LOVE DIARY

Chapter 15 Pensive

Love welcomes the guests who come, then chat with them. The purpose of his engagement with Rangga, to raise his popularity, was achieved very easily.

Some famous directors, in addition to congratulating him, there are also those who offer cooperation on new filmmaking projects.

It's been a long time Rangga did not come back, Love began to feel anxious with the situation. It was in his heart of guilt, for rejecting Rangga who had helped him a lot.

Although Cinta likes Rangga, she never wants to confess her own feelings. He was afraid that he would regret the decision that came from a momentary feeling.

For 3 years he became an artist, not a few men who came to approach him for a certain purpose. Some deliberately approached him for personal gain, and some were completely sincere with him, but in the end he rejected them all.

Love closed her heart tightly from any man, even Randi who had been nearby, never dared to step over the friendship line.

In his eyes Randi was just a friend and family to him. In contrast to the figure of Rangga, who always left a strange impression on him.

Until their engagement was over, Rangga did not return. Only Daren came to deliver a message from Rangga. "Pak Rangga was not feeling well, so he went home to rest. He apologized, for not being able to deliver you," he said with a smile.

In the end Cinta undoes her intention to apologize to Rangga. During the trip to his home, he was just silently pensive to think about the condition of the man.

"I should have apologized to him and honestly said that I was afraid to accept it. I've never felt this weird before, is she okay?"

"What if he does something stupid? His illness was caused by his wife leaving him."

"People who have personality diseases, their emotions are unstable. If anything happens to her, my whole life will surely regret what I did."

"Mother!" call Razi who called him. Love is shocked and realizes that Tina and Razi are watching, worrying about her.

"Ah sorry, mother is thinking something," he said with a look of poignancy.

"Daddy and Mom fight? Mom looks sad. Did you make Mom sad?" razi asked with a pity face.

"Kasian Kak Cinta, he was in the wrong position" muttered Tina.

"What does Tina mean?" ask Razi.

"Little kids don't need to know! It's time for us to go to sleep." Tina immediately held Razi and saw a smile on the child's face.

The next day Love waited for news from Rangga, from morning until noon he just looked at his cellphone. Not being able to sleep well until appetite is reduced, unstable emotions interfere with every activity.

Randi who visited to see the state of Love, in the end gave up and returned home. He has tried to invite her to talk, but Love only responds yes or no to every word.

Randi already knew Love, when he was not wanting to be disturbed and felt like being alone. He wouldn't care about the people around him.

Until late at night, Cinta did not receive any news from Rangga. Standing by the window as if waiting for the arrival of the figure of the man. 

Haunted by guilt feelings for her. "At least I should be able to apologize." That was the determination that was in his heart.

Love finally got rid of his ego, and for the first time he decided to approach Rangga to his house alone.

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