Love at a distance... (LDR)

Honesty 2

After a while Dara began to talk.

Tare.

" Udah dech do not need to reveal² the problem again why sich." he stressed.

Faozan.

" How can I not say try.you are true² nyakinin. and when I ask the reason you easily blame me. said because I do not have time.. don't care and even accuse me of being busy with others.Excessive is not what I try?." Faozan spoke firmly but also gently so that Dara would not get angry.

Tare.

" Ehehe." Dara laughed softly..

Faozan.

" Even laugh with pleasure because you managed to make me hurt and act like a beggar who asked to always be with you." Her words again, seriously but there was also her joking tone.

Tare.

" I'm sorry for me." again² Dara started crying.

Faozan.

" Kok so sad that sich.have you not been wrong anyway I was just joking.maybe all this time I was not paying attention to you.. but from now on I promise I will try my best so that you don't feel neglected anymore.. No matter how busy I am, I will try not to ignore you anymore because I did not lose you the second time."

Tare.

" You're not wrong, but I'm wrong.I lied to you." The conversation was accompanied by tears.

Faozan.

" What are you lying about?. Is there something you're hiding from me anymore?." Faozan asked confusedly.

Tare.

" Yes, in fact, I just boong about my marriage. All the words of marriage are not there is only my essay.. I won't even accept love statements from other men as long as I'm still dating you because I won't want to hurt you.. I know you hate lies so much that I'm ready even if you want to end our relationship" she said.

Faozan.

" But I'm not ready to lose you. I don't know why you lied to me.. Is it to see how much I feel about you or for some other reason?." she asked.

Tare.

" I lied to you so you could hate me and stay away from me..."

Faozan.

" Why do you want me to stay away from you and hate you?." Faozan interrupted impatiently.

Tare.

" Because I don't think I deserve you. I'm just a sick girl."

Faozan.

" But I've never had a problem with any of that, and I've also said I accept you that there's nothing.. and about hate you think it's easy to turn love into hate. It's not easy if it's easy I can forget you. but it's hard."

Tare.

" Yes, I know, so I'm sorry that I lied to you."

Faozan.

" This time I'm sorry for you because I'm happy because you didn't marry Rafly."

Tare.

" Don't want to marry a guy whose name is Raffly I don't know.I just make up that name."

Faozan.

" For this time you are smart also lies.I up to 100% believe in you. I think if you become a novel writer you can certainly. because you want to make up stories."

Tare.

" Eheheheh. sorry."

Faozan.

" Yes it's okay². the important thing is not to lie again for the future."

Tare.

Faozan.

" I keep your promise. And now how do you feel after telling me all the secrets you've been hiding from me?."

Tare.

" I feel relieved.not as before I often feel afraid myself.You remember when you again cough filek. there I told you to take medicine.and continue what your answer.."

Faozan.

" I told you I'm not okay². and I don't need medicine because my illness is not as severe as your illness." Answer Faozan correctly.

Tare.

" Eem... honestly there you were surprised.why arrived² you talk so. Maybe there is from one of the admins in our group who told you about my illness.."

Faozan.

" Oh. pantes you immediately ask me what I mean to say that."

Tare.

" Yes and I'm relieved when you say.You're talking that way because if I'm sick for sure if I don't go to the hospital it doesn't heal."

Faozan.

" Eem.. it's true, but honestly I'm disappointed in you. You told our friend² in the group that you were sick but kept it a secret from me.. am I not important to you, or am I a stranger to you, so you do not want to share your suffering with me?" he said in a disappointed tone.

Tare.

" It's not like that. Please don't misunderstand me. I did tell the admins about my condition. because they asked and I can't lie..."

Faozan.

" But you can lie to me who's your own boyfriend." Faozan cut Dara's speech firmly.

Tare.

" I do it all because I don't want you to think and feel worried.that's all doank really.. because you know you, you must feel anxious and worried and I don't want that. That's the only reason there's nothing else."

Faozan.

" That's what I don't understand you prefer to tell your friends² clear² they still behave normally.. Than I'm clear² must worry and care for you."

Tare.

" It is precisely because I know you care and love me. I am sure that you must also feel pain when you know all this... Is what I say wrong?."

Faozan.

" No. You're right, but before we ever promised.that there won't be any secrets between us. Then why do you forget that and keep things this important."

Tare.

" There's only one reason I don't want you to be sad, and I hope you can forget me as soon as possible.. I even told you to call and chatt an another girl.I just want you to be happy."

Faozan

" It's a pity that my happiness is only when I'm with you and I think you know that too."

Tare.

" Yes that's why I asked you what you would do if you had a boyfriend who was seriously ill.. even I'm proving it myself right now. Honestly I'm so lucky to have a boyfriend like you."

Faozan.

" Ehehe. his lebay is starting to come out."

Tare.

" It's okay that I'm more like my own girlfriend is not the same as other people."

Faozan.

" My beloved Pinter."

After speaking so Faozan told Dara to rest, because he realized that Dara should not be tired and many think about what else is sad.