
The family chat is getting warmer and my baby and I have entered the room, however, my condition has not fully recovered. So, I advised the Doctor to rest more.
"Mom, can Rohman find Nai for a second?" I heard that question come out of Rohman's mouth.
"Oh yes please, anyway in this house many people," replied Mother, allowing.
These tears reverberated, the feeling of being sliced as if shackling an injured heart. What's wrong with me? mohman's attention is incredible. I can't imagine what my decision will be. My heart is still turbulent, not wanting to fight against the boiling current in the middle of the water flow.
"Assalamualaikum, Yes. Did you come in?" ask from the doorway. The face was not separated from the smile.
I just nodded as I wiped the wet tears that had been cheeked.If shouting could release my burden. I've been screaming this feeling ever since.
"Nai... !" Rohman sat beside me. "I love you so much, Nai. I hope your answer after the sinking of the grandpa will not disappoint me, later" he said nanar. Very piercing, able to tear apart the abyss at the bottom of my heart.
I smiled lightly, I closed my heart full of worries in it.
"Thank you, it's been very good with Nai and the family, Mas. But I know myself. I'm not a woman to be loved" I said honestly. My hands were looking at each other and looking at each other. My tears are about to spill again. As much as I can resist not falling in front of Mas Rohman.
"Nai, look at Mas! there was not the slightest burden on my heart to receive Nai and the deduction due to that incident. I promise I'll always be a good husband and father to you both."
I don't even know what she is right now. As for my heart, but I can only smile and smile that is all I can do in front of Mas Rohman.
After saying the sentence, Mas Rohman and his family say goodbye. We live in that house.
"Had Ndok, just married Rohman he was well established. Which certainly can meet the needs of you and your child." Dad spoke out loud from the front room, it seems like Dad really agrees that Mas Rohman will be his incumbent.
"Don't do it, Dad. It's enough we've arranged Naima's life. Give him the authority to make his own choices" Mas Gino said.
"Yes, Dad. Because the one who lived the ark of marriage was Naima. Look at Dikha, his religion is very good. He must know the duty of a husband in terms of the household." Mother also supported me, and this support is what I need when I am in position now.
"Rohman is no less good, ma'am. His religion is also good, yes even though I know not as good as Dikha. But I'm sure he knows his duty, too. Right now, Naima had to open her eyes. So that his life and the baby who does not know his father is living well enough," denied the father back. His tone adored Mas Rohman.
"Gino, don't want Naima to regret it if we ask her to choose the person she doesn't want, Dad. Let Naima steady his heart until a month later," said Mas Gino again.
My brother was starting to understand the direction of my life. Perhaps He has seen for himself the way Mas Dikha sacrificed to save me and the grandfather of that time.