Love In A Sparkling World's

Part 12's.The pain is still felt.

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The woman named Eva whom Bagaskara shyly admitted to her as the mother was crying out for Bagaskara's hatred for her.Eva was so struck with Bagaskara's cold and indifferent attitude towards her.

"Ma, is sister coming home?.I saw my brother's car outside".

Eva wiped the overflowing water fertilized in her eyes upon hearing the voice of her daughter, Bianca.

"Hey, what is this?.Why are my eyes red?.Mom crying?.What's the matter Ma?".Her youngest daughter who was in college and majored in medical science caught her crying, Eva looked away.

"Did Mama fight again with Sister?".

Eva did not have to say anything more to Bianca about what happened to her.Without Eva said anything Bianca had guessed it.Yes, especially if it was not a fight with her eldest son.

His quarrel with his son was not something strange.It often happened every time he met face to face with Bagaskara.Even Eva had used to hear the spicy word coming out of Bagaskara's sharp tongue, even,but the pain is still felt.

"I'm gonna talk to brother.He's gotta be in Papa's room".

"Don't Bianca!.".Eva holds Bianca in search of Bagaskara in her husband's room, which she's been separated from for the past year."Let your brother here accompany your Papa.He'll leave if you disturb him".

For a year Eva has been reluctant to sleep in the room and rooming with Ferdy who suffers from paralysis.Every night Eva is haunted by feelings of regret and guilt to see Ferdy at her side in such circumstances.

"Ok, okay.I'm waiting for brother here.Mama just wait in the room".

Bianca would relented and willing to obey her, Eva sighed in relief."Yeah, all right.But don't make your brother upset and angry huh?.Mama doesn't want you guys to fight because of Mama".

Eva did not want the blood bond between Bagaskara and Eva broke.Don't until Bagaskara hated, ignored or shunned Bianca just because Bianca wanted to defend him.Quite la course who bertenggatang with Bagaskara and hated his eldest son.

"Yes Ma.Mama take it easy.I'll talk well with brother".Bianca looks calm and relaxed just leaning on the sofa.Tak like that burning anger.

Adem and Eva's calm heart saw her daughter was not as stiff and not as angry as before."Well.Mama stay first huh?".

"Yes Ma".

Eva lets Bianca sit alone on the sofa waiting for Bagaskara out of her husband's room.So much better than Bianca teasing the togetherness of her sister and her rare Papa meet.

Sometimes Eva feels jealous of her own husband.Bagaskara loves Ferdy more than her mother who in fact birth mother Bagaskara to the world.

Eva felt eliminated and isolated from Bagaskara's heart.Wouldn't mom always occupy the top position in her son's heart?.But another thing with Bagaskara who acted otherwise.

Bagaskara felt sad to see Ferdy who almost every day can only look out the window while sitting in a wheelchair.There is nothing that Ferdy can do other than spend his time in a wheelchair.If not sick, there is nothing to do,the man who gives him comfort and wealth in his life is a good man, loving, smart and hardworking.

"Catian Papa Ferdy".Bagaskara looked at his stepfather who was sitting staring at the wheelchair.

Bagaskara felt grateful.Tak has no blood ties with Ferdy but Ferdy never considered his stepson.Always dote on him and pay attention to all his needs.Peran Ferdy as his father continued to not disappoint his.Ferdy always overflow his affection even though only dad kept up.

Nevertheless, Bagaskara still wants the attention and affection of his own biological Papa that will never be replaced by anyone.Unfortunately, it is not felt and can never be realized.

"Papa Ferdy, how's Pa doing?".The body of his stepfather who was getting thinner and unkempt was Bagaskara hug.

"Papa's beloved son is coming".Ferdy who rarely met Bagaskara was so happy with Bagaskara's presence.

Bagaskara was not his own flesh and blood, but his stepson was his pride.

"Papa must be bored in the room continues.I will take Papa for a walk.Let's go to Pa's garden".Bagaskara pushed the wheelchair-bound Ferdy out of Ferdy's resting place towards the elevator that was the introductory access for Ferdy to get downstairs.

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Long waited for Bagaskara out of his Papa's room, but Bagaskara's face was still invisible, Bianca was bored.While the sentence to be delivered to her brother, already at the tip of his tongue.

Any way, anyway,he had to ask the reason Bagaskara who often makes his Mama shed tears.Tak matter in front of his Papa or even talk four eyes.Bianca must know the trigger of a fight between her brother and Mama that never he knows it at all.

Mama and her brother just fight and argue again every time they meet.Entah what is the topic of conversation Mama and her sister?.It used to be not so, always get along and love each other.Should the child and parents be united right?.Always look after and love each other.

