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Part 16's.Must change.

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Hanna POVs.

My heart aches when I say something that doesn't suit my will.I and Rayn are really friends, but why do I feel sad when I say, 'we're just friends'.

Painful and sad.I wish Rayn had more than just a friend bond with me.But that's impossible,Rayn may not like me and may not want to be my lover.Am I am a poor and uneducated orphan girl.There is no way Rayn is interested in a girl like me.

I honestly admit,I have liked Rayn since seeing Rayn in the hotel lobby on the first day I came to Jakarta.Rayn charming and attractive man.At first I had thought if Rayn was stone-hearted and ice-cold helped me when I was dragged by Bagaskara's men.

Over time my bad assumptions about Rayn evaporated and disappeared.It turns out Rayn is a good, friendly and humorous man.Can make me laugh and feel comfortable when there is near her.

Unlike the arrogant Nino, m*sum and the forcible.Either what triggered Nino to love intimidating me and forcing me?, I don't care.I don't like Nino and prefer Rayn.

I dunno why?.Do you know what prompted Rayn to dare to fight Nino?.But I was pleased with Rayn's attention to me.

"Heiii, new son.Name elo Hanna right?".

"The night butterfly turned into a waitress, right?".

Buy already filled my mind in my spare time while daydreaming in the rest area employees when resting because disturbed by two friends of my profession who insulted and accused me of being ugly.

I didn't heed the insults that the two girls were making.I smiled even though my heart was bitter."Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself.Hello, I'm Hanna?".My handouts were not welcomed by my coworker pinned the name Ralin, my smile remained on my face.

Things like this I will often find here.There are people who want to be friends with me and some who refuse my friend request.

"Who's studying in the village?.For me dong his science!".

I really can't digest the words of fellow waiters who pin Linka's name."What do you mean?".

"Elo was pretending to bego what's a blo'on anyway?".

Linka's temperament is not as beautiful as the face.I was disappointed on the first day I worked as a waiters did not get a positive response from my friends seprofesi.

"I'm glad you guys would like to say hello to me.You guys look nice and friendly.But it seems very rude.Forced me to say this, I don't like the way you guys greet me".I went to avoid a fuss with my non-friendly-looking coworkers.

My expectations do not match reality.I think I can adapt well and make good friends anyway.Profession as a waiters better than a comfort woman does not guarantee will find a friend as good as Sarah and sister Nella.

Social status and title someone is not something important.You accept me with what I am not because there is anything I am and without seeing who I am is the main point in making friends.It is important to be able to sort out and choosing what is good or bad, and what is wrong or right is part of my principles in the company that I hold dear.

But after hearing the insults, scorn and slander of Ralin and the vile Linka, I felt I had to change my principles in getting along,I need others as my support system and as my life support.

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Bagaskara admires Hanna who can change her perception of women.Dimata Bagaskara all women are just like her Mama, Eva.Materalistic, unfaithful and seductive.Near men just for money and possessions.

Hanna is a hardworking girl, full of responsibility and willing to pay money that Hanna has never seen or accepted,Hanna is also a good and honest girl even though she looks naive and outdated.

Despite all that, Bagaskara regretted having troubled Hanna.Padala when the money Fandy took was worth nothing compared to the wealth he had.Losing a small part of his money will not make him fall poor.But somehow?,she's happy to make things difficult for Hanna and doesn't want Hanna to leave.

"What is Hanna?.Why does it go that way?".

Not far from where he stood,Bagaskara looked at Hanna who had difficulty wearing heels as high as 5 cm in the rest area of the employee.Bagaskara carrying Hanna who was limping in front of his employees until out of the rest area employees.When the heroic action of Bagaskara that attracted the attention of the employees others who rest finished working from evening until late in the morning.

"Akhhh, let go of me.What did Boss do?".Even though Hanna was never carried by any man, she was certainly shocked to death to beat the chest of Bagaskara who dared to hold her in public.

"Shut up!.You will fall down".Bagaskara took Hanna to his study and sat Hanna in his seat of greatness as a leader.

"Take off your shoes!.I'll treat your wounds.Hold ya!".Hanna's scuffed and flushed leg heel Bagaskara treated with antiseptic ointment and wrapped in plaster.

Hanna looked at Bagaskara who was so attentive to her.Let her sit on the throne Bagaskara and want to treat her injured leg because it is not used to wearing heels.Where ever la wear heels.In addition to not have heels, she has no heels,Hanna prefers to wear flip-flops or flatshoes.

"You should say that your feet hurt.Why force yourself if you are not used to wearing shoes this high".Seeing Hanna's leg hurt, Bagaskara's heart ached.

What kind of man he could hurt and troubled the woman who had illuminated his dark world.He should have kept Hanna from pain.

"I had to get used to things I never did in my village, and try things that I didn't or didn't find in my village.This is why I had to adapt and change my style quickly,my mindset and perspective.I don't want to be said tacky, outdated or not slang.It's very painful".

Still young but Hanna's point of view is so mature, persistent and full of spirit.Bagaskara increasingly admires Hanna.But Hanna should not change herself.

"Whatever you do if you're not sincere, be sincere and do it for the sake of others, it won't mean anything Hanna.You don't have to be like other people and be yourself".Bagaskara prefers Hanna as she is.

Without makeup, jewelry and fancy dresses, Hanna remains charming in her eyes.Hanna's beauty is not rivaled by any woman.Bagaskara likes women who are simple, not excessive and inconspicuous.

"My principles have been revised, Boss.Other people will look at me one eye if I keep this up.Not something bad is it if I change?".

Hanna's good intentions should not be he halangi.Bagaskara must support Hanna's determination to change for the better."Of course not Hanna.I understand.Everyone has the right to change.Alright.Am here for help you, Hanna".

"No need Boss.I want to try my best, and stand alone without having to support others".

Bagaskara stared hard at Hanna.Not the rejection Hanna that he hoped.His writing intention should be Hanna welcome."You'll regret refusing my help Hanna.You need someone to make it all happen".

"Can I use you Boss?".

No matter how willing and demanding Hanna was, it was impossible for Bagaskara to resist."Why didn't?.I'm glad I could help you, Hanna".

Whatever Bagaskara will do for Hanna.Harta will be eroded out, Bagaskara does not care.How much money Hanna needs to change her appearance, will be a thrashing.Hanna's happiness is the most important and number one.

"Well, I gladly accept Boss' offer".

Hanna's answer pleased Bagaskara and made her smile.Pampering and happy Hanna is not something difficult.Bagaskara will do everything for the sake of Hanna's happiness."Ok.The first session starts tomorrow afternoon.Prepare yourself Hanna.Alright.I want to go home first.See you later Hanna".

"Good Boss.Thank you.Be careful Boss!".Hanna's hand waving Bagaskara returned with a smile.

The moon feels so beautiful that Bagaskara has seen tonight.The beautiful moonlight that accompanies his steps back to his luxury apartment not far from the night club or the Royal Palace hotel.

His dark past seemed to be wiped out and erased by the presence of Hanna.His world that feels bland and empty, faded because Hanna.His old empty and uninhabited has been refilled.