Love for Khalisa

Chapter 11

Not because I don't love you....

but because I was too afraid to lose you..

khalisa al zahra

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heart analysis begins a dilemma,indeed his heart at this time has begun to tremble when adjacent to irsyad.maybe love for irsyad has grown in his heart.who will not fall in love with a man as good as irsyad.khalisa happy if an irsyad can love but her trauma in the past made her afraid to re-establish a relationship with a man.Khalisa just did not want to feel the same pain for both times.

after his rejection, now turn more cool and cold as they first met.Khalisa can only smile bitterly at himself because he has made irsyad disappointed.

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From where he stood, the President could clearly see the night view in the capital.The shine of the lights look amazing illuminating each side of the road that already looks silent.from the balcony where he stood,the sky looks more beautiful and stunning.at this time irsyad is on the balcony of his friend's house Dayu.

"sure you want to stay here?later kangen again the same khalisa".ledek dayu who has been busy with his cellphone since.

" rese lo ,gue hope that the analysis will miss me".

"pede lo".

irsyad's mind and heart seems to be currently not in line.his mind wants to avoid khalisa but his heart does not want to stay away.

" what I have to give up after 2 years of fighting for love khalisa.apa 2 years is not enough to treat his wounded heart".slam irsyad softly but still heard by dayu at his side.

"there's still a backup of thania".goda dayu

" elo also knew that thania was just my best friend".

"come on bro, love can only make us sick".dayu said put his index finger right in the heart of irsyad.

" now you've been khalisa aja, nyebelin".omel irsyad"whatever pain I'll endure".

"it's up to you". sahut dayu lazily, then went into his room.

irsyad could only sigh at the dayu that had already disappeared in the doorway.

" right said khalisa, let it flow like water.let this love continue to flow until it digs to the bottom of the heart khalisa laternya".batin irsyad.

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today at his workplace, the arrival of a guest is not invited.A beautiful woman with shoulder-length hair is waiting for him in the lobby of the restaurant.Khalisa who has already paid attention to his superiors soon after ayumi in the lobby.

"there needs to be a loe coming here".kalisa's idea who looks not like the arrival of ayumi.

" i just want to apologize".

"apologize for what?".

" for arion's problems".

his whole body was suddenly weak, his chest was also tight to hear the name arion.

"gue didn't know you were pregnant with an Arion child at the time".

instantly the eyes of the khalisa terbelalak so shocked he heard the speech ayumi.how ayumi could know if alika is a child of Arion when it was only known by Irsyad,nova and also dayu.khalisa has kept his secret all this time from everyone, including his own family.does kevin also know her?

" elo do not need to be surprised,gue is not a fool khalisa.kalo I do not fall into the guise may age our children the same, kalo alika not an arion child means you cheat equally irsyad while still dating arion".

"it's none of your business".

" you don't have to wander anymore, is it really Arion's son?".

khalisa looked nervous, unable to speak anymore as if his mouth was stiff.

"kalo lo silent means my guess is right".

" please don't tell Kevin or Arion's brother".his final analysis request after a while is silent.

"okay.asal elo want to forgive me and my relationship blessing with Kevin".

" one more that you should know, until this second Arion is still in love with you". said Ayumi before her self left.

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already a few days irsyad did not sleep at home, in the morning only come to pick up alika and her night away if khalisa had gone home.if to be honest the truth is khalisa miss irsyad, very much,take back their moments together.

drett.

the voice of the mobile phone stops the daydreams of khalisa.terterterlanya sultan name on the screen of the phone khalisa.

sultan:"night khalisa, what am I bothering?"courtesies

sultans.

khalisa :"what's wrong?".

sultan:"do you have time tomorrow?".

khalisa :"the question is whether there is time or not

of course, my time is just for work

come in the morning home at night

why her?".

sultan:"lusa mami I'm birthday.I would like to

ask for your help tomorrow

temenin I'm looking for a gift for mami".

sultan to the point.

khalisa :"however, sorry I didn't

can".

sultan :"it's ok".

in addition to not having free time, Khalisa also did not want to give hope to the sultan.one person irsyad alone was enough to make his dizziness.his heart was also still too fragile to establish a relationship with someone.

while busy chatting with the sultan, unexpectedly irsyad came, although not making a sound but his eyes sharply glanced at the calisa sitting on the sofa.

the intention of going home because it can not stand far away continues with khalisa but even more disappointment that irsyad can,seeing khalisa who is engrossed in telephone with a man when it is late at night.tadi irsyad accidentally heard the name of the sultan from the lips khalisa.

khalisa:"sorry sultan, I'll close the phone first.bye".

khalisa reflexly hung up the phone call from the sultan so aware of the presence of irsyad without waiting for the sultan's reply there.

"is sleeping at home tonight?" tanya khalisa berbasa trite eliminate awkwardness between them.

"god......".

" elo have eaten?I bought a chicken pecel but haven't been able to eat, we eat the same".

irsyad stopped his steps who already wanted to enter the room."not to be pretentious to care for me".Irsyad replied cynically without looking a bit at the analysis.

eyes khalisa already glazed."please your attitude do not like this.gue apologize".

irsyad did not make any comment and immediately entered his room, before his heart was completely shaken.

irsyad regretted deciding to go home tonight because once again he had to feel disappointed.like his khalisa did not appreciate his feelings at all.does he have to give up and give up khalisa close to another man?

want his sense of khalisa pursue irsyad and explain all of it so that irsyad does not misunderstand.but unfortunately khalisa do not have that much courage.

khalisa finally also went into his room, forgetting the hunger in his stomach that has not eaten since last afternoon, when he himself suffered from ulcer disease.