Love Haqiqi

Fragile

Inside the cell, Grace was exposed to a strange disease, her entire body was injured by a scratch from her hand with a festering scar. His condition was very concerning and had to be moved to a cell by himself. And he had attempted suicide several times, but could be failed by the police who stood guard in front of his cell. While Jaslin was the victim of a shooting by Grace, her own grandmother is still in a coma. According to Jackson, the specialist doctor who handles Jaslin as well as his cousin, Atmadja's extended family plans to take him to The University of Tokyo Hospital, Japan. Which is one of the best Hospitals in the world to do treatment, if during this week Jaslin's condition does not develop. And the next news, as well as the news that we are waiting for, tonight the Atmadja family will do a press conference in the hospital Lobby at around 19:00, to be delivered by Andress Atmadja as the eldest son of Gilbert Atmadja.

Melvin's body shook at the news. His gaze was null with a heart beating fast. He did not want to believe the news, but the greatness of the words of the mothers he met and Hanif's speech made his growth weak as if unsteady.

Oh, God, what is Meida? Melvin muttered as he turned his body slowly looking at the television. Her breathing suddenly choked, her eyes suddenly glazed over the Meida re-broadcast that was pushed over the cage towards the ICU room, with a blanket covering up her shoulders, with a pale face as white as cotton. His eyes were closed, with a ventilator attached to his nose.

“Faris, you why Nak?” Ask the ignored Umi Fatimah. Melvin continued to walk closer to the television, stroking the screen while staring with teary eyes at Meida's portrait in a replay.

🎵It turns out I'm not ready yet

🎵Lost thyself

🎵Can't afford to be away from you

🎵Yang is still in my heart

Melvin slid his body to the floor with tears. Her heart was completely broken seeing Meida's condition after her departure.

Meida, I think you're happy there to be with your family. But actually ...

Oh my God, I feel useless. I can't take care of the people I love. Oh my God, what should I be? Slowly strangled Melvin while dropping his head on the floor which was positioned like a person prostrating

🎵God, please enable me

🎵Tuk forget him

🎵All the stories about him made me

🎵S'then remembered the love I used to live in

Buya Hanafi and Umi Fatimah looked at each other. They did not understand the situation that befell Melvin, their hearts were made to wonder and look alternately at the television screen and towards Melvin. Buya Hanafi took the initiative to walk towards Melvin, he raised his head and then leaned against his chest. Buya Hanafi stroked his head that was crying in his arms.

“You why Nak?” Melvin tightened her tears. He was confused what to say, the heart really hurt to see the circumstances experienced by his future wife.

“Buya ... I have to what?” Melvin's grim cry hugged Buya Hanafi's body tightly. Umi Fatimah was still confused, she walked towards Melvin and crouched behind him while stroking his shoulder.

“News slowly. What's up, son? Why did after seeing the news you become like this? What's the matter exactly?” Melvin lifted his head from the arms of Buya Hanafi with tears.

“Buya, what's the news for a long time?” Tanya shook Melvin while biting the back of her hand. Buya looked at his wife and nodded his head.

“This news was there from a week ago Nak.” Honest answer Buya Hanafi who makes Melvin increasingly sobbing hard with a body shaking.

“Buya ... Umi .. the woman ... the woman who lay in the coma ... the woman who was shot was ... is the woman I love so much ... she is my future wife.” Point Melvin with his hands shaking at the television. He was unable to hold his suddenly weak body weight, and he fell back in Buya's arms. Buya Hanafi and Umi Fatimah were again surprised by the words of Melvin, they only learned that the woman in coma was the future wife of her adopted child. Now they know the reason why lately Melvin often cries in the middle of the night, yes .. because he really misses his loved ones.

“What should I do?” Melvin's cry broke. He could not endure his sadness. His world is again dark, beyond darkness when he will be exiled by his family. The sky collapsed again, seeing the condition of the person he loved was not okay. They are fighting against death.

“Faris listen to Buya! This world is like a vast ocean, son, and we are ships sailing in the sea that have many ships wrecked in it. But if our ship's cargo is faith, and the sail is fear, be assured that we will never get lost in this sea of life. Believe in Buya!” Buya Hanafi shook the body of melvin who was bowing his head. He saw clearly the look of despair from the face of his adopted son.

Melvin's soul slumped back, his heart was filled with a lot of fear. The greatest fear, in staying away by the lover of his heart with a promise that has not been fulfilled.

