Love In The Wound

Chapter 42

"I don't mind your situation, Nai," Bang Rohman said. He was very sure of his feelings for Naima.

Bang Gino looked at me waiting for something to come out of these lips. He seemed to support me but how did he react after this.

"A_ I'll give my life for you and our son, Nai," I replied until their eyes were on me. So did Mother Naima who stood at the middle door.

Their expressions seemed to want something that I needed to clarify even more deeply. With a trembling body I stood up and stepped closer to Naima. I want to reveal everything. How deep is this love until I do recklessly.

In front of Naima's parents, I put this hand in Naima's head as my pledge of honesty to them regardless of what will happen next then it happens.

This sin really torments me, every time I regret it. No one knows, my prayer mat is always soaked by tears as a result of what I did to her.

"Nai, I want to admit something!" I said as I closed my eyes until tears were shed.

"I'm willing to be punished, after I tell you this. Just do what you want to do to me. That afternoon, where I picked you up and drove you from the dam. I heard it, Nai. If both your parents want to match you to others and do not like our closeness. I'm sick, Nai," I said honestly. I breathe as deeply as possible so that I can continue my words.

"I know I am very selfish as a servant of God. Until I forget that my love must be greater for Him than for you" I continued later.

They shook their heads, definitely not understanding the direction of his speech afterwards.

"Dark-eyed, that's what happened to me. Because this love is so great, Nai."

"What do you mean, Dikha? don't talk in a convoluted manner. I don't like weak men," said Pak Bakti while glaring at the rahkum

Now it's real, Pak Bakti really does not like me.

"Gosh, Dikha. If the matter is big, I am willing to sacrifice my life for Naima," urged Bang Rohman added.

"Mas Dikha, don't scare Nai. Mas, what do you want to say? just say it with Nai and family," added Naima increasingly strengthen my determination.

"What's? are you serious, Dikha?" Bang Gino was furious and approached.

"Bajiinngan, apparently your face alone looks Sholeh, Dikha," said Bang Rohman also did not accept.

I saw Naima's father shaking his head, probably not believing my words. So did Naima, she had a flood of tears in front of me.

"You have heart, Mas. Why are you like that. Where is Mas Dikha yamg during this Nai puja because of his divinity and kindness? Disappointed, Mas."

I know Naima is angry, Bang Rohman is angry, what else does Naima's family clearly hate me so much. But if I keep it myself, it will be a burden in my life what else if Naima finally married Bang Rohman.

"Fuck, here you are Dikha!" Bang Gino grabbed the collar of the cocoa shirt I was wearing and pulled me out of the house with a brassiere.

Bugs!

A single blow landed perfectly on my face until I sent it to the floor. Bang Rohman was the same, he beat me sadistically without my partner.

Punch after punch was hot and swollen on my face, Naima was fixated. He didn't defend me, I realized that. The disappointment must have been so great to me. It's my fault and let me take it even if they kill me later.

"Gino, Rohman what's going on?" All the residents who saw the incident came to meet Naima's yard.

"Dikha, I can't believe you're this big. I've defended you for my sister Dikha. It turns out that you are just a pious religion but your habits are very low!" cecar Bang Gino.

"Wake up!" his jolt again drew me like an animal.

"We'll just imprison him, Dad. I don't think he deserves Naima. His kindness during this time must also be just a mere falsehood," said Bang Gino suggested making me bow resignedly.