LOVE DIARY

Chapter 5 The Past

In the morning Love saw Tina, putting her hand on her forehead to check her body temperature. "The heat has gone down" he murmured.

Tina also woke up. "Sister of Love, Brother is awake." 

"Sorry to wake you up. How are you doing, has it gone?" 

"Much better than yesterday, this afternoon there is a shooting schedule. We must get ready before it's too late," while trying to rise, but held back by Love.

"Sister knows, you're at home just resting well. Let brother go alone." While covering Tina. "Oh yes, it's better for Razi to come with Brother, so you can rest."

"But brother, who's guarding him?"

"Lately he's not naughty, so it's not hard to watch him or Big Brother can ask Daren for help later," Love replied.

"Alright, but if there's anything call Tina ya Kak." 

"Yes, don't worry nothing will happen." While leaving. Because he did not know the place Love also returned to ask. "that, Hmm... Where is the picture?" 

"Fashion company owned by Mr. Rangga," he replied .

"Okay" replied Love and left.

Tina shook her head while sighing. "Based on Brother Love, Brother is too dependent on me. What if Tina isn't around, Big Brother must be lonely" he murmured.

Arriving at the location of the shooting studio, Cinta did her job as an artist, ranging from self-sufficiency to wearing various clothes and jewelry that will start to be marketed. Cinta asks Daren for help to take care of Razi, but because he is so busy that he does not know that Rangga is the one who is at the location to replace Daren. Sometimes Rangga with Razi saw Love from a distance.

Razi desperately wanted to ask his father why he did not live with his mother, but he held back his curiosity for fear of seeing Rangga grieving.

Rangga who understands the nature of his son also immediately knew that there was something he wanted to ask. "Razi, just tell me what you have in mind, I will try to answer it" said Rangga.

The boy was silent for a moment, "Actually Razi wants the three of us to stay together. The other children live with their father and mother. Why don't you stay with Mom?" 

Rangga was surprised to hear Razi's question, they were silent without continuing the conversation. Moments later, Rangga stroked her son's head with a sad face. "Dad didn't want to, Razi was sad, too" he replied.

"Razi will ask mom to let Dad stay with us, mom will let him" he said.

"Don't!!" yell Rangga. The people around started looking towards them, then turned their eyes away for fear of being reprimanded by Rangga. Razi was a little surprised by his father's reply. "Why?" slowly tanyanya.

"I'm sorry dad yelled at you." 

"Did you hate mom?" 

Rangga knew that if his son had started to ask, he would keep asking until he got an answer. "Dad doesn't hate mom. I've been trying to find your mother ever since she left and only now do I find her. Dad and mom went to college in America, then got married and lived together, because you inherited your grandfather's company here, so you can meet your mother again. I don't know why your mom could stay here and be an artist" she explained.

"Did you miss mom?"

"Of course, she's the only woman in my life. Even though we were married, my father and mother loved each other" he said.

"So why did you leave us, didn't you love Razi?"

"Your mother must love you very much. Actually I want to know why your mom left. For now keep this a secret from your mother, I don't want her to leave anymore" she said.

"Good, Razi's a smart father's son." 

"Will you tell me more about Mom?"

"Your mother, she is a kind and loving woman. At that time your mother had just entered college, while the father was in the 3rd year. Mom and Dad were in the same department, we were married and soon married. At first we only thought the marriage was just a friendship, but over time we also liked each other."

Not long after, the Love photo shoot finally finished he saw Razi with a man. "From his style like he's not Daren" he thought.

"Razis!" call Love. The two of them immediately turned to look towards him.

"Oh it turns out Mr. Rangga. Sorry to bother you," he said.

"No need to be confused. I should be the one to apologize for causing so much trouble. How about we have lunch together? This time I paid to return for dinner last night" he said with a smile.

"Well, I feel it is impolite to refuse the kindness of others" Love replied.

The three of them left together, without realizing that there was someone who followed and photographed their closeness from a distance.

At night at home. Love, Tina and Razi have dinner together. Tina is back to health as usual, she replaced Cinta to accompany Razi at night.

Love lies on the bed. "Today is quite tiring, but being able to see Mr. Rangga smiling seems quite good." he murmured.

"What's wrong with me, why even think of a man who already has a child." Covering his face with a blanket.

Love took down the blanket that covered her face. "But when I first met Razi, why did the boy call me mom. What don't-don't…." Thinking for a moment. "As in the article that I have read that in this world there are exactly the same, even though he is an only child. Maybe that's the cause" he thought.

"Next time I'll ask him, it's time for bed" he murmured.

Moments later, Love Can't sleep she chooses to read her diary. " When I got home from school, I saw a little boy crying in an alley, he was terrified that a dog was approaching him and his brother came to chase the dog away and take care of his sister, they smile at each other and go home together."

"I feel a little envious of them. Every child has a family that loves and takes care of them, but why I never have someone who loves me even my own mother doesn't care about me…." Closing the diary.

"Is this too long, so I don't feel anything about this. I don't care how you think of me now. I only care about the people who are around me, even if there are netizens who curse at my appearance, I will just think of it like the last wind."

"This day is about my feelings from childhood until I was 15 years old, did I stop writing diaries after that? I can't remember anymore" he thought

"However let time answer everything."

Love is sleepy and slowly falls asleep while hugging the diary.

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