Love for santriwati
restless and restless
time passed and dusk had arrived, it meant it was time to start the afternoon activities until the night had begun. Just as usual afternoon activities start from the Qur'an then practice before the Maghrib adhan then najai Al-Qur'an continues to be continued with prayer isya' meramaah, and the last one before the break is the halaqoh to deepen the interpretation of the quran.
After completing a series of direct activities the students queue to take the rations that have been provided by the cottage.as well as other friends tonight before going to bed, I took the time to chat while enjoying a glass of coffee and a few cigarettes.
Somehow my feeling tonight feels so hot not because to talk to friends just I feel uncomfortable, it feels like I want to sit alone in the silence of the night. After a long time chatting with my friends I immediately went up to the top floor of my room with a cup of coffee that did not feel good while below.
After arriving at a place where I could enjoy this night alone, I immediately sat on the chair that was always on this top floor. I sat down accompanied by the night breeze that felt piercing to my chest. I lit up a cigarette from below. In the middle of my cigarette suction I suddenly remembered the figure of the girl I saw this morning.
"oh god what happened to me, I remembered her so graceful face" my inner heart.
if only I could have it to make my wife how wonderful life is. In my imagination I would love to marry her Now but it's all impossible because I myself still want to continue my studies and I don't want to disappoint the people I care about. But on the other hand I want to have it, though,
again I sat down in my heart, "oh god how do I get her while she is so beautiful and graceful".
"oh my god, there must be a lot of guys who like him, how could he like me".
I don't know what I'm going to do to get it and worse I'm not so sure he's going to like me an ordinary guy who goes to college because of the relatively light fees here.
"ah tonight I'm thinking she keeps on anyway, I shouldn't have thought of her anyway I promised myself not to date let alone marry until I graduated college" I murmured.
It didn't feel like the time was 01:00 and I immediately rushed to the room again to sleep and when dawn came at least I could wake up, I thought. after arriving at my room I immediately fell down and closed my eyes, but still my mind could not always imagine the beautiful face of the angel of heaven this afternoon.
Seeing me who was back and forth and unable to sleep Alif and Grace immediately asked me,
"kowe nyapo, *** ra iso turu ta (you why, can't you sleep anyway) ?" ask mercy to me
"wong wedok sing ayu want the most hahahahahahah (remember the most beautiful girl)" said Alif meredek me who actually continues to remember her face is graceful and beautiful like a celestial angel.
"where did I remember that girl Lif"
"don't know how upset my mind was" I replied as if hiding my true feelings for Alif and Grace,
"just say if you think about the girl again so you can't sleep" said Alif who continued to tease me.
" no lif I it's just the thought of the house because it's short again we want a vacation right" I keep trying to slip from the ledgean Alif.
"keep going, you want to come back this year" said Rahmat
"or not gini (smile)" Alif as if there will be an idea for me
"this is how" said me and Grace at the same time
"cieeee compact really,heheheh" Alif mocked again because me and Arif talk simultaneously.yes, Alif is a bit of a whimper who likes to just mop up people.
"so gini, you don't have to go home. You come with me to the island of Bali, to my house" said Alif who looks serious about the challenge.
" then there we can go to the beach you like, pandawa beach, how ?" ask Alif to me, please,
"i'm okay-okay than staying here yeah no !" I said that it was serious time.
"i also follow this means" said Grace
"later to eat, cigarettes, road fees, the same food there I pay" said Alif
" if I don't have to pay for the cost that is important to eat and sleep there is a place" said Rahmat,
"well, if I can only buy cigarettes for us there" I said,
"i'm here because I'm here with you" I said again
"just be calm about it, the most important thing is that you can meet your dear angel, hahahahaha" said Alif who again, again and again mocked me.
"ah ah I want to go to sleep later to wake up at three" said Rahmat,
"i was also very sleepy because I laughed earlier" said Alif,
"you go to sleep first" said I who was laying down my body
They both fell on the bed and seemed to fall asleep. While I was also lying down even though I could not sleep,
"ah I want to take ablution first buar can directly sleep" my inner.
I got up straight from my rabbahan and headed for whudu. When I finished whudu I went straight back to the room and fell back. Because I was so sleepy I fell asleep.
