
Part 27 " Class "
The atmosphere was quiet and so cold, I felt it in Morgan's room.
Without a word, the man just looked at me with a sad look that made me misbehave.
" Are you sick? Why are you here?" Morgan asked who was worried about me when he was the one lying weakly in the hospital bed.
" Don't be curious about anything else. " I answered, not knowing what to do.
" I just happened to pass by and your assistant forced me to meet you. " Without a second thought, I made excuses to keep my self-esteem.
" I'm sorry. " Once again and again, I don't know how many times an apology has come out of his mouth and it's gone back to scratching my heart.
" Ehm.. " I tried to hold back my tears.
" I just wanted to say. Congratulations on your marriage, may you be happy. " My heart does not dare to look into Morgan's eyes.
" Sesil.. "
" No need to explain anything anymore. We broke up, and I tried to behave accordingly. Morgan's.. " My words stopped because my tears were coming.
" Morgan.I will release you sincerely. " I said I wanted to end the conversation and leave.
Morgan held my hand tightly.
" I can't let go of you, Sesil. " Reveal Morgan who sounds so selfish in my ears.
" No Morgan. You were the one who let me go first. " I muttered that I was so disappointed with this man.
" Secile. " Shelo's voice suddenly called out to me firmly and he followed me to Morgan's room.
" Let's go home. " Sahut Kak Shelo was so cynical and took off Morgan's hand which was still tightly clasping my hand.
My tears were unstoppable and with all my might, I did not want to look back.
' Goodbye to Morgan. ' I said in my crumpled mind as I walked out of Morgan's room.
Life must go on
I went on with my life and tried to recover my feelings by going back to work.
Although this morning, of course I became the center of attention as a girl who was left married by her lover.
I want to overcome my discomfort and be indifferent to whatever others think of me.
At least I have Nindi beside me, even she was reluctant to discuss or ask about the real story of why Morgan arrived to marry Rosa.
He would rather spend time with me as if nothing had happened.
" At last. broadcast again. Kangeeen. " Sahut Nindi who approached me at the desk and hugged me.
" Ehm.me too, so quiet not to hear your voice. " I started to cheer up.
" Good Morning. " Well, Steve, put a cup of coffee on my desk.
" Hi Steve, morning. Thanks. " I answered kindly.
" It's the script today. " Said Steve gave me a news script.
I started to open sheet by sheet and momentarily fell silent.
" Marriage of Group CEO JJ and Princess CEO of Triple S group in closed title. "
Whether intentionally or unintentionally, I get parts of the script that I do not want to discuss.
Nindi and Steve were sensitive when they saw my expression, they also read the script I received.
" Ehm. why the news is not this quality anyway. " Murmured Nindi was upset.
" I'm trying to revise it to the producer first. " Steve's voice is worried about me.
But I quickly picked up the paper and held my head up confidently.
" Don't force yourself rather than you don't focus later. " Nindi's advice was also worried.
" Why you should lose focus. I've chalked it up and released it well either. Just chill. I'll learn this first. " My heart tries to convince them that I'm okay, even though their facial expressions are not undeniable.
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I tried to hold my head up and restore the aura as a news anchor like this 5 years, I put aside my personal affairs when the camera began to highlight my figure as a professional anchor.
My smile returned as fully as possible as if nothing had happened in my life.
In front of me was Steve watching me without even blinking a single time, as well as Nindi. Two people who always worried about me seemed to be my encouragement to return to live a better life.
But my heart came to wavering when..
" The next news comes from Morgan Ricardo, the young entrepreneur who leads the JJ Group right on this day... "
My words felt increasingly heavy and difficult to get out of my lips.I kept trying to focus my mind so as not to shake and not shed tears, because millions of viewers saw me at this time.
" Today's marriage to the daughter of Group Triple S. The atmosphere of marriage seems so closed and sacred that only attended by close family.. " I finished my sentence accompanied by a breath that felt tight in my chest.
For 30 minutes my broadcast is finally over tonight.
I don't know why I feel so tired as if my energy is drained away.
I walked lethargicly on my footstool losing energy while taking off my blesser.
A few other staff members who passed by before me turned their gazes towards me into compassionate gazes.
" Pity ya. In ghosting. "
" Surely she was very sad, bring her ex news. "
" He looked almost crying. Poor thing. "
More or less so some sentences that had sounded in my ears, making me even less want to return to my work room that felt crowded.
I decided to go up to the rooftop of the building to get some fresh air there.
When I stood in the cold wind of the night, I could see the beautiful lights of the whole city tonight.
My memories with Morgan came back to my mind.
Although our relationship was only a corn, but the impression he made defeated all the impressions of other men who had stopped in my life.
" Secile. " Sounds the voice of a man I didn't realize was already in the same place as me.
" Steve..why are you here?" I didn't expect to see Steve here.
" I'd rather be looking for you, because you were immediately invisible after the broadcast. " His reply with breath gasping worried about me.
" I just want to get some fresh air. " I said as I looked back at the thousands of glittering city lights under my feet.
" You... okay? " Task Steve who is approaching beside me.
" absolutely. I'm fine. I just need to get on with my life. " I answered trying as casually as possible, although my two eyes that began to pool could not be denied.
Steve looked around to make sure it was quiet.
" Crying. There's only me here. I am good at keeping secrets. " Said Steve understood the content of my heart that was so claustrophobic.
" Haha. Nothing to cry about. " I said to avoid Steve's eyes.
" You'll be fine. I'm sure it is. You are a cheerful and strong person. I know that too. " Sahut Steve tried to encourage me, but somehow it made me even more sad.
Hiks hyks hyks hyks.My tears began to break without a word.
Steve came over and hugged me, occasionally patting me on the back.
Right now, the collapsed me was in my warm junior's arms and was crying with all my heart.