Love at a distance... (LDR)

Fake Vows and Promises

Because there was no response from Faozan.. Dara asked Faozan.

Tare.

" Why diem?."

Again² Faozan just silence. and again² Dara asked.

Tare.

" Hello.. is there anyone there?."

Faozan.

" Yes still.." she replied sadly.

Tare.

" Why were you in the room. And talk you're not so excited right now?."

Faozan.

" Having heard all this from you.you still wish I was happy and excited.you are stupid or ignorant.. you have feelings or not. You think my feelings for you are just the mere word² as you do me. sorry I am not a hypocrite.. that's because I'm right² darling..not pura² darling."

Tare.

" Sorry.."

Faozan.

" Would your apology erase the pain I feel right now."

Tare.

" I know my apologies won't erase your pain, but they're the only words I can say right now."

There Faozan let out a rough sigh..

Faozan.

" What is your boyfriend's name.How long have you been dating and which person?.." she asked later

Tare.

" His name is Rafly. We dated last May.and he's here."

Faozan.

" Oh. I don't understand you, if you already have a boyfriend why do you accept me."

Tare.

" As if you were less connected. earlier I told you that I was the same as him last May. while we were in March...."

Faozan.

" Oooh.yeah I was really stupid and more stupid when I got hurt like this." he said laughing at himself... " That means you accepted her when we were dating.."

Tare.

" Yes." Yeah."

Faozan.

" Why?. am I less dear?. am I less attentive.. am I less handsome... am I not good. or am I not rich.. or I've been lacking everything I can all this time I've tried my best to make you feel comfortable.to make you smile and feel happy but it's still lacking for you." his word right² sad.

Tare.

" I'm sorry, and you're nothing short of the best.."

Faozan.

" If I'm the best you can't do this."

Tare.

Faozan.

" The soul mate has been determined by God, but we can choose who we want to match with. If you want to be a match with me then you will not choose him."

Tare.

" I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I know it's impossible for you to forgive me. But I hope you don't forget that God is forgiving.. and I as a human being I've apologized to you because I know that the mistakes we make on humans are only humans who can forgive us we are not God.. I really hope you're sincere, and I'm pretty sure in two days' time you'll be able to forget me."

Faozan.

" If talking is easy. if 2 days I can forget I will not chatt in WA you get that much. You're right² has no feelings." he said..

Tare.

" I understand your anger, but I'm sorry I can't do anything anymore.."

Faozan.

" Can't what²...why are you helpless is that man your parents' choice?."

Tare.

" No."

Faozan.

" Then why don't you just break up with her, let's just wherever you're dating me