“Buya, I'm afraid she's gone ... I was afraid he left me ... I'm afraid I'll never see his face again ... I'm afraid of Buya! He's there struggling, and I'm here. I want to give up on this life ... She's my strength .. I can't possibly survive if she goes.” Lirih Melvin with a bitter cry. He tried to shake off the fear, but the fear came back to shadow him.

Buya Hanafi again held tightly to Melvin's two shoulders. He couldn't have let Melvin back down like before. He did not want to see his adopted son sad again, his heart was also sad to see the sadness that clearly emanated on his face.

“Son, fear will only make you weak and lose confidence, face that fear and keep going.” Said Umi Fatimah while stroking Melvin's head. Although Melvin was not his biological child, he loved him very much, because his presence was able to treat his loss.

“Any problem that comes is not to drop, but to test how capable you can survive.” Slowly follow Buya Hanafi while stroking his shoulder slowly. His eyes glazed over, feeling the sadness that his adopted Son felt.

“Do not give up! But if you are in a state of despair, keep fighting, even in that state of despair.” Timpal Umi Fatimah while stroking the shoulder of Melvin who was still down.

“Do not fall when you are in the worst situation. God gave it to you, because He wants you stronger than ever Nak.” Buya Hanafi shrunk the corner of his eyes with his sleeves.

With a weak state Melvin raised his head, his face was covered in tears making the people who saw him feel pity.

“But I can't buy it, I can't afford Umi. I really fell! I really lost!” Parau bitter Melvin wiped his rough tears. It shows its fragility side when it comes to Meida's life.

“Thank God if you are already at the lowest point in life, because there is no other choice but to go to the highest point.” Advice Buya Hanafi with his stern face.

“There is no mountain that can not be climbed, no sea that can not wade, no problem that does not find a solution.”

“Son, every problem faced with prayer, there will always be an unexpected way out. Don't surrender! Don't spend your time in a slump.” Melvin stared at Buya Hanafi's face with a pushy look. He tightly clasped his hand.

“Buya .. why exams always come to me. I was trying to be a better human being. My heart nelangsa Buya, why my life is always filled with sadness..” Buya Hanafi looked back at Melvin with a look of pity. He patted Melvin on the shoulder and hugged him.

“Nak ... sadness is just a blurry sheet that is in a book of life, all one has to do is throw it away and replace it with a new sheet.”

“Every soul that is born has actually planted the seeds to be able to reach the peak of life success. However, the seed can never grow well without a fertilizer called courage.” Melvin and Umi Fatimah listened to Buya's words carefully. He tried to digest even though his heart was overwhelmed with a lot of turmoil.

“The most dangerous enemy on top of this world is timid and indecisive. The most loyal friend is only courage and firm conviction.

Believe that! No effort and patience wasted.”  Umi Fatimah chimed in her husband's words with her calm face.

“Nak ... The bird that always sings every morning, it's free without any restrictions. Be like that bird that freely chooses toward happiness or suffering. You deserve to be happy! Achieve that happiness even if it is difficult!” Melvin was silent. Only the sound of his crying was heard, making Buya Hanafi and Umi Fatimah confused about what to do. Buya Hanafi looked up at the ceiling with a bright look.

“Sail and find the mouth of wisdom on the ocean island of love. Beware of being lost in it. All of our voyages are fixed on one estuary of love, which is to get eternal love that is.” The final words of Buya Hanafi immediately stopped Melvin's crying voice. Melvin's gaze nanar, his body felt weak powerless, he also drooped limp in his arms.

“Faris ... Faris ... wake up Nak ... Don't be like this.”

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But the face of the person I love is often present and returns to leave asa

Asa who will either materialize or not

 

I don't know...

What do I think now?

Sometimes there is despair

When I always lose by circumstances

Things that seem to laugh at me

Life that mocked me

 

God, I'm actually tired of this

I'm so tired ...

But what power, life must continue to be lived

Time keeps turning, without being able to go back in time.

 

Here I am ...

Someone who was defeated by time

Someone who was defeated by hope

Someone who was defeated

 

Sometimes I want to scream

Put disappointment on yourself

It's not that I don't want to fight

I always lose and lose

 

Lord, do you provide happiness for me?

Do you still leave that little taste to me?

 

God, do I deserve to be happy?

Do I deserve to have a dream?

God, I'm down!

I'm barricaded!

I'm tied!

I'm hurt!

 

Just so you know!

I was just trying to be happy and grateful to cover up the suffering

(Melvin Nagara)

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