Love In A Sparkling World's

30.What are my sins and mistakes?

Lost balance makes Ferdy fall and rolled with his wheelchair on the floor.The paralyzed man seems certainly not able to move on his own.Of course Ferdy needs the help of others to move places.

After Fatir left, Eva only dared to go into his room.Before entering Eva was surprised by the sound of objects that crashed down from Ferdy's room.

"What's that sound?".Eva rushed to Fatir's room and found her husband in a helpless prone position."Astaghfirullah!, Papa!.Why did it fall?".Eva tries to lift Ferdy's body to the bed.

Fortunately Eva managed to do.Eva enveloped Ferdy's weak and sad body.Sorry Eva again slipped in her heart because she had abandoned and ignored her husband who should have been taken care of and cared for properly.

The pale face of her husband Eva looked on with deep regret while sitting on the edge of the bed."Pa, forgive me!.Forgive your wife who doesn't know this".Drop by drop Eva's tears burst out.

"I don't know what to say?.We haven't talked like this in a long time.I'm so angry with you because of your attitude to me.But I'm glad to hear your apology.Sure I'll forgive you".Ferdy's words so pierced Eva's heart that it made Eva speechless and could only cry.

Ferdy can be paralyzed continuously and not also recover from the paralysis due to the drugs Ferdy exchanged by him so that Ferdy's legs continue to be paralyzed and can not walk back.Thus Bagaskara will remain a successor to the business Ferdy and became the rightful heir of half of her husband's estate.

There is another reason why Eva did it.All Eva did in order to maintain the position of Bagaskara as the second heir.In blatantly Nino ever asked for the inheritance right before Eva after Ferdy was paralyzed and when the new Bagaskara was passed to be heir to the treasure and throne Ferdy.

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The most embarrassing and painful thing in my life is being rejected by the girl I like and love.Repeatedly I tried to talk to Hanna, but it always failed.This is all there is a reason, and,this happened because of the intervention of the old virgin.

"Damn!.Again the old virgin thwarted my efforts".I threw a basketball in my room while venting my pent-up anger last night.

Until dawn I waited for Hanna in the hotel room I rented, but Hanna did not come.This hurt and incredible disappointment.

Because of that, in the morning blind I checked out of the hotel and returned home with a wounded heart, also a feeling of disappointment.I do not know what else to do?.How am I supposed to show my love to Hanna?.I am really confused and do not understand.

I want to give Hanna a good love and for no reason.I love Hanna with what Hanna is.I don't care who Hanna's background is and where she came from?.Even I'm not worried about the profession of Hanna who was once a comfort woman and is now a nightclub waitress.

"Jiiirrr...!!!.Pinging nutmeg lakee brooo!".Every time I throw a basketball, Adrian must show up behind my bedroom door.

Don't blame me if the basketball I threw landed on Adrian's forehead.Salah him why appeared at the wrong time?.My lips that had not reacted earlier, the reflex was singled out even though it was a bit forced.

"Bro, why can't you?.Says Auntie Elo doesn't go to the office.What's wrong with you men?".

Mama must have complained about my strange attitude towards Adrian.Not usually I skip the office if it's not because there's something serious or emergency.

"Gue lazy work today.Airusan office can be handled Helena".

"Gue know the feeling of elo bro.But heart may be, but I do not like to see elo fragile like this.Where Rayn I know heuh?.You should be optimistic and sure that Hanna can get it".Tumben once Adrian's brain was sane and his mind was clear.

I thought Adrian's words were true and reasonable.

I looked at Adrian's face which was actually lazy I saw this early."Dri,gue need help elo.Can you help me?".

"Gue want to elo persuade your girl partner in the club, to take Hanna somewhere so I can meet and talk to Hanna.Kayaknya Hanna near the same girl who often elo dating it?.I asked you to find out Hanna's contact number from that elo-clabing partner".My little request is hopefully made by Adrian, who has to find out Hanna's contact number from her date at the nightclub.

"I mean elo Sarah?".

I nodded my head steadily."That's l mean".

"Ok.It's so easy".

So glad I hug Adrian who sits next to me on the bed."Thanks bro.This is my new friend's name".

The small mission I entrusted to Adrian I hope to run smoothly.If only ask for Hanna's contact number and contact her via mobile phone will be useless.Good steps if I meet face to face with Hanna.

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I breathed a long sigh while cleaning up the trash that was strewn on the table of the former guest club last night.Actually I regret not coming to the hotel room where Rayn was waiting for me last night, but my heart felt relieved.

Not that I don't want to meet Rayn and not that I don't like Rayn.I choose not to meet Rayn at the hotel because I care about the safety of Rayn's soul.Boss Bagas can do anything to me as long as it doesn't touch Rayn.As long as Rayn's okay, that's enough to make me happy.

Let my love that I hold dear to Rayn be a rainbow in my heart, as the brightener of my days that feel pitch black, not knowing the direction and purpose.

While I was focusing on sweeping the floor, two women who often huddled me came to me.Yes especially if not to spit spicy words on me.

"Wahhh, Primadona klab is a cleaner?, what do you admirers say later?".

Why this blonde female dedemit always sneers at me and doesn't like to see me get close to Boss and Rayn.Want it feels like I'm snapping her blond hair.

"Heyyy girl hick.What the hell makes Boss, Rayn and mas Nino always watch out for elo?".It clearly emanated in my senior's eyes this one felt his hatred for me.

"Yes!.Wonderful I.Elo newcomers here, but in an instant can master the heart of the most popular guy here.What try if not because there is something elo mortgaged".

I'm hot I heard the false accusations of my short-haired senior."I know what you mean?.But I don't need a good image to defend myself from your accusations which are of course not true.I'm not hostile to anyone, so please!.Just take care of yourself.Not to interfere in the affairs of others".I will surely fight back if oppressed and slandered without proof.

"Hallaaah, don't be so pretentious to patronize Lo".At least I didn't fight back and just kept quiet as my head was pushed back with contempt by my senior."Remember yes!.Kayak elo village waitresses never dream of turning into Cinderella".

I know myself very well.Even once I never dreamed, from the waiter turned into cinderella.Being a rich person can not be done instantly.Need struggle and hard work in a lawful way.

"Ho'oh.Inget-inget again!".

"Let's go home!.Let this chick clean the floor".

What an evil mouth two seniors who became my coworkers as servants in this club.What is my fault and sin on both of them to antagonize me and hate me like this?.Every time one shift with the two of them, it would definitely get this kind of treatment.