But what happens now is even the opposite.Even can be said his family broke and scattered apart.Tak seharmonis used to be again.In addition to the more and more changes that occurred in his house that like a palace.Starting from the departure of Bagaskara from the house,Her papa can't walk anymore, and the drama separates the bed between Papa and her Mama.

Finding her Papa's room empty, Bianca comes back out of her Papa's room."Where did my dad and sister go?.Are they at the park?".

Bianca knew very well the habits of her brother who likes to take her Papa for a walk in the park every time her brother came home, rushed to the park which is still one area with his family home.

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The park behind the house is beautiful and spacious as a family favorite area, so spoil the eyes of Ferdy and Bagaskara.Even can dampen the bitter sadness in the hearts of two men of different genes.

"Does Papa remember?.When I was a kid, Papa always carried me on Papa's shoulders when running around this park.And, Papa carried me on Papa's back while chasing a kite that broke on the road".Bagaskara recalls his wonderful and wonderful childhood with Ferdy.

The moment that never got from his own birth Papa, not perhaps forgotten Bagaskara.Ferdy has played the best father figure, as a substitute figure for his biological Papa.

"Yes.Papa remember, Bagas.Then your weight may have only been about 17 kilos".Of course Ferdy wouldn't be such an important moment.

With his own hands, Ferdy educated and loved Bagaskara.Without seeing whose son Bagaskara, and whose descendants.

Bagaskara smiled, remembering the times that would never happen again."I weigh now 85 kilograms Pa.Papa will definitely not be able to withstand such a heavy load right?".

"Perhaps replace Bagas.Kelak if Papa is not, you are the one who must stretcher Papa's body".Short-chested Ferdy imagines when death picks him up later.

It's hard to heart Ferdy when it comes to leaving his loved ones and loved ones.

Shedding tears Bagaskara heard the words of his stepfather."Papa don't say that.Papa must stay healthy.Who will take me to the guarantee, when I get married later Pa?.Before I get married and have kids, Papa can't go anywhere".

Bagaskara could not live without his stepfather who successfully replaced the role of his biological Papa for decades.He did not want to lose his stepfather who always supported, supported and tried to make him happy as best he could.

Living together for more than twenty years, there was no way Bagaskara could have easily erased all his memories,the kindness and sincerity of his stepfather was.Too much that Ferdy had given him.la had not had time to return the favor and filial.

"Ah yes.Papa forgot.But, it should do that is your real Papa,Bagas.Sadly, it's impossible to do.She was no before Papa apologized to him".As strong as Ferdy's heart, sometimes it becomes weak and tears.

The first time Bagaskara saw his stepfather crying, his heart felt sliced."Papa Ibra must have forgiven Papa Ferdy.The deceased know who is wrong and who is kilaf.The mistakes that Papa used to do are not justified.But, not Papa's fault entirely".

No human is perfect, though,holy and without sin.Bagaskara could not blame only one party and could not defend one.Divorce Papa Blama and his inevitable Mama is indeed the heaviest blow.Bagaskara but it was already a scenario of God despite it unduly and hated.

"But Papa has taken your Mama from your Papa, Bagas".The filth that Ferdy has done in the past still looms over him.

What his stepfather said was true.Bagaskara did not dismiss it, but it was too late to regret Ferdy.Also not only Ferdy who was guilty.Mama who was not faithful was to blame.

"If it wasn't Mama who started, Papa couldn't have started a story as interesting and all this time.There wouldn't have been smoke if it hadn't played with fire.And, the Bianca that we love so much, wouldn't be in this world right now".Bagaskara's heart ached saying all that, but he tried to hide it with a smile.

"Yeah, Bianca.The girl is as chatty as your Mama, but luckily she's as smart as Papa".His daughter is a crib from his wife and himself, so Ferdy dear.

"That's why Papa has to stay healthy.For me and Bianca's sake".Bagaskara would not be hypocritical if he was so loving and still needed the existence of his stepfather who gave him power over half of his stepfather's property and place of business.

"Why was my name mentioned?.You guys talking about me?".The voice of the girl who eavesdropped on the conversation of Bagaskara and Ferdy, sprayed Bagaskara.

'Jeez.Since when was Bianca behind me?.Did Bianca eavesdrop on all my conversations with Papa?'...Bagaskara was so shocked by the presence of Bianca that he was completely unaware.

It can be messed up if Bianca listens to the secret of the chaos in her family, which has been hidden tightly for decades.Bianca must not know the disgrace made her Mama, and not blood with her.