Love for Khalisa

Chapter 86

Khalisa looked at the face of the man in front of him who was sleeping fast, Irsyad's face looked so calm that Khalisa's heart felt comfortable when he saw it.

Quietly at this time Khalisa was standing outside Irsyad's room whose door was slightly open, Khalisa could not close his eyes even though the day was late, he still thought of the Sultan's words, he still thought, maybe the Sultan's words are all right but unfortunately Khalisa thinks if he can't be as loud as the Sultan, everyone can't be equated they have their own dose, respectively, if the Sultan is strong then it does not mean that others must be as strong as him.

Khalisa saw Irsyad who was restless in his sleep, slowly Khalisa who was standing near the door began to approach Irsyad, to make sure if Irsyad was fine, Irsyad's body looked shivering, and Irsyad was shivering, Khalisa who was worried immediately put his hand on Irsyad's forehead, Irsyad also began to be tempted to call Alika's name.

"your body parts are very hot". Khalisa said in a panic.

Khalisa immediately took water and a small towel to compress Irsyad's forehead, he felt guilty to Irsyad, surely because he Irsyad became sick, he felt guilty, Irsyad should not have forced himself to be hit by rain to pick him up when he came home from work.

Irsyad began to open his eyes that look cute, he smiled hoping that Khalisa would not feel anxious again to see him.

" are you okay, what if we go to the clinic 24 hours only". Khalisa said worriedly watching the clock has shown at 01.00 in the morning, which is not good enough, it would be difficult to find a drug store around his house that is still open.

Irsyad chuckled at Khalisa's panic, "remember my dear, I'm fine, you don't have to worry". said Irsyad, whose heart was delighted to see Khalisa still cared for him.

"whether it's okay, your body is so hot, it's all my fault, sorry".

" why are you blaming yourself?" ask Irsyad wonder.

"you're sick because you were in the rain when you picked me up".

" no but it's my own fault, maybe because I forgot to eat, I just had breakfast today, so it makes my immune system weak.

"why did you forget to eat?".

" just like you, don't you often forget to eat".

"of course it's not the same, I'm not forgetting but just not having an appetite".

" what's the difference between not eating". ledek Irsyad.

"sorry I'm too busy thinking about myself to not pay attention to you.

Khalisa again remembered the Sultan's words, now he understood that not only he was injured because of the loss of Alika, but Irsyad was also as hurt as he was, if Irsyad just wanted to understand himself why he had been so selfish, he did not appreciate Irsyad who was still at his side who always faithfully accompanied him, if you have lost then later regretted having wasted it, from now on Khalisa promised if he would no longer be swept away in grief, he said, not that he wanted to forget Alika just that he wanted to make Alika the most beautiful memories of his life as Sultan said, had enough tears that he let out, he did not want to be sad anymore and ignore his life again, he must get back up and pursue his dream hoping that Alika is proud to have a mother like him, even though they are no longer together.

" why are you daydreaming?" reprimand Irsyad

Instead of answering Khalisa, he hugged Irsyad and shed tears.

"sorry all this time I've been very selfish, but I know for sure you also feel very lost Alika".

" you don't have to apologize because I understand your sadness, I'm the one who should apologize because I failed to make you and Alika happy".

"everything may have been fate so we don't have to blame each other anymore".

Irsyad who was happy because Khalisanya had returned did not stop kissing every inch of Khalisa's face and also kissed Khalisa's red lips.

" thank you because I don't have to feel like I'm losing you again". Irsyad clutched Khalisa's body tightly.

Khalisa was happy because he could see a happy smile on the handsome face of Irsyad.he had suffered enough to lose Alika, he did not want to lose Irsyad as well as the one he loved.

" what?".

"i haven't seen a smile on your pretty face". Irsyad's tease.

" you scare me, I guess what".

"your smile is very important to me, so you can't ignore it, smile for me often".

" i don't want to".

"why, a smile is worship".

" i don't want my teeth to dry with too many smiles.

"yes if you don't want to smile it's okay, but don't refuse to play ball with me".

" do you not sane want to play ball jam this way, after all you are still not feeling well, better go back to sleep, outside is also still drizzling".

" i don't mean football, but playing another ball in bed".

Khalisa who began to understand Irsyad's intentions felt embarrassed, making his face red.

"don't think your ass is sick" Khalisa said, trying to find a reason to refuse.

" if I play football with you I will definitely recover, I promise only one goal".

Khalisa seemed to think before finally nagging resigned, basic man when sick still had time to think perverted.

Irsyad felt so passionate, it felt like for a long time he did not feel the warmth of Khalisa, the cold night they passed with love, complement each other's emptiness, treat the feeling of longing in their hearts.

The exhausted Khalisa and Irsyad regulated their breathing to be more regular, they had finished playing mattress ball, it was time for them to rest, with the spoiled Khalisa sleeping while hugging Irsyad.

"creds, kriuk".

" are you hungry?". asked Khalisa who heard the voice from Irsyad's stomach.

The embarrassed Irsyad could only smile clumsyly.

"let me make you some fried rice".

" no need, you just sleep, you must be tired". rejected Irsyad who did not want to trouble Khalisa.

"i'm not tired, you wait a minute, I'll be right back". Khalisa said.

Khalisa really felt stupid, why could he forget to prepare a meal for Irsyad, as the wife he felt behind this he had neglected to carry out his obligations, thank God he had a husband like Irsyad who was very understanding, Khalisa who does not want to make Irsyad wait too long immediately process white rice into 'special fried rice full of love'.

Because we sometimes forget that we still have something valuable, never regret something that has been lost and cannot return, because all of that will only make you look stupid, he said, be the moon even without the stars it still looks shining, although it is dark around it still gives light to everyone.