Love for santriwati

The miss that makes the

My nights were filled with a longing that I had no idea when it would end. Such great love made me even more claustrophobic withholding that longing. Don't I want this to happen to me any time soon, I want my lecture to be completed on time without anyone being able to get in the way. It seems that love will be a tremendous barrier in my education which is currently still relatively smooth, even so now my mind is only focused on women with angel who have overcome my educational determination.

I don't know when this will happen to me, whether it will stop at the point where I stop loving her or if I will continue like this until I graduate,

"Oh my god I didn't know this would happen until when, I wanted him but I still wanted my education to be completed without any hindrance. I don't want me to fail in my education"

"Lord, give me your lead, I don't know what I'm supposed to do God, right now I'm stuck in a difficult situation to choose"

"What should I do, he sent me a letter, I want to reply to him but I'm afraid this continues, but I miss him so much in this heart" I thought to myself.

The turmoil that has continued to this day and I am very sure that this will continue because I am very sure that my love for him has been too great for the woman berasadari, especially if he is a person who comes from the island of Bali that I dream of so much to meet him on my journey to find a speck of knowledge, the island I call the island paradise whose beauty can not match him.

"Fight Aldi, you can't lose anything, get an education and get his love as fast as you can" I muttered optimistically getting everything even though I knew it would be hard.

I started thinking about replying to the letter, writing the letter is not as easy as typing a message via a mobile phone on a chat application that is being loved by humans today. I began to think of the right words in order to take her heart. I want her to smile happily reading love letters from me. Hopefully it can happen and I get the love of an angel like Jaka Tarub and Nawang Wulan in a colossal story that I used to watch when I was in Junior High School uniform. In the story, it can be imagined how beautiful it is to live side by side and spend time together with women in angel.

I was really dissolved in a weird and complicated love story, though, being trapped in a sea of love is sometimes hard to get out of and worse, this is the first time I've really loved a woman. And this is for me really weird. I who was indifferent to women now even stuck in a love that I myself do not know whether this love will be reciprocated or just a mere wishful thinking. But I sincerely love him even though there will be a lot of pain in the deepest corners of the heart. I know that loving means being ready to accept pain that I have never felt before. Ah, I don't know if it all just happened, it all seemed to be testing my heart. The weight of this longing and love made me tired but I did not want to stop loving her even though now I love her in silence and only I and God know this moment. I believe God's plan is beautiful by meeting me with that woman. Truly she is the dream woman of every man because of her charming face. It is difficult to get a female idol of men, moreover, there are so many handsome and cool men from the area and she is a very easy woman to get along with and this makes it difficult for days even I often daydream myself lately. The excitement that I have not been able to break her chain because I always miss wanting to see her graceful face that is very charming. Finally I decided to return a letter from him and started writing it while thinking about the right and beautiful words for the angel of heaven from the island of heaven.

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi. Sorry to disturb you deck, I just want to establish a friendship with you deck, honestly I'm really happy to know you, I'm, I'm happy to be able to make a story by getting to know a woman with an angel like you. You look so beautiful and so beautiful. I've never met a woman like you and it's a wonderful gift from God. This may be too much for you but it is the original form of my admiration for the god who created his mind and the most special after it was created the angel was revealed on the island of heaven and our meeting was also on the ground paradise. This is not just a deck. This is my admiration that I can only write through a white paper. This makes me always imagine your graceful face that is so pulling my mind into the shadows of yourself. Thanks for the same familiarity I deck. Nice to know you. (Aldi)"

After a while I wrote and thought the words for a letter and excerpted my admiration for him, finally I fold the paper and I put my pocket in my suit and I'll give it to the woman tomorrow morning. I am not patient enough to meet him tomorrow and love the letter, hoping that it will be answered by him so that I will be quicker to express my feelings. Yes, although it was only the first letter I sent to her, I was happy and I revealed what I felt to the woman to familiarize myself with the angelic woman who descended on the island of heaven.