Love for Khalisa

Chapter 83

Loss is a painful word, sometimes it can make a person completely destroyed, make the body and soul shaken, very sick but can only be felt but can not be seen, he said, when lost there will only be memories that sometimes will be regretted but can no longer be repaired.

After Alika's funeral, Khalisa took care of everything, he could not hold back his tears that kept falling, it was like a nightmare that he had to lose Alika, why did fate always play tricks on his life? when she was not ready to become a mother, suddenly Alika was present in her womb, Khalisa felt sorry because he had once thought of wanting to abort his womb but because of an Irsyad he could get through a difficult time, and the presence of Alika long ago made him realize how beautiful it is to be a mother, now when he loves Alika so much and wants to improve everything, build a happy little family with Irsyad and Alika he must accept this harsh reality, his little family will no longer be perfect without Alika.

Irsyad could only look at Khalisa from where he stood, he did not want to show his sadness in front of Khalisa, even though he had tried hard to toughen up but his great sadness in defeating his male instincts, he also could not hold back his tears seeing Alika who he loved so much that he had to bury himself with his hands, the hand he usually always used to hold Alika, the hand that did not stop stroking Alika's hair, Alika, the hand that always fed Alika, the hand that was always anxious when he saw Alika's face, now the hand will no longer be able to do everything, now can only clench to hold back the sorrow that he felt.

"patient bro, you have to get through all this, I know you are sad but you have to be strong, at this time Khalisa needs lo".

" thank you for letting me know".

Irsyad walked over to Khalisa, he rubbed his face so that there was no more sadness on his face, Irsyad gently stroked Khalisa's hair, tidied Khalisa's hair a little messy, he gave a warm hug to Khalisa.

"i'm here, you'll be fine".

Khalisa increasingly unable to contain his sadness, he returned Irsyad's embrace tightly, hoping to calm him down.

" Alika.why can you give Alika back for me".

"my dear please calm down, Alika will be sad if you see you like this".

" i wouldn't be able to live without Alika".

"i believe you can definitely get through this, you're a strong woman".

" how can a mother be strong without her child".

"i'm sure you can".

everyone who came seemed moved to pay attention to Khalisa and Irsyad, they all felt sympathetic to their situation, Nova, Dayu and Sultan also could not hide their sadness at seeing Khalisa who was very hit, and they were very sad, although they are eager to entertain Khalisa but they prefer to give space for Irsyad to be with Khalisa.

On the other hand, Kanya who usually does not care about Khalisa, today took the time to come to Khalisa's house, unlike usual who always hated Khalisa today Kanya feels kasian see Khalisa's state, Khalisa, there is a feeling of guilt because all this time as Alika's only aunt, she was always indifferent to Alika, never greeted Alika apalgi invite her to play, her hatred for Khalisa made her blind to affection, and her love for her, he regretted that he should have set aside his hatred for Khalisa and not come to hate his nephew, Alika was not guilty at all but why it was Alika who had to bear everything, until death had to pick him up too, too, in the depths of his heart, Kanya apologizes to Alika, he really hopes Alika can hear it.

"are you okay?" reprimand Malvin who saw Kanya daydreaming.

"well, I feel like if I'm an evil aunt to Alika, I hope Alika will forgive me".

" why can you talk like that". said Malvin tangent because all this time Kanya never told about her family.

"because all this time I really hated Kak'Khalisa, because of him I had to go to boarding school, and therefore I never liked Alika, I never even reprimanded her".

" why should hate Khalisa, do not look at the negative side, see the positive is not because Khalisa finally we can meet the dormitory".

"well, you're right, I've been selfish all this time, feeling that I suffer the most when Kak'Khalisa suffers more from me".

Malvin smiled, he hoped that the relationship between Kanya and Khalisa could improve again, hopefully Kanya will change into more mature.

Accompanied by Malvin Kanya approached Khalisa who was still crying in Irsyad's arms.

" kak'Khalisa". call Kanya hesitant.

Khalisa raised his face which had just bowed sadly, Khalisa's eyes looked cramped, his face dull not as bright as usual, Kanya could not bear to see the state of Khalisa that looked so chaotic, and the, he hugged Khalisa who was no longer in Irsyad's arms, immediately his hatred disappeared somewhere? Kanya also just found out about Arion from her Mama, she really does not know if Khalisa's been suffering all this time, she thinks Khalisa has been living happily with Irsyad all this time over his suffering, he said, now that she understands why Khalisa is so worried about her and forbids her from dating, she is ashamed of Khalisa even though he hates her but Khalisa still cares about her and loves her.

"forgive Kanya". said Kanya who could no longer speak.

" now Alika's gone from my life".

"kak'Khalisa must be strong now there is Kanya with sister". Kanya entertained Khalisa moved and returned to tears.

" i'm so sorry, I hope you can get through this difficult time".

"thank you bro". said Irsyad.

From a distance Anjana and Kevin who have since noticed they are also happy to see Khalisa and Kanya who are currently at peace, Anjana has long missed the laughter of her two daughters, although Anjana was curious about the man who came with Kanya, but she thought this time was not the right time to ask her.

" i'm sorry, Kak'Khalisa, but I have to go back to the dormitory because I have an exam".

"i also said goodbye to having to take Kanya back to the dorm".

" you're careful on the road". Khalisa said.

"well, Kak'Khalisa also take good care of your brother".

Khalisa can only look at Kanya's departure, there is happiness stored in his heart because now his relationship with Kanya has improved, he said, It turns out true said people if behind the sadness we feel there will be another happiness that will come to us, but why should we grieve first if we want to be happy? maybe so that we can learn to appreciate the happiness that is only temporary, because the time that has passed will no longer be repeated.

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