Love for santriwati
Disappointed feeling
Time passed and when morning came, I made haste to take a bath and prepare for the campus which was a good distance away from the cottage dormitory. The time will come to give me the letter I wrote all night.
I hope the letter will be answered sooner than I write it. The sense of impatience to meet with him who is the angel of heaven continues to shadow himself. Eating alone does not taste too delicious because it is always the thought of its graceful face that has broken the concentration in education. But I knew that this was God's wonderful plan, I knew that behind this there was all this incredible beauty.
After finishing the bath and preparing the needs for college. I rushed out of my room, put on my shoes and went to college. Wearing my beloved campus alma mater, I finally walked alone to the campus hoping to see my bidadar from the street and greet him and then give a letter that from last night was ready to be given to Halimah.
After exiting the dormitory courtyard I looked towards her class Halimah, where I first saw her. But when it also came a sense of disappointment, I did not see the figure of an angel in his class. I just saw an empty class with no one there. I also did not see any lessons at the school, absolutely no activities there,
"What happened in this school until there was no teaching and learning activities" I murmured in my heart because I was disappointed not to see the figure of a woman with an angel named Halimah,
"Holiday may be, ah come, why the hell should I be this disappointed is not I who was never disappointed in anything. It's not that I'm a nobody, ah what's wrong with me to the point that I feel so disappointed like this" I continued mengedumel in my heart.
I continued my journey until I arrived at college. I still feel disappointed, the shadow of his face that always makes me want to see it as if it makes me feel worse for now.
"Hyapo kowe daydreams ae ** (you why daydream)" asked Alif to me,
"Rapopo*** (it's okay)" I replied hiding my current feelings for Alif,
"The thought of wong wedok kui the most (the thought of the girl the most)" continued Alif while grinning
"De'e holiday***, but calm ae*** kanko de'e mrene kok (she's off**, but relax she'll be here later), jare kangen karo kowe *** (he said he misses you) hahahahahah" Alif mocked me as he pleased,
"Denan po ra kon***, I know you're sure ro you, kowe the most (seriously what you are not***, I don't trust you, you're lying the most)" my answer is not to believe Alif who often jokes with me,
"Your ra percoyo yo wes, kon delok'en dewek is, iku de'e ro koncone (if you don't believe it, you see for yourself, it's his friend)" alif pointed out to the outside of the campus,
I immediately looked at the direction that Alif showed me, I saw the figure of the angel was talking a bit seriously with his friend,
"Oh god she is so charming, so beautiful" I murmured in my heart with a big smile because I was happy to see the dream woman in my heart,
"Eh*** don't have to smile yourself too, there samperin him, I keep sending greetings to his friends yes" Alif continued as if he knew what else I was thinking,
"Don't want me not your regional child, later there even I have to brush the same ustadz" I replied seriously to Alif,
"You're the one who was there, I kept sending greetings and I also tipped this paper yes" I continued to Alif while giving a letter that I had written all night,
"OK ***, you don't want to go out to the cafeteria, do you copy that ?" Ask Alif to me,
"I also want to go to this cafeteria I want to smoke there, while making my usual kayak coffee" I replied,
"Wait for me yes, I went there first to give a love letter to Halimah from the Angel without wings, hahahahaha" led Alif to me then directly walked towards Halimah,
"Hi brother Aldi" he said to me with a sweet smile on his cheek that always makes me drift in the sea of love,
"Hi too" I replied smilingly, and that was what I always expected when I met Halimah.
I continued my journey to the campus cafeteria,
"oh god she is so sweet when she smiles again, she always makes me feel like I'm in real happiness in this theatrical life" I thought to myself,
Arriving at the cafeteria, I immediately ordered a glass of my favorite black coffee from a long time ago,
"Mom, the black coffee is one but not too sweet, ma'am" I said ordering my favorite drink from the owner of the campus cafeteria,
"Yes in, I already memorized the coffee you like" replied Ms. Nur while taking a pot of water cooking place to then immediately mix my order black coffee,
"Yes ma'am" I said to Nur's mother, taking out a pack of cigarettes from my alma mater's pocket and then immediately taking out a stick for me to light.
In enjoying the suction of cigarettes and still imagined the beautiful face of Halimah plus steeping her sweet smile came Alif while taking my cigarette and sitting near me,
"Udah**, he said hello back to you ***" Alif told me,
"Yes Lif thank you" I told Alif,
"So I asked for his friend Di's number, fortunately he held Di's phone, otherwise it could be letters-suratan like you I, hehehehehe" Alif said while joking to me,
"Hehehehe, it was just an ordinary Lif paper, not a letter, just a poem" I told Alif,
Not long after that my order black coffee was finished by Bu Nur, who,
"It's In your coffee pesenan is ready to drink" said Bu Nur acting like a restaurant waiter,
"Yes ma'am, thank you ma'am" I said
"Mom I order iced tea ya ma'am" Alif told Nur,
"Yes Alif, but pay yes" replied Nur to Alif while mocking Alif who liked to owe Bu Nur a lot,
"Hahahahaha" we also laughed because of the nosy act of Bu Nur mocked Alif,
Then we continued drinking coffee and iced tea, while waiting for the lecturer to come to continue the lecture today, and most importantly I did not feel disappointed anymore because my letter had been given by Alif. Yes, although I am still worried that my letter is not read by him and I only hope that the letter is read by Halimah and not too long he replied to the letter. Right now I just want to imagine her graceful face earlier as a smile greeted me.
