
Part 1 "Bad start "
" From today on we break up, I feel like we don't have any more matches. " Speak the man with a look of confidence after 2 years we were romantically together as lovers.
My heart hurts so much and I want to spill all my heart out on him, but I have no energy.
After saying that, he left with light steps leaving me who was sitting alone pensively in the corner of the window.
" Motherfucker. " My step unconsciously when I saw his back that was walking further and further away.
My suspicions for the past 6 months have been answered, our increasingly tenuous communications and meetings are a warning sign for me.
Either because he was bored with a simple 27-year-old girl like me, or I was the one who didn't meet his expectations all along.
My name is Sesilia Deana Putri, I am 27 years old and my job is a daily news anchor.
I have a fair yellow skin color, dark brown hair straight along my shoulder. I belong to the group of girls who are not too tall (160cm) but my daily work that must be dressed formally and shoes heels make my body look proportional.
I really love the job that I have been in for 5 years, ranging from internships.to be an assistant anchor and trusted to be a news anchor at night.
My love story is not as smooth as my current job, the man who just dumped me is the third man to say the same thing. Breakup.
I always focus on maintaining the relationship despite feeling uncomfortable. But again and again, I was unlucky.
I lethargicly walked from the cafe back to the office, to prepare for the evening news broadcast.
It is undeniable that this afternoon my mood is not good, and of course my professional friends understand me.
" Spirit. semangaatt.. There are many others. " Said Nindi, my best friend who knows all the twists and turns of my love story.
He responsibly gave me a cup of warm coffee, to encourage me who looked down languidly.
" Hmmm, even you know, the ending of my relationship. " My answer is getting sluggish.
It's so bad I screamed out all the tightness in the chest, yet what power.. the skyscrapers that make my living are so crowded with workers and even some artists who finish filling events in one of the studios.
" I told you, you should be a step faster to break up with her. " Said Nindi began to grow angry at me who was always the party who was cut off.
" I also want to be like that. But my mouth is tightly closed.Even when she asks for a break up, I can't curse her. " I answered while hitting my head slowly, hoping my brain could work more responsibly.
" You've always been like that. Hmmm.what a great thing it is to read the news out loud and straightforward in front of millions of spectators, but in front of 1 person alone can not. " Sindir Nindi is making fun of me.
" Aahh, I don't know anymore. "
Reveal my desperation, walking back to the desk to pick up tonight's news manuscript.
To be honest my mood was really broken because of that man, or exactly his.
Even reading the script, I had to repeat it because it was very difficult to get in my head.
While the producers have given a signal to me, to immediately standby in the broadcast studio in less than 10 minutes.
Today's news has a headlight that is foreign to me, after a few days I discussed news about covid and politics.
Tonight, I got a news headline about the Cancellation of Billion-dollar cooperation between Group JJ and Triple S due to the failed marriage of successors halfway through.
' Why is news like this my headlight. ' My heart does not understand.
" Sir, why tonight the script is like an infotainment script. " I murmured because I didn't want to talk about other people's personal problems, especially in the wake of my breakup a few hours ago.
" Yes right now what is being hotly discussed is that. Just a few hours of the news was released, already trending number 3 on social media. " Reply the producer without hesitation.
" Not an artist either. " I muttered once more, and was accidentally heard by my producer.
" It's just artists who can be famous. These two groups dominate the business in 2021, has been the center of attention for several months. Especially since the success of the successor of JJ Group won a major project in America, his name is increasingly famous even more than artists. " The producer answered once again enthusiastically, even in my eyes, he looked like the head of his fansclub.
" Morgan Ricardo "My eyes began to examine the biography of the handsome man of 30 years, the CEO of JJ Group who had just been duly adopted by the producer sir.
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Seen on the screen that was not caught on camera, one by one rundown of news that I had to read.
Starting from viral news around the community
The development of covid cases, the,
And crime, and,
And then enter into the core news that has the longest duration of 12 minutes.
" Next news, coming from Morgan Ricardo.. Young CEO of Group JJ who canceled cooperation with Group Triple S because of a marriage that did not become organized. Reportedly.. The cooperation agreement of the two companies is certainly not able to continue, the estimated loss of the value of the cooperation agreement of the two import export companies that are very influential in various countries is tens of billions of rupiah... "
" The marriage that arrived was canceled, making people ask questions.is matchmaking is just a business deal that is not based on feelings and just pursue.. the future of marriage is bu.. "
That night I read the script in a voice that grew louder because I felt something strange about the script that the assistant producer displayed on the screen.
In fact, they all seem to put on a surprised expression and ask questions with the direction of the news that increasingly leads to opinions such as celebrity infotainment.
I was highlighted by the camera, became pounding not understand and also felt that something was wrong until the producer cut suddenly.
" CUTS.. CUTS.. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED. " Snapped the producer sir after off the water.
" Sir.tang, the script that we show is exchanged with the script of the studio next door. "
So surprised I heard the unexpected, why today I was so unlucky.
Small mistakes will certainly have a big impact, especially live news that has been seen by millions of people.
The producer was immediately helpless to see the news today so chaotic.
' Studio next door. deserves it. studio next door is an infotainment show. ' My inner speech has guessed since I hesitated to continue reading the script.
" How sir? We live.it is impossible to edit. Even though it was edited, it has already been seen by millions of people. " Said the producer's assistant who was very frightened.
But blasphemy suddenly came towards me as an outlet for the producer's anger.
" Sesil, you should have sensitized dong. You should immediately improv yourself when you know something is not right. Don't just stick to the script. " Snapped the producer was angry with me.
" I'm sorry sir, I'm also speechless myself. " I replied that I was in a mess at the time, especially in a bad mood.
All of the producers' crew try to solve unexpected problems with their busy lives.
Even within minutes many people gave negative responses to my news broadcast tonight, and did not hesitate to mention my social media account.
' Not professional. '
' This is a news event or gossip event mbak.'
' News is not bona fide. '
' Move to a gossip show aja mbak, fit '
And next..
Netijen blasphemy certainly makes me very upset, but what power..
They sometimes just look from the outside, without caring about unintentional technical mistakes.
" Aarrggghhg.this is what day, damn it. " My screams vent frustration after getting out of the office building accompanied by Nindi who had earlier, did not stop laughing at me.
" Hahaha, sorry, I can't stop laughing. Mending hunting flower bath 7 views. " Say Nindi laughed at me.
" And what's even more annoying is that the producer is wrong with me. Though it is clear that his team took the wrong script. " My murmur did not accept, but again, I could not convey directly to the person concerned.
" Mending you take time off and vacation, until it all subsides.. Your face went viral. " Nindi's advice while showing her social media.
" Hm.. Well, maybe this is a sign, because I haven't taken any time off at all. " Ask me, answer me with a long breath.