Love In A Sparkling World's

Part 23's.Loss of appetite.

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Hanna POVs.

After watching a horror movie, Boss and I stepped into the restaurant.Today's activity was so draining for me, my,similarly, Boss.No wonder if me and Boss are very hungry.Eating a cup of popcorn alone is not enough to prop my stomach like rubber.

"Ha,ha,ha,haa...Ha,ha,ha,haa.".I can't stop laughing considering Boss' funny expression when fighting his fear when he saw the spooky scene in the movie The Spirit of the Goyang Queen.

"Hanna!, you must be laughing at me, right?".

Boss is mad at me, I'll just smile."Sorry Boss!.I've been trying not to laugh.But Boss is so funny.Ha,ha,haaa...".My stomach feels like it was tickled to laugh yet again.The clear water in my eyes even poking so amused.

"You're so happy to see me scared to death that's why I hid my fear from you".

My laughter stopped instantly when I saw Boss' pursed lips."Don't be mad, Boss!.Her handsome is gone!".I teased the sulking Boss in a way tugging at Boss's sleeves."Is Boss ashamed of me?.I'm just a waitress and my boss.I should be ashamed of having to trouble Boss so much?".

The most valuable asset on my face that was instrumental in smelling the scent, slammed into Boss' wide chest as soon as Boss turned his back on hearing me continue to babble.

"Is that all you have in mind, Hanna?.Our relationship is only a servant and an employer?".

My wiry lashes flickered as Boss stared at me so softly."What does Boss mean?.Can Boss explain?".A naive girl like me could understand what Boss said that I had a hard time digesting."What am I supposed to think, Boss?".

I really don't know what I should be thinking, not one thing came to my mind.

"I will explain it for free.You will not understand!".

That angry Boss told me to leave me confused to interpret Boss's words that are not clear."Wait for me Boss!".I chased after Boss who entered an elite restaurant that only money people could reach."Wahhhh.Are we going to eat here Boss?".

"Some of the food at this restaurant that I think is the best".

"I think so".My smile continues to adorn my cute face to see this one heaven of the world.The wisdom of God that I cannot deny.

My happy feeling I can't hide from anyone.I feel lucky to be reunited with my Boss even though the story was not pleasant at first.

Thanks to Boss, I know a world I've never seen before.Can shop for clothes in boutiques, watch movies in theaters and soon be eating at this fancy restaurant.

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Rayn POV's.

Again I saw Hanna with Bagaskara at the place I was eating at this time.Has not satisfied Hanna tortured my heart?.Don't you know if I get so jealous every time I see her closeness with that old virgin?.

"You can just take a taxi home!.I have to go now!".The food that was left on my plate was not spent.My appetite was lost instantly along with the appearance of Hanna and the old virgin in the restaurant.

"Where is Ren going?.Lend me money to pay for the taxi fare!".

I ignored Adrian's shameful babble and that made me speed up my steps.That's right.It's just to pay the taxi fare until it doesn't have.Truly suck and kere.Padan there are still Arya and Farhan who could have told one of his family's private drivers to pick him up at the mall.

I hid behind a food trolley that was pushed by the waiter of the restaurant to avoid Hanna and the old virgin.Lazy I saw the old virgin's face that made me sick.

"Haiy Rayn?.Do you like to go to the mall too?.I thought you didn't like shopping at the mall?".

I tried hard to avoid Hanna and the old man, but instead passed by the sink.Forced me to say hello to Hanna."Hiii Hanna?!.Iiya.I came here because of the insistence of my friends".

"You're going home, right?.And I just want to eat here.Rayn, will you eat again with me and...".

"Of course I want Hanna.That's if it's just the two of us".I didn't mean to cut Hanna's words off.I didn't want Hanna to mention the name of the man I hated in front of me.

"Do you mind if we eat together?.Eating rame-rames will be more delicious and exciting, right?".

Mind it?.Of course I really mind."Not at all Hanna.But it would be more convenient if we eat alone without having a third person".I'm the lyrics of an old virgin that I consider a mosquito to disturb my pleasure.

"Hanna, next time I'll treat you to a meal.Pour your time for me huh?!".I'd be lazy to eat one table with that old virgin.

