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Clothing supplies have been prepared Hanna in a suitcase.Tak forgot Hanna brought a picture frame with her parents who had been calm at her last resort.Some pieces of makeshift money and cell phone tucked Hanna in her sling bag.
Hanna's heart thumped as she waited for Fandy to be squeezed into the house that had not yet come when the Sun's rays began to look yellow on the west side there.
Mix the feelings of Hanna before going to leave for a city that is very foreign to her.But stepping on the city of Jakarta feeling restless and anxious that mingle into one already confine her heart.Especially if you have arrived in Jakarta later.
Hanna's uncharacteristic feeling was pounding when Fandy's car came and pulled over in front of her house.Hanna stepped closer to Fandy who was fluttering in front of the steering wheel round with trembling legs.
Hanna knocks on the glass of Fandy's car that is still closed.Hanna smiles at Fandy who reviews the smile as soon as the car door glass is opened Fandy."Haiii Fan?.Finally you came too.I thought you were bragging and didn't pick me up".
"I'm not one to break Hanna's promise.I definitely came here to pick you up".Fandy couldn't possibly break his promise to pick up Hanna who would benefit him.
Lazily, Hanna turned her cornea around, until her lentic lashes also rotated like a windmill."You are Fan.Easy once offended.I'm sorry I'm not good at talking this Fan".
"Yes, forget Han.Let's go in Hanna!.Keep your suitcase under the trunk".What Fandy told her to do, Hanna followed without saying a word.
As soon as Hanna puts up the seat belt, Fandy steps on the gas of his car with a carefree heart heading into a city full of dreams and Hanna's beautiful hopes that will never be real.
Most pleasing to Fandy when the shadow of the money gurgles scattered in his eyes.It is definitely the money he received from someone who will accommodate Hanna later, calculated very large in number.
Fandy skipped his car faster with a smile that did not subside on his face.He impatiently wanted to immediately enjoy the results of his cunning in trapping a girl like Hanna who is naive and easily fooled.
Hanna's gaze can not be separated staring at the glass window that shows the natural beauty of the countryside that passed with Fandy.Antara believe and do not believe he left the village filled with the most beautiful memories at once the worst and bitter when the loss of the second his parents were tragically killed.
A few bit of his bitter memory went back around his head.Still vividly remembered when he found the bodies of his parents lying stiff on the streets covered with blood.
'O Allah, the servant entrusts to You my loved ones in his last paribaan.I am sure You put father and mother in Your most beautiful paradise'...Tucked into a do'a sentence in the inner Hanna who screamed desperately in tears reminiscing about the flashbacks of her heart-wrenching events.
It was like Hanna cursed the person who had eliminated the lives of her parents but was confused at whom.Today Hanna could only resign and leave everything to the Regent of life who was All-Knowing of everything that happened on earth these.
Moreover, Hanna believes that if the person who has made her parents leave the world and herself alone will not live quietly.Let the Khalik who is very fair, taking care of the person who has the heart to make her an orphan.
Nothing can hinder God's intervention except by His permission.All that has happened has become His will.What power Hanna if what happens to him has been determined by God.
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"Sorry, forgive me...".
Rayn Ibrahim Thariq awakens his nightmare that greets when the Sun has not yet climbed to the top.The nightmare that feels real again dancing in his mind it has disrupted his deep sleep.
"Huh.huh...huh...".Rayn's breath gasped for a moment when sitting on her king-size spring bed like after a marathon run."I had another nightmare.Why do I keep dreaming that?, why?".Rayn echoed in her silent room, monochrome and luxurious interiors and twice as wide as a badminton court.
Somehow the dream was present in his subconscious and looked when Rayn slept.It has long passed but the fateful events that he did accidentally lost the lives of others still haunt him.
Rayn grabbed a glass filled with mineral water on the nightstand and sipped it to repel the feeling that shackled his heart.Rayn was struck and regretted having to dream the same thing.Not once or twice but often and often.
Once Rayn wanted to end her own life because she was shackled by her actions that had run from a sense of responsibility.Back the existence of a middle-aged woman who became her Mama locked Rayn's intentions.
That reason makes Rayn impossible to leave the only parent left in his life is alone where the father is no longer in this world.Especially he is an only child who has to take care and protecting his Mama to replace his late Papa.
Not to mention Rayn burdened must take care of the company left by the late Papa.Mustahil Rayn can die as soon as it is easily and without heavy burden shouldered.His sin and sense of responsibility is still not paid and even maybe God will never forgive.
Haus, tok,tok...
The knock on the door surprised Rayn who was pensive on the bed."Rayn baby!.Are you awake, son?.Come down and have breakfast first.Mama has prepared your favorite food".Mama Rayn's voice, Aruni, ransacked the morning silence behind Rayn's bedroom door.
"Yes Ma.I'll be down Ma soon".Get out of Rayn's bed in the bathroom and wash her face with the water that flows profusely in the sink.
Rayn's eyes did not blink staring at the shadow of his face that was grimly dicermin.Raut face as if representing the bitter chaos in Rayn's heart at this time.
