Love In The Wound

Chapter 38

"Oh my goodness, it's so gnarly." Mas Rohman continued to praise accompanied by a funny grin sticking out his tongue with both hands in the ear just as the baby panda murmured me holding back laughter.

A moment later a nurse came in and the whole room fell silent.

"Sorry, Madam Nai. There is a deposit, he said he has important business so no time to say goodbye!" the nurse handed me the rice box to make my heart wonder who sent it.

Ah, could this be Mas Dikha? why isn't he saying goodbye? could it be that he was here and saw Mas Rohman's family? my feelings are guilty. I shouldn't have hurt her because our relationship wasn't over.

Forgive Nai, Mas

My eyes almost glazed over but Mas Rohman suddenly stood in front of me until I gasped.

"Nai, I was daydreaming. Here I'm a bribe!" Mas Rohman deftly took over the rice box which turned out to be my favorite chicken porridge.

Mr. Rohman very painstakingly fed me, but I had no power to refuse. Of course I have to think about the feelings of both of Mas Rohman's parents who were very kind towards me.

"Thank you, Mom," I said.

"Together, this is just something that is not heavy. So there is no need to make you cry like that," she said, further undermining my feelings.

Of course I am very confused, why I was met with these two great men without wanting to see my condition now that is no longer a virgin like before.

If only, I knew who that depraved man was. I will not choose Mas Dikha or Mas Rohman, but I want that man to be in charge. No matter what shape his face is? to me, the child's biological father is more entitled than any man who would be his successor.

Oh my God, my bad luck, my son is now in plain sight. Funny and cute. It's not his fault to be born without a father. He was just a holy baby that did not have the slightest stain.

"Nai, let's eat again!" Mr. Rohman again blew away my misty thoughts. He's nice, but I don't want to hurt him about my son's status.

I received another mouthful from his hand until unconsciously these tears dripped.

"You cry, huh?" Rohman pulled a tissue over the table to wipe my cheek. I held his hand and took over. Shame his parents would see him if he did. God, I don't know why I went crazy like this?

In the afternoon, because my labor was going normally. My baby and I were allowed to go home. We had to join the offer of both parents Mas Rohman if He was the one who drove us home. Along with that my parents apparently had come home from Bengkulu a few minutes earlier.

"Thank God, Nai. Thank goodness you gave birth well. I'm sorry if I can't keep you company" she said, hugging my body, which is walking on papah by Bang Gino, sitting on a couch. My baby is in the arms of Ibu Mas Rohman.

The more days I get, the more restless I get. They don't know that my heart can't even make a choice. I'm just busy with my own thoughts not knowing what they're talking about, I'm not focused.

I saw Mas Rohman take over my baby from his mother's lap and put the tiny baby in the mini-bed we bought a month ago.

O God, make Nai able to make a choice of heart