
Since his meeting with kevin.khalisa became bad mood.ia who since morning was very excited to play with alika, Alika,suddenly no longer passionate.even so he and irsyad still invite alika to play.they went to a park not far from where she lived.
irsyad, who has since noticed khalisa, feels that something is hidden, making khalisa look very worried.but irsyad does not dare to ask directly at khalisa, because seeing the face of khalisa now is very unfriendly.
from a distance saw the atmosphere of the park so crowded.many children are playing in some corner of the park.some children are seen playing football with a makeshift goal.many are also street vendors who peddle their sales along make irsyad be tempted to taste it.
irsyad took alika from a sling khalisa.bring alika to a mini martabak seller.irsyad ordered a stawbery flavor to alika and chocolate flavor to her.
"do you want to also analyze?"
"gue is still full".
irsyad who is still hungry eyes also buy some more food that he rarely met and mineral water to smooth his throat after eating.
seeing the absurdity of irsyad makes khalisa who is still badmood so want to laugh amusedly.how can the behavior of the old irsyad the same as the child sd.
khalisa did not stop nagging at the food jd mubazir because irsyad did not spend it and instead forced him to eat it.
" ywd elo aja who run outin than mubazir.gue eat it also not in random kok".
"don't want to".
" the word food should not be wasted".
"kok so turn on me.lo's own greedy".
with annoyed khalisa forced to devour the food given irsyad.irsyad who saw her feel very satisfied had succeeded in pranking khalisa.
it does not feel the day is getting late but they are still reluctant to move from there.Khalisa and irsyad enjoy the rest of their time by relaxing on the swing.by slowly irsyad moves the swing so that the alika in his lap is not feel bored.
"next week papa and mama to jakarta.
khalisa just smiled knot.do not know how to respond to the words irsyad.not not want to meet with his in-laws but there is fear in his heart because irsyad parents did not like him at all.Their relationship was not khalisa still remember when he first set foot in the house irsyad.became the last day he set foot there.
flash back on
after officially getting married.irsyad brought home khalisa to his house plans to invite khalisa to stay there for a while before his self gets a job and has enough income to finance their lives.
not the welcome you receive as a daughter-in-law even rejection.for what parents irshad married them if only pretending to give blessing in front of many people.
" i'm sorry you can't stay here".tante mira's mother, mama's irsyad.
"but why mah?" sahut irshad's.
"that's your papa's wish."
"why?it's not that papa-mama has already blessed our relationship".
" we did marry you but that doesn't mean we're blessing.
"we still want to live where I'm still in college".
"it's your responsibility, you who have chosen your own path".
irsyad looked at his mother in disbelief, the woman who had always been fighting for her happiness and was very affectionate has now changed.
" from now on, all your facilities papa unplug.including your tuition fees".say om evan, papa nya irsyad suddenly, which since when has been present among them.
khalisa can only hide
her tears that had fallen since earlier witnessed the suffering of irsyad who had sacrificed her life.
"learn responsible from now on".say om evan again.
khalisa so feel guilty because it indirectly has caused life irsyad suffered, even though all is not the fault of irsyad.
with forced khalisa to hire irsyad to live with her.although her mother was disappointed but at least her hands were still open.not until the heart abandoned her child and daughter-in-law.
after a month irsyad finally got a job and could contract his own house.While khalisa who was pregnant only helped his mama just make cakes for sale.because it happened that his mama did have a small cake shop business in front of the house.after giving birth khalisa also began to look for work for him.because he did not want to burden all the costs he and his son on irsyad.
feeling unable to stay one city with them.irsyad parents decided to move to bandung.kota born om evan.only occasionally they go to Jakarta to monitor his business.
flash back off
khalisa looked at the man beside her, the man with such a kind heart, who was,who has sacrificed a lot for her.as a child alone wayang must have been very pampered irsyad by his parents.because he now irsyad must live mediocre.leave all the luxuries he once had.just if the parents irsyad does not like his self that many lack, especially in terms of material.
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after alika fell asleep, khalisa followed irsyad on the terrace, bringing warm tea and snacks that were just made.
in silence khalisa sat next to irsyad.com looked at the night sky in front of him.
"elo doesn't want to go to college?".the voice breaks the silence between them.
" i've got a job, what a waste of college time to do".
"but.", though......",
" you want to make some distance between us again".cut irsyad.
"what do you mean".
" if I go to college while working, you will be busy and there is no time for deket sama lo".ceplos irsyad."sorry, sorry,if I can not love the best for you, but I promise to work hard to make you happy".he said again.make a reflex to close the mouth irsyad with his hands.
"i'm just because my life and alika are so much better".
irsyad grabbed Khalisa's hand, grasped it very tightly, making the white face of Khlisa instantly turned into a blush.
" is your heart still hurting?"tanya irsyad was afraid to offend the feeling of khalisa.
"a woman has the hardest time forgetting the pain in her heart".
" can I ask you something?"
"during your request is not that strange".the method of smiling khalisa shows a row of white teeth.makes irsyad who look more and more anxious.
" please open your heart to me".Irsyad's request confused me.
khalisa released his hand that had been held tightly by irsyad.make irsyad's heart feel disappointed.
"let it be like free-flowing water without being polluted by anything".
Irsyad seemed to be frowning.not understanding the words spoken khalisa.
" i mean our relationship, let it be like the water that digs up, the question does not want because our love hurts each other someday and away.
"please fear lupain past lo .do not continue to live with the shadow of the past, you will not be happy".
" i just don't want to be disappointed anymore".
"give me a chance, you'll never be disappointed, you promise".
khalisa confidently shook his head, "sorry".his words went into the house leaving irsyad who was heartbroken because his love was rejected raw.irsyad regretted because he was too rushed to reveal his feelings to khalisa which may still take time.