The sight presented by the sink mirror immediately made Rayn aware that behind her handsome face stored a heavy trauma and regret buried in the bottom of her hose.
Leaving the bathroom, Rayn went out of the room and down the stairs to the dining room.Sit beside Aruni who was waiting for her at the table to eat.
Rayn's passing carves a wry smile Aruni was pondering about the funeral."Mama alone.I am not strong if you go to Ma's grave".
Not Rayn did not want to visit his Papa tomb.Just every time he saw the soil that buried his Papa corpse, Rayn's chest felt tight.
Because of his actions Papa breathed his last breath shortly after he stepped away from home after a dispute.
"You're still devastated by Papa's passing?.Don't you love Papa?".At least Aruni did not blame the death of her husband who had a heart attack suddenly after a big fight with Rayn who until now did not know the reason.
Destiny is irresistible and Aruni cannot turn on Rayn for her husband's death despite being curious about what Rayn and her late husband were discussing at the time.
Aruni once wanted to ask what triggered the quarrel between Rayn and her late husband, but was held back by his tongue.
Rayn glanced at her Mama with her sharp tails."Not so Ma.I don't want to be sad and not strong if you see Mama crying over Papa's tombstone".
"Alright.Mama understand if that's your reason.But don't forget to pray'will always be the late Papa in every diraka'at last you finished kowtowing, son".Moreover, Aruni expected for the good of her deceased husband in addition to do'a son Sholeh and his do'a every time performing worship.
"Surely Ma.I will always pray Papa every time my hands look up to Allah".In addition to the do'a offered to the Divine in the closing of his prayer for his late Papa, Rayn could not do anything more.
"Well.Mama will go now to the tomb.Finished meal, you go to the house Adrian.Tadi Adrian call Mama continue because your phone is not active".
"Yes Ma.I accidentally turned off my phone since last night.Adrian always harassed me every late night if my phone is not turned off".
"Yes already.Mama go first yes dear.Kan Mama convey to Papa later if you do not come to see her because of your silly reasons that".
"Ckk, this Mama.My reason is not ridiculous but a proof of my affection for Mama and the late Papa".Rayn felt like slapping her own face when throwing words of affection that could not be conveyed to her late father.
Darling, Rayn's lips feel strange talking about love that in fact he has claimed his Papa's life because his honesty and recognition never took the lives of others.
"Ok,ok.Alright.No need to be upset so.Mama just tease you Rayn.Look at it!.Your good looks are fading because your face is so sour".Aruni seduces Rayn by poking Rayn's mouth that holds food looks conical.
"Haishhhh, Mommy".Rayn's eyeballs revolved in annoyance to see her Mama immediately moving away laughing after teasing her.
"Dah dear.Mama go ya.Ha,ha,ha...".Aruni left Rayn alone at the dinner table still with a split open.
"Geez!".Appetite Rayn suddenly disappeared as soon as the arrival of Adrian who suddenly robbed fried chicken in his hand.Padahatan stay another stop the chicken thigh almost entered his mouth if not seized Adrian.
"Bro, Lo accidentally killed Lo's phone to avoid me right?".Without permission Adrian bit Rayn's chicken.
Rayn glared at Adrian who casually ate his favorite food."What the hell is this cat garong?, this hour is nongol in my house".
"Geez Ren.Gue, the evil Lo heren his not hahis-hahis this, Lo is missing huhing harong.Keherlaluan Lo Ren".
Rayn was upset by Adrian's name, whose mouth was not clear, because while chewing food."My name is Rayn, not Ren".
"Slim difference,b*ngke".
Rayn's hand immediately landed on Adrian's head saying '*****' very clearly."Lo the b*ngke,Dri.The dyer there, here dipcelup.Kayak teabag cap crocodile butts aja Lo Dri".
Adrian's secret that not everyone knows Rayn revealed clearly in front of the Predator Love One Night itself, which immediately got a response Adrian's fist on Rayn's shoulder.
"What the heck?.You think you're a real virgin what?".Adrian does not accept being teased by Rayn, while Rayn herself was once a true wild adventurer.
"No, no, but I'm not like Lo who's going to change dates every weekend".Rayn turned things around.
"Ahhh, crazy Lo Ren.Lo has been arbitrarily the same I.Don't be angry if my Lo food runs out".Adrian who is hungry eyes every time he sees a beautiful woman and the food immediately snatches Rayn's dinner plate which is still full of fried rice.
"Basic!, you really are a big cat!".Regardless of Adrian spending the rest of his meal, Rayn got out of his chair and returned to his room with a hyacinth-like heart.
Yep, yeah,because Rayn is upset.Mana not where Adrian like a garong cat who likes to steal his food every time he eats and bergonta mate.But how else if his friend this one has been so innate since Rayn getting to know Adrian in the sparkling world, when he was almost killed by a young man who was drunk if not saved Adrian.
But the habit of Rayn who often play to night club every weekend as time decreases since his Papa died.But worse, Aldrian still spend time in the night club with or even without Rayn.
Adrian could not abandon his ingrained habit.The momentary pleasure and satisfaction of desire is the most essential thing for Adrian.