Love Haqiqi

Lose the Start

Rain, can I look at you like this again? Am I going to be okay through the day after this? I hope so, this is the last time I look at you like this in this place.

I think life is full of emptiness. The road I walked was bland. Lord, may my life be better there. May I heal my wounds and find love.

Because I realized, everything needs a process and struggle. There is no struggle without fatigue, even though my body is tired. Because I am sure that after this struggle there will be happiness for me. May time teach me to be more patient waiting for certainty. Treating a wound and presenting a replacement.

Lord, may this sacrifice not be in vain.

Andress murmured while staring out the window, looking at the raindrops that soaked the earth. That afternoon the atmosphere of the cafe was quite quiet, there were only a few people who sat chatting while enjoying a cup of coffee.

Sugeng sonten sedulur kabeh, Suroboyoo area. Still with us here, at 130.7 FM, the radar is Suroboyo.  This afternoon, in the rain that flushed my city of Suroboyo Danar Wijaya accompanied by Amel, a tenan ayu broadcaster from the city of Malang will entertain Sedulur kabeh.

“Sore is our theme what is Mel?”

“Oh well Danar, what a coincidence this afternoon weather anyep-anyep ayem. So the theme that is suitable for this afternoon is Move on, we are special is this theme for friends there who are struggling to rise from a sense of slump, from heartbreak, breakup, breakup, or in staying fit again his dear. Anyway again in nyesek bin maknyuss condition. For those who want to send a message or SMS to friends who are upset, you can immediately send DM to 130.7 FM Radar by Suroboyo people. In wait pajanne!”

“True once Mel. For friends want to request songs, the genre is free well guys. Cross send direct message yes.. Wess we're not waiting. Let's turn around, to accompany your recklessness in this afternoon.”

Andress listened to the radio broadcast that was deliberately played in the cafe carefully. He plays the phone with his ears listening to the focus of the voice as it is attracted while his eyes are still looking out, waiting for the arrival of his younger brother and cousin.

Hey, how are you getting stabbed by the maturation phase? Is your day as you wish? Is your heart and mind a little more distant? Or still stuck in a cycle of pain so painful?

How's it feel? Is it still so stifling? Is it still so exhausting? Do you want to scream, struggling to blame the situation? But still, isn't it? In the end, winning is only a reality.

It's like, we don't deserve a victory. We do not deserve happiness. Because the happy ends will soon disappear, and the sadness will come again.

Still stuck in a pit of despair? Here, hold my hand. Let us face together the bitter sweetness of life.

“Your words wes make me goosebumps Mil, my hair goosebumps like seeing a ghost wkwkwkwk. Kidding Mel, don't be mad. Yoo for you guys who are upset, yuk wake up. Here, we're together. Don't feel lonely, join us. We are also the same again upset, so there is a meeting haha.” The man's voice made Andress smile,

“Danar, our first SMS for today is already logged from. We open yah!”

“From Suram, which is in the corner of the room. I want to request a doang, please play songs because one album is also not papa, to treat my heartbreak. I'm a ghosting victim kak.”

“Hahaha one album, the show was in order. But it's ok we play the song galau well. Itung-itung treats your heart as a victim of ghosting.

Tembang kang kapisan yaiku Blue Tent, saka Desi Ratnasari. Sugeng midhangetaken!”

Andress smiled listening to a song that was very foreign to her, but she enjoyed the lyrics by closing her eyes tapping her feet on the floor until the song was over.

“The next message that comes in is from the candidate of the Body, from Probolinggo. Make the dead reluctant to live unwillingly, especially for the Fisabilillah Singles. Wess I read the nyoo message.

Be busy, so you don't have time to be sad. Be very bodo for things that cannot make you strong. So that the heart is not easily broken, so that the feeling is not easily disappointed. And stop caring about things that don't make yourself better, stop finding out. Because life will be calmer if we do not find out things that we do not need to know.”

“Wissss in his words Danar. Life is better Bodo Amat, so there are not many disputes. Very good his words. To shorten the time because many messages are already in, the next message from Grey. The balloon was knocked out haha.

The less weight we carry, the higher and farther we fly. All the past, disappointment, heartache, please leave it alone. Don't take it flying, so we can fly away.”

Next message from Son Mama, victim of PHP. For the jomss from Sabang to Merauke.

“We always have the opportunity to choose, whatever the choice. So stop being full of drama in this life. Don't like the situation, make new choices, face the risks. Beres!”

“Too many laughs are formed by just pretending. After what is shown is only a cheerful face, in the end the pain will fill the chest niche. No, I don't think it's just pain. But also a vacuum called empty also fills it.”

“God knows you are tired, God knows you are tired, God knows you are strong and God knows better which one is best for you. Be patient first because good things must be there for you.”

