
Part 49 " Dear Sesilia "
Dear Sesil, please,
The woman I hate so much..
The woman I wanted to beat..
The woman I wanted to get rid of..
A lot of things are happening and unfinished between us..
From childhood until now, I have never failed in achieving my goals, especially something I really wanted..
But now I still do not think that my attitude makes me lose everything..
Since the day you helped me, I can't stop thinking about you..
When I groaned in pain and even felt almost dead, I remembered the warmth of your hand holding me tightly..
I remember your soft voice saying 'you can definitely, you and your son should be safe'...
And now behold, I managed to give birth to a beautiful princess whom you had been worried about..
Sesil, I have not much time..
I have to pay for everything I've done..
I ruined your life..
I ruined Morgan's life..
Forgive me for all the trouble I've caused..
And thank you for being a helper on my last day..
I hope that with my departure, things will improve..
If you ever come back and read my letter,
I want to say with all my sincerity.. Thank ye..
I hope your love and Morgan can come back to life..
I also hope that my daughter can be in your arms and be in the arms of the woman and the right mother for her..
Love
Rosa,, uh,,
I sobbed as I read word for word Rosa wrote to me the day before her death.
Wrapped in envelopes and worn paper, Monica finally managed to give it to me after 3 years of Rosa's departure.
My heart ached so much to imagine the passing of Rosa who during her life was shackled in hatred.
In my mind, if only he could survive, surely we could embrace each other and make peace beautifully.
My two wet eyes were fixed on Mitzy, an innocent little boy who couldn't even remember her real mother's face.
I grabbed Mitzy's small body from Monica's arms and hugged her tightly.
Hix hyks hix
Monica, who saw and heard my cries, got carried away.
He hugged me and Mitzy to add strength.
" Mitzy's.. " My mummy loved this child as much as my own, even though I realized that I had no right to it.
What's more, I've left Morgan and scarred his heart.
That heartbreaking truth is so deep in my heart and mind that it makes both eyes pop.
Right now I don't want Morgan knowing my whereabouts and being uncomfortable.
I left a message to Monica not to say anything about our current meeting.
In addition, I was also not ready to meet the man, although hearing his name still made me pound unbecoming and our situation and condition was not good.
My mind went awry, I clasped tightly onto the letter Rosa had given me and my steps were so heavy as to return to the room.
I felt even more sorry for Mitzy, but hearing Monica's story about how Morgan was amazingly affectionate and nurturing Mitzy.
In Morgan's room
Huuueee huuuueee huuu
Morgan who was just finished with his work, was so panicked to hear and see Mitzy who continued to cry after parting with Sesil.
" Dear.don't cry... " Said Monica who had been hours trying to calm Mitzy.
" Mitzy why?? " Tanya Morgan was worried, then immediately carried her and held her daughter.
" She was crying, brother. Don't know what he wants. " Murmured Monica who was getting tired.
" Mitzy, why son? Daddy's here. Look, daddy's here. " Please persuade Morgan to be patient.
Huuuuee huueee
" Sir. ma.. " Murm Mitzy muttered amidst her cries.
Morgan also began to feel strange, since yesterday Mitzy said the same vague sentence.
Mitzy had trouble mentioning the word "Mama" because since she was born, no one had taught her anything. Even the little boy, could not call his biological mother who had gone far away leaving him.
" Ssttt. road same daddy yes, buy ice cream yes.. Mitzy? " Please persuade Morgan to lure Mitzy with ice cream, but it still doesn't work.
Until the shoulder on his suit was wet because of Mitzy's tears that did not stop crying.
Monica begins to learn Mitzy's words, but she promises Sesil not to tell Morgan.
" Mitzy's.. Mitzy's.. Mommy?? Mitzy.. Mommy??? " The Sahut Monica arrives fishing Mitzy and surprises Morgan.
" Mommy's. " With a single teaching, Mitzy was finally able to say what she really wanted to say.
" Monica.. " Scoff Morgan who doesn't like to hear it.
Hearing Mitzy mention the word, made Morgan's heart ache.
" Sister look right. The selfish brother was sister.however Mitzy needed a mother figure for her. " Snapped Monica did not want to lose and felt annoyed by the hardness of her brother's heart.
" Mommy's. " Mitzy Sahut who was not so crying while pointing towards the door of the room.
Morgan immediately took Mitzy out of the room for a walk and distracted Mitzy.
' After meeting Sesil, Mitzy must have a sense of comfort. What should I do. My own brother is so haughty. ' Monica's heart said that she was dizzy thinking about the fate of Mitzy and Morgan.
As for me who was already preparing to sleep in my bed, it was so hard to fall asleep.
My mind was full, but I didn't know what I was thinking.
My heart is tight, but I don't know what caused it.
To the right side, right side,
To the left, to the left,
Keep making me nervous.
I decided to go down to the hotel garden area to get some fresh air.
Some people who are still doing activities enjoy the beauty of the hotel facilities seen and passed in front of my eyes.
Instantly my steps came to a halt as I saw a father and son walking hand in hand in the middle of the park.
Morgan's..
His stature was tall and dashing, a face that remained handsome and masculine..
Walking in the arms of a little princess at her thigh height.
For the first time, I saw the man again..
Although only from a distance, but I can not stop smiling in my crying day.
It was a beautiful place, very warm like a family.
My legs wanted to get close but I held it, I held it,
My lips wanted to call her name but I also held her back.
I'm trying to clear my mind, though,
The man who was still shackled in disappointment..
What will he do when he meets me again???