Love for santriwati

A bundle of wishful thinking with Halimah

days change, time passes quickly my race towards the figure of a graceful woman like an angel growing up. I hope I am only with her even though I do not know what the end of a story like this will be like. it looks like today will be a perfect day if today I express a feeling that has long been buried in this chest.

"i'll try to express this feeling to Halimah" I thought to myself, in my heart,

"yes at least I can be relieved if it has been revealed that my inner tormenting sense"

"even if he can't accept me to be special at least I can let him love his choice" I continued in my heart.

without too long I thought, I took out a book for me to write a letter to Halima that I would fill with expressions of my taste that wished my love to be accepted by the graceful woman.

"cityafrank .

what's the news MAH , are you okay, it feels like we haven't met in this letter. directly yes Mah, Mah, from the first moment I saw you from a distance you have lulled this heart with the gentleness of your smile, you, if I make a poem, then a thousand poems will never run out to describe the beauty of your smile every time I look at you. love feels enthroned in the soul and has been beautifully painted your graceful name nan it. In my chest is only longing for you, in my mind is only the shadow of your smile, in my mind, my days are accompanied only by your shadow, so that my race is growing. In this letter I ask you whether the taste is on you or not, if there is no 'it's okay, at least I'll let you love your choice because that's how I can be happy even if you're not with me. Halimah, the graceful woman who has cradled my heart, allow me to desire you, will you accompany my empty days with your presence as my lover, will you be a special woman in this heart.want you to be with me in love of simple love.If you will then reply this letter with a beautiful ink stroke as beautiful as your face, rub ink as soft as your smile that teases my love.

I wish you could read this letter and what I hope for the most is the return for me.

thank you Halimah for coming with perfect love,

wassalamu'alaikum".

...And in the end the love letter to Halimah is finished and I will give it to her through her best friend in the boarding school, Rika. I hope this feeling is unknown to Alif because I don't want Alif to harass me constantly....

... I hope this will be a news that is unknown to anyone including Alif and other friends at the cottage, moreover, this is a matter of Love because this will be a secret that I will keep inside. today the time passed quickly I saw from a distance where I was sitting alone precisely under a shady tree, there were Aliyah madrasah children scattering the sign of the time to rest in the beginning, I saw there Halimah was chatting with Rika's sidekick. I don't know what they're talking about so they look like they're so happy while I'm here worried about the letter I'm going to give to Halimah, I see from a distance the smiles of both of them are very beautiful when viewed....

"oh god her smile is so beautiful, so charming it feels" I muttered alone in the crowd

"yes, brother, what's wrong ?" rika replied as she walked over to me,

"there is something I want to give to Halima" I continued to Rika,

"what sis," Rika asked me after she was near me,

"this is ka, there is my letter to her, but don't tell anyone yes, Ka" I said as I gave a scratch to the heart I had prepared from earlier.

"wow, what a letter sister, a love letter yes sis" led Rika on me,

"hehehehe, don't tell anyone yes" I said with a gentle smile towards Halima who was waiting for Rika to return,

"yes, sister, I will tell Halimah" Rika told me,

"i went back there first, sister," continued Rika while waving and smiling towards Halimah,

"okay, thank you Ka" I said thank Rika who was willing to help me give my Letter to Halimah.

I hope this journey of love does not stop here because I have already loved a woman with grace like an angel who descended on the island of heaven, born in the name of Halimah.

Love so passionate that I have dissolved into the depths of the sea of longing that increasingly torments me if I do not express this taste.at least today I can breathe a sigh of relief because I have expressed this taste, I have expressed this feeling, even though waiting for the answer is very boring and makes the heart even more crowded. Today I will continue to start by going to the stall to order coffee and enjoy it with a few suction cigarettes that I hope can make me think more calmly while waiting for the answer.