately in terms of romance Julia never got lucky. Julia is a loyal person. Honestly, in the recesses of the heart Julia misses the male figure in life. He misses the figure of the man who protects and protects. Julia wants to marry young. Not because of sheer lust but he felt by marrying his life purpose more clearly and purposefully.

Julia first met love in High School. From that time until college he only knew 3 men. All three of them failed him. Heartbreak. Julia's seriousness in building loving relationships always claps one hand.

As the saying goes, it takes two to tango. Relationships will not be seamless if only one party is trying.

It may be too soon for Julia to judge, but from her experience somehow the man she knew was almost all the same. They are more powerful than him. Until always taking a unilateral decision, never ask for his opinion. Not thinking about how she feels.

Is it because Julia is a woman that she is not given the opportunity to speak, or just express opinions.

In essence, Julia is now tired of having a love relationship with men. No, take it easy Julia does not switch sexual orientation to like same-sex. He still wants to someday be able to tether the heart to men again.

But not for now. His broken heart still felt bitter, grievous and vengeful.

Julia's current focus is on making the family happy, especially Mom. Julia is in time to enjoy the world of work. He is in the workaholic phase, happy to make money and saving routine. In addition to preparing for unexpected things, he also had to prepare costs for his wedding later.

Because who wants to finance it? while Julia does not have a father and her mother is just a breakfast seller with mediocre income.

Sometimes if Julia fad glances at the amount of her savings, there is a desire that arises. Julia wants to travel occasionally. Looking at the outside world, seeing a new environment. Look at her different lifestyle.

"The world is vast, in every corner there are life lessons. I'm thirsty for new experiences." Think Julia.

However, the most important thing this time before Julia met someone who was destined to be her soul mate. He has to improve, be the best version of himself.

Julia kept setting hearts and changing perceptions. Before you love someone else, you will love yourself first.

Did Julia open a new page of life?