Love at a distance... (LDR)

Why????

After the isya prayer.. Dara and her whole family had dinner.

During the meal there was no conversation between them.

Each one is focused on eating food.

After the other meal had rest in their respective rooms, only his mother Faozan and Dara who cleaned the dining table and also washed their eating utensils earlier.

After all his was done, just like the others his mother Faozan and also Dara rest in their respective rooms.

As soon as Dara entered her room, she did not see Faozan.

Until Dara saw her standing while receiving a phone call on the balcony of their room.

Dara did not know who to talk to Faozan who he heard Faozan had mentioned the word Ti. Faozan may have been talking to Tiana his ex-girlfriend.

Dara did not know. because Dara had not been on the balcony for long.. Faozan immediately ended his conversation.

“Honey.. since when are you here?.” Faozan asked after he hung up.

“Just now..I didn't see you in the room so I was looking for you.. uh don't know it here.” explained Dara.

“Who called just now?.” Ask Dara frankly.

“Long standing.” Faozan says.

“Cowok or girl?.” ask Dara again.

“Cowok lah Darling.” Faozan said while pulling Dara's waist to stand closer to her.

“Oh.” was only Dara's response. because what he heard was not so.. it was a woman's voice.not to mention that he had also heard when Faozan mentioned the name Ti.

Who else if not Tiana.. Then why Faozan lied to her. That's what Dara had in mind.

“You think what sich Darling?.” question Faozan that time disperse daydream Dara.

“Speaking in aja yukk.. chilled here.” invite Dara to try smiling.

Faozan complied, so they chatted in the room.

They sat on the sofa in the room.

“Darling you feel weird not with his attitude Dr.Farez?.” Faozan started the conversation.

“That means?.” Dara asked not understanding.

“Gini loh.. why he is so good to you.” explained Faozan late he just dared to say what was in his heart since earlier.

Dara did not respond to Faozan's words she just looked at her husband with questions.

“Yg first as soon as he knows you apply for a job at his RS directly he entrusts the RS to you. The second he also defend will open a clinic for you.. and lastly, he does not love such an expensive gift for you.. Do not you think it is too excessive if for a coworker only. unless he has other goals.” explained Faozan.

“Other destinations what do you mean?.” Dara asked not understanding.

“Iya it could be that he likes or has feelings for you.” said Faozan firmly.

“Ngacok you.. I don't think so.” Shall Dara.

“I didn't know you didn't realize it or you just closed your eyes because you liked it too.” somehow the accusation came out of Faozan's real mouth he did not mean to accuse but frankly as a husband he did not like Dr.Farez who according to him was too excessive..

He is also a man until he knows it is impossible for him to be willing to do anything without hoping for something.

What else did Dr. Farez do. give a fancy car and want to open a clinic for that person.

At least that's what Faozan had in mind.

“What do you say sich.. There is no such thing as you think.. Dr. Farez just wanted to help me by waking up a clinic, and about this car I know this is the gift he gave me.. but I think he just say no other purpose kok.” denied Dara firmly.

“You're the one who thinks it's too much.. Until you accuse me of having feelings for her.. That is not true at all.” continued Dara upset.he felt hurt on the accusation Faozan just now.

“I'm not exaggerating.I can see from the way he looked at you earlier. when you were talking near his car earlier.” Faozan began to speak in a rather high tone.

“Oh yes.. how does he stare at me.. is it the same way you look at me?.” Dara still does not accept.

“Iya more or less like that.” explained Faozan.

“Ehmmz.” Dara snorted cynically.

Even as he started to rise from his seat to stay away from Faozan.

“Not me what's up. but you.” said Faozan.

“You want to fight?.” asked Dara.

Faozan took a deep breath.An unusual Dara spoke so ketus.

However, Dara was very upset at that time, not because of Faozan's words.but he was upset because Faozan lied to him and even accused him.

Heard Dara's words.. Faozan also began to stand up and slowly approached Dara who was still standing on her back.

Once he was near Dara. slowly grabbed his arm Dara and sighed Dara's body to face him.

Dara just shut up and threw away her eyes. Because she felt angry even though Dara did not want to look at the husband's face.

But Faozan will not allow it. That's why he grabbed Dara's chin and sighed so that Dara looked at his face.

“Look at me.” said Faozan then this time he said quietly.

But Dara's stubborn attitude makes her disobey Faozan's words until once again he throws his gaze in another direction.

Faozan had expected that because not only two days he was with Dara, but it has been almost 5 years.

So Faozan understands very well that his wife is very stubborn.

Seeing Dara's reaction once again Faozan sighed Dara's face to look at himself.

“I know you are angry with me. And you deserve it. But at least we can talk about this well.” Clear soft Faozan.

But Dara did not respond to her, she did look at the husband but she did not open her mouth.

There was no response from Dara.. Faozan tried to talk again.

“I'm sorry for what I said earlier. Actually I don't mean to accuse you let alone hurt your feelings. But I hope you understand.” Faozan continued this time with a regretful tone of voice.

“How does it feel if you're in my position? Where I witnessed for myself the person I love so close to others.what more if seen see that person more everything than Me.. is with all that I do not feel afraid.anxious and even worried.” continued Faozan with feelings of sadness and even disappointment.

Dara took a deep breath while digesting all Faozan's words.

In his face the two eyes of the husband who looks very worried and even afraid.

With a face that looks so moody.

Her heart began to soften.Dara even felt guilty.

Until slowly she touched the soft cheek of her husband.

“What sich scares you.. Anxious or worried?.” Ask Dara later.

“Many things.” Faozan says briefly.

“What is it?.” asked Dara slowly.

“Fear one day you will love Dr.Farez because he is better than me.. Worried what if my thoughts about Dr. Farez are true that he likes you. And worried because I don't want to lose you.” Faozan replied if there is..

That's what he's been feeling all along.

Dara was silent for a moment hearing Faozan's words.

Really sad indeed.. Faozan felt he did not accept his closeness to Dr. Farez, who was only a coworker and friend.

Then what about her feelings when she knows her husband is lying to her about his ex-girlfriend who always chatt and call her.

It hurts more, doesn't it.

Butno.. Faozan only knows his own feelings never see what Dara feels.

Dara could've talked about the same thing about Tiana, but she wouldn't have done that.. Dara wants to try to always believe in Faozan. If Faozan loves her then she is sure Faozan will not keep anything secret from her.. Sooner or later Dara hopes Faozan will tell Dara the truth.

Then will Faozan tell the truth or just remain silent??

And how did Dara think about Faozan's words just now???