Message after message has been read by the radio broadcaster, as if giving positive energy to Andress who is still listening faithfully.

“And this is the last message we read, before this event is over. Sorry, for the unread message, we read it tomorrow. Fixed pantengin 130.7 FM. I am Danar and Amal, saying retreat. See you sedulur.

... Learn from Life,

That many people are unconscious, they give trauma to others. Continue his life quietly, and feel fine without any burden. They don't care that you're depressed, they don't want to know how hard you're going through and how hard you're fighting through it to heal.

Therefore you must love yourself, treat your wounds, limit yourself to those who drain your energy. You have to be strong not for others, but for yourself. Keep growing even though it often collapses, recover from fractures even if you have to, fight to heal even if the trauma is still there.

It's a reason to love yourself, because things can change. Your loved ones leave, friends can betray, jobs can change, close ones suddenly move away. Life is like a wheel, what used to be fine can become a mess

But someone who loves himself, will still fight for him. Because only God and yourself will not leave you no matter what. @Melisalisagara's chat.

Andress stirred up the ice cappucino that was in front of her with a smile,

“It's Definitely Melisa. That fast he got up. I was left behind start by him.” Kekeh Andress sipped his coffee.

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“Against what By? Why are your eyes red?” Meida asked as she sat beside her focused husband staring at his phone with reddened eyes. Melvin showed me his phone screen so his wife could see what he was watching.

“Yang this,” Melvin back play the video he just saw,

If you have money in your wallet, you can go anywhere you want. You are the 18% rich man on this earth.

If you are alive and well today, you are the luckiest of the millions who could not survive this week and die.

If you can actually read and understand this message. You are more fortunate than 3 billion people on this earth who are blind, dead or illiterate.

Life is not just about complaining. Life is about thousands of other reasons to be grateful and happy.

Are you grateful?

Ustadz asked with a smile.

Meida looked at her husband with a smile, then returned to give her husband a cell phone.

“Maa Shaa Allah.” Melvin nodded his head. He took his cell phone and hugged his wife from the side.

“Maa Shaa Allah really. We have to be very grateful, baby. Check out Ustadz's other video!” Meida looked back at the phone her husband was holding. Then look at the screen to see a short snippet of the next study from Ustadz that they often see on television.

We know our worship is still a mess, our salary is still chaotic, the things we do not do, the command of God we ignore.

The world seems to have attracted us, we are drifting in a temporary love of the world. Even very brave to do prostitution and delay repentance.

Sorry, Oh God. Your servant really doesn't know himself. Always wanted thy heaven, but the love of his heart was earthly not the Divine.

Meida's eyes suddenly clouded the Ustadz study and stared at her husband's face from the side with sadness.

Oh God, I am ashamed. I am really ashamed...

Even when being hypocritical, there are still people who consider themselves good. Even when lying there are still humans who judge themselves to be honest.

Realize that people's views are Your mercy and reproof. You know better, O God, that I am not as good as others think. I'm not as honest as they think.

I was embarrassed and realized ...

How very good you are to me ...

I love you so much even though I disappoint you so often.

Inner Meida while looking at her husband inside. Melvin rubbed his wife's face with a smile,

“Remember me, if I'm wrong. Lead me if I'm misguided. Hold tightly my hand, to always walk to lead you to his Jannah.” Meida leaned her body against her husband's body while smiling.

“Aamiin darling. Keep guiding me! Say things you don't like about me, if it's for our good. I won't get mad, I'll be happy to fix it.” Melvin held his wife from behind by kissing her head repeatedly.

“By, you know not? What is a lucky woman like?” Melvin shook his head while playing with his wife's hair by rolling up to his forefinger. Meida put her position aside, then stroked her husband's face with a smile.

“A lucky woman is not a woman who gets a rich husband and can live a luxurious life. However, the lucky woman is the woman who gets Sholeh's husband and is responsible for life in the world and the hereafter. Like you By.” Melvin smiles by kissing his wife's face.

“Aamiin. May I realize your wish dear.”

“You want these Quotes, baby? There will come a time when you will find someone who makes you want to keep improving in order to be better, to be more deserving, to be someone who is right for him. Without asking, but the will itself. That's me after meeting you.” Melvin said with a big smile staring at the love of his wife's face. Meida kissed her husband's lips briefly and then stroked his face again.

“Good and bad man, it's doomed. But the decision for good or bad, man himself determines. Thank you for changing By.”

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White is not always beautiful, black is not necessarily dirty. Because the white of the shroud is scary, while the mosquito net of the Kaaba is pleasant.

Remember, this life ...

Between Yellow Janur and Yellow Flag

Between Wedding Dresses and Shroud

Between Invitation Letter and Headstone

Between Qolbitu and Innalilahi Wa Innailaihi Raji’un

Between KUA and TPU

Between You and the Angel Izrail.

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