Love Haqiqi

I'm Afraid!

“Sandra, can Mimih enter?” Said the middle-aged woman while knocking on the door repeatedly. Unfortunately, there was no response from inside the room. The door was still tightly shut like it was uninhabited. Lucky finally took the initiative to open the door of his Daughter's room, making sure the state of the Daughter is fine in the room after a day of not going out. He saw his daughter's body lying tightly wrapped in a blanket with a voice that sounded as unwilling.

Sensing her Mimih presence, Sandra immediately wiped the corner of her eyes, then looked at her with a forced smile.

“Eat yuk! You haven't eaten all day. In wait Daddy at the dinner table!” Invite Lucky to caress Sandra's arm, whose eyes look swollen. Sandra leaned her head against the headboard of the bed, staring at her face in lethargy.

“I'm not hungry yet. Mimih and Daddy go first!” Answer with a loud voice. The corner of his eyes again condensed, with trembling lips. Lucky felt sad to see the condition of his daughter who looked down, swollen face with messy hair.

“Why you? What the hell's going on? Does this have anything to do with Melvin? Affirm him, he's not your soul mate.” Sandra's shoulders were shaken again. He lowered his head until his face was covered with hair.

“I'm sorry Mih. I'm so sorry! I am disappointed in myself. Even though our breakup happened 2 years ago, I still love Melvin until now. I regret that I made such a careless decision to leave her for my career. My life is ruined Mih! My life is getting ruined – ( After seeing the video Melisa sent. I have no hope of pursuing Melvin anymore, let alone having him. Now, I have no life purpose anymore. I'm afraid of the threat of Melisa Mih ... I'm afraid the video is spreading! I'm afraid you're seeing it! I'm afraid you're disappointed in me) – Sandra said inwardly as she hugged her nose tightly. Lucky stroked his daughter's shoulders to calm her down. Although a little disappointed in Sandra, but she did not want to blame her daughter.

“Already! The past let it pass. Regret comes at the end. Now is the time for you to reflect on the experience, to reap the wisdom of this incident. If you cry blood, Melvin will never come back to you. He already has a family, he already has a wife. It's impossible if he comes back to you. Because now, you are not his priority as before, you are just the ex, you are just a past that he cannot see back.” Sandra let go of her Mamih embrace then looked at her with sharp eyes. His hands did not stop wiping away the tears that were breaking on his face.

“Mimih why talk like that? Why did mimih corner me?” Lucky shook his head again, wiping his son's tangled hair. He looked at his loving daughter with soothing eyes.

“Mimih didn't corner you Sandra. Mimih just wanted to say it, sorry now is no use. Melvin was happy with his wife. He's not your soul mate! Sandra, that soul mate is as close as a vein. He's been around since you were in the womb. You will be met when the universe agrees to bring you together with him. And Melvin's not the guy, he's not your soul mate, no matter how much you love him. Still it won't change your destiny not to have it!” Sandra was instantly speechless hearing her Mimih sharp words. Apparently, Mimihnya himself blatantly did not support him to get back Melvin. Though what he expected, he always supported him to get his heart adoration back his embrace.

Lucky took his breath in. He returned his Princess gaze with a look of affection mixed with disappointment. He wanted to express his heart, so that his son would come back to his senses.

“If you really love her, there's no way you're just here now. By the time he finds your replacement! Why did you just come? Why not from before? Why don't you try to fix your relationship after Melvin broke up with you? And you chose your ego and ambition to leave it America.” Sandra's tears broke again. He lowered his head by holding Lucky's arm tightly.

“Mimih knows for himself right? Being an International Model Go was my goal since childhood. I can't just miss the opportunity I fought desperately for long ago. At that time I did not want to get married young, mamih knew my own age had just stepped on 23 years when Melvin invited me to marry. I don't want to miss the youth just like that!” Lucky let go of his Princess' handrails. He walked to the window, behind him. He wiped the corners of his eyes, with a bitter feeling.

