Love for Khalisa

Chapter 91

Since the trip home from Irsyad hospital just silent to make Khalisa feel awkward, Khalisa sure Irsyad disappointed him, Khalisa, Khalisa still did not get the right reason to convince Irsyad not to misunderstand him, Irsyad who was angry would not want to understand him, Khalisa regretted that he had ignored this, he said, he should have talked to Irsyad at the right time, now all Khalisa can do is apologize.

After returning home, Irsyad immediately entered the room without a single word coming out of his mouth, seeing Khalisa immediately following Irsyad's steps despite feeling a little afraid, he said, although Irsyad did not ask but Khalisa believes Irsyad needs answers from him.

"i'm sorry". Khalisa said, not daring to look at Irsyad.

" for what?". said Irsyad coldly.

"i'm guilty of making my own decisions without telling you".

Irsyad stared intently at Khalisa, "all has happened, what can I do now, sorry you will not change anything.

hearing Irsyad's words, Khalisa realized that this time Irsyad was really angry with him, it's only natural that Irsyad behaved like that because he was too much to make Irsyad hurt and disappointed, now that Khalisa touched on what he had to do to quell Irsyad's anger, could it be that Irsyad would forgive him and give him a chance to fix things as Irsyad used to?

"why don't you ask me why I'm doing all this". Khalisa said nervously.

" i don't want to add to my heart, I'm disappointed enough".

"you really don't want to hear my reason, does that mean you don't want to give me a chance".

" it is better now to just walk like running water, as you once told me". said Irsyad out of his room, into the bathroom leaving Khalisa alone with his sadness.

Only now that Khalisa saw the other side of an Irsyad, Khalisa never imagined if Irsyad's anger would be so terrible, it turns out that living with Irsyad all this time did not make him know Irsyad well, Khalisa thought Irsyad would understand and understand him.

Disillusioned with Irsyad's attitude, Khalisa entered the room he once occupied with Alika, maybe now is not the right time, he will return to talk to Irsyad if Irsyad's heart is calm.

Despite trying to close his eyes, in fact Khalisa's eyes still staring at the ceiling above his room, he still thinks about the problem with Irsyad at this time, Khalisa felt that problems were always present in his life, he said, can't he live happily?

Irsyad's voice was not heard at all, there was only silence from Irsyad's room, could it be that Irsyad had fallen asleep? it feels that Khalisa misses Irsyad so much, usually when he can not sleep, Irsyad will hug him tightly to make himself sleep soundly.

Not feeling tears begin to trickle from the corners of his eyes, Khalisa remembered with his sweet memories with Irsyad, because his carelessness now his relationship with Irsyad is at stake, can he again feel the warmth of Irsyad?how long will Irsyad be cold to him?

Khalisa who just wanted to sleep, accidentally heard a noise from outside his room, lazily Khalisa woke up and peeked from the door slit that he deliberately opened a little, but he was very happy, he saw that the Irsyad who had looked neat was trying to open the door, it seemed like Irsyad would go out, somewhere he would go in the middle of the night like this? Khalisa who was curious was eager to ask, but he was afraid that Irsyad would ignore him again, Khalisa could only lay himself back on the bed, letting Irsyad go without saying goodbye to him.

The dark day has changed light, the sound of swinging has been heard interlinking, the day is morning but Irsyad has not returned since last night, Khalisa who is worried can not sleep all night, but Irsyad has not returned since last night, continue to wait for Irsyad's return with an unreasonable feeling, where exactly did Irsyad go? Khalisa can only surmise without knowing the exact whereabouts of Irsyad today, wherever Irsyad is, Khalisa hopes he will be fine.

Amidst his daydream, the sound of Khalisa's phone ringing aloud, Khalisa thought that if Irsyad had contacted him, seeing the screen of his phone turned out to be even Nova's name listed, making Khalisa immediately not excited, lazily Khalisa raised a call from Nova, even though he was not feeling the taste to speak.

Khalisa:"sorry I'm eating again, what's the matter.

Nova: "the question is your best friend, so you can't ignore me again next time.

Khalisa could only take a deep breath, this time he did not want to be involved in a debate with anyone including Nova.

Nova:"why just be quiet".

Khalisa: "nothing".

Nova:"lo again there's the same problem Irsyad?"

Khalisa: "no, I'm just tired of it". Khalisa replied lying, because he was too embarrassed to tell Nova the problem this time, he was afraid Nova would also blame him.

Nova: "seriously lo again no problem, although I can not see your face but your voice can not lie to me".

Khalisa:"yeah I'm not lying really, elo aja sotoy basis". elak Khalisa

Nova :"okay, no problem if you do not want to tell me the same story, btw lo same Irsyad want to come along, I'm the same Dayu want to watch, at all double date like fun deh".

for a moment Khalisa was silent, stopping back when he and Irsyad went to watch together for the first time, where love began to bloom between them, it felt like Khalisa wanted to be able to return to that time again.

Nova :"woy....lo sleep well, asked why even keep quiet, how do you want to come along?".

Khalisa: "sorry I can't get my schedule in today's afternoon".

Nova:"duh very dear well we so can not double date, ok papa next time we certainly can double date".

I don't know....Khalisa seemed unsure to make a sound, in fact he also really hopes his relationship and Irsyad can improve again and can double date as Nova said.

After ending his conversation with Nova, Khalisa again sad to think of Irsyad, if Nova does not know his quarrel with Irsyad means Dayu also does not know it, that means last night Irsyad did not sleep at Dayu's house, then where did Irsyad not come home all night?instantly negative thoughts haunt Khalisa's head, making his anxiety increase.

In the midst of his loneliness Khalisa still expects Irsyad's return, he even deliberately sat down to observe the road in front of him, hoping that the figure he longs for will appear, he said, despite having waited for hours but his hope of seeing Irsyad had to be dashed.

Waiting is the most annoying thing but not being able to see you makes me lose my mind.....