"Well, I'll try Rayn".

Hanna's answer made me smile with pleasure."All right.See you bye Hanna?!".

"Please!.Door's there!".

It felt like vomiting when I saw a sarcastic smile on the face of an old virgin who showed me where the exit of this restaurant was.What do you think my eyes are blind?, what do you think?,don't know where the exit is and where is the entrance?.

"Dasarrr old virgin".My heart was filled with anger as I left Hanna with the old virgin at the restaurant.

My step from the restaurant to my basement spread.My Cooper's mini parked in the basement of my drive.Excessive emotions triggered me to speed on the quiet streets.

"Geez!!!".Because of my actions, I almost delivered the life of a pair of pedestrians who were about to cross the zebra cross, to the gate of death, if only I was late on the brakes.

"My Lord, forgive my sins!".This incident reminds me of something that happened a few years ago.

One day at night will be near dawn after the house of my cousin from Papa who lives in the village, I drive myself in a sleepy state.As a result of my negligence, I,two lives of a middle-aged husband and wife were lost.

I accidentally hit the parents who crossed the street in the dark suddenly without looking right and left.Entah who they are and came home from where the couple I hit it was until it died instantly on the spot.The death of the husband and wife I knew when I ventured to check his heart rate which turned out to be no longer beating.

Incredibly shocked and confused mixed with fear mixed when I realized what I had done at the time,I instead escaped from the scene that left me with a prolonged severe trauma.

It took me a long time to get up from the trauma.It's been a long time, but it still haunts my mind sometimes.Since the dark event, I did not dare to go to the village where my cousin's house is located.

Luckily there were no eyewitnesses so I could escape the snare of the law.But every time I was always haunted by a sense of regret and guilt that continued to overflow and never recede from my heart.It was not my intention to run away from my heart fear in the judges of the masses and bars made me flee from my sin.

In fear and confusion, I didn't turn myself in to the police,I drowned myself in the nightclub and drank heavily intoxicated and raved.My messy thoughts made me talk so much that I confessed my actions to Adrian.

As a friend, Adrian can only calm me.Asking me to remain silent and keep my mistakes a secret from everyone, including Papa and Mama.They tell me to forget what happened already,and encouraged me to move on with my life.The great sin I have committed must be considered never to have happened.

I thought it could be done and I could easily forget.It is not as easy as turning the palm and even fatal.In a state of heavy drunkenness, I revealed my actions to Papa.

Damn it, my honesty it makes Papa has a heart attack and breathed his last.What is it? which makes me have to be honest with Papa if I've lost the life of a husband and wife who I accidentally hit in the village.

Now I really regret.As a result of my honesty Papa's life drifted.I should remain silent and not tell the truth.Their confession and my mistakes are not something that always brings good.Maybe I should keep my mouth shut me and cover up my evil for good.Thus Papa will live and not die.

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Bagaskara POV's.

This world seems so narrow.My mood is happy to be snatched back Rayn.But not had time to eat, but,rayn did not let me live happily and quietly with Hanna.Even always trying to find trouble with me.

"Hanna, we'd better eat somewhere else.Come!".I wouldn't eat with Hanna at the same restaurant Rayn ate at.

"Why Boss?.Is the food here really that expensive?".

Not the price I was concerned with.Only, I felt uncomfortable after seeing the face I hated in this restaurant."It's not that.I just don't lust when I see the food menu here".

"Okay.Terselah Boss only.Padah I want to taste the food in this restaurant".Hanna's charming smile had vanished on her pretty face.

I'm so sorry to disappoint Hanna who was so interested in seeing the picture of the menu display on the wall of this restaurant.I don't mean to make Hanna disappointed and sad.

"Next time we're here, okay?!".My promise as much as possible I have to keep.Entah that's when, I can't be sure.I important not to deny and Hanna is not disappointed.This time alone, forgive me Hanna.

"Hhhhhh, yeah...All right, the important thing is I can eat good food and free".

I'm glad Hanna's submissive and understanding girl even returned to smile.Hanna's charming smile that had been lost, now I can see again.Smiling Hanna is the most beautiful in my eyes.Hanna's happiness is the main for me at this time.