“Yes, and now you accept the consequences. Chasing your will and losing Melvin. Mimih want to ask you, more valuable where is Melvin with your career?” Tanya looked at Lucky who was staring back in the face of his daughter who was looking down. He folded his arms, waiting for an answer from his daughter.

Sandra bit her lips sharply with a tearful cry. He lifted his face with a thousand faces of regret and bitterness.

“Then, they were both equally valuable Mih. I can't choose one of them. But now, I'm sorry! If only I had chosen Melvin and married him, maybe now I have lived happily to be Lady Nagara, have a son heir to the business empire. I don't have to be tired of being a model that takes up almost half of my time.” Lucky smiled bitterly with the back shrinking corner of his eye. She sat at the dresser with her face down.

“Mimih was very regretful of your decision first. If only you married her, maybe now our family becomes a respectable family because it is coupled with the Nagara family.” Lucky chuckles with a bite on the back of his hand. Sandra was crying more and more awkwardly by gripping the blanket she was wearing tightly.

“I'm really sorry Mih. If I could, I'd like to turn back time to 2 years ago. I can't be that stupid to make a decision. Because my life without Melvin is meaningless, and now I realize he's worth everything!” Shouted painfully Sandra desperately. He grabbed his head with a roaring cry whose voice filled the room.

“And at a time like this. I still love him so much, my feelings are getting bigger. I can't just forget it. What should I do Mih?” Lucky approached his daughter and hugged her tightly even though Sandra thrashed by pushing her. He understood the slump and despair experienced by his daughter.

“Sandra, forget her if you want to live a normal life! You must realize, if not Melvin, there are still other Melvin who will be your companion. Remember that! Everyone has a partner! No need to force yourself, no matter what. There is no need to go low to the lowest level, for whatever it is. No need to beg, to be accepted by anyone. What is not meant for you will not be yours. And the opposite will be facilitated.” Lucky's gentle advice was to gently caress the hair of her Princess, who was crying bitterly in her arms.

Oh my God, how was my life after this? Is everything gonna be okay? Do I have to forget Melvin and let him go? What about my life? What if I'm pregnant? Whose baby am I carrying? How'this?  I'm afraid of God, I'm afraid! Oh my God, what should I do? I realized, evil must be avenged with evil. This is the karma I am reaping now. What if Mimih and Daddy knew all this? I'm afraid they're angry! I'm afraid they're throwing me away! I'm afraid of God!

Inner Sandra hugged her Mimih body tightly with fear, against what would happen to her in the future. Question after question haunted his mind, given the dark events that had befallen him.

“Now we eat yuk! Cold hunted rice. Your Daddy's kasian eats himself.” Sandra did not bother inviting Lucky, he was still swept away in his own daydream.

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In one of Surabaya's elite apartments. A man smilingly looked blankly at the bottle of wine in his hand. His smile grew wider, the point he remembered the first meeting with someone who was very memorable in his life.

Who is that beautiful woman? He made the most beautiful impression for the first time in my life. Ahh, that night. I'm really crazy about him.

The man muttered while laughing. He tapped the w*ne bottle slowly onto the table, and went back to drinking his w*ne to the toilet.

I need to find out about that woman. He must be mine! I felt the Jack spot when I was with him. Wrestling with him seemed to ride a roller coaster, making my heart go up and down. That night was really beautiful, she was the most memorable of all the women I slept with.

The man walked towards the room with a staggering body, he was smiling like a madman considering the incident he had done that night.

Ahh, remembering. Makes me miss him! I want to repeat that night. For the first time I made love to a woman as hot as that. Her er#tisnya movement, her face #ntihnya, her smooth body, each ringing in my head. Ahh, I'd go crazy if I didn't find him.

The man laughed while banging on the wall with a laugh. Then he dropped his body into the bed. Then hugged the bolster and kissed him with a smile.

I must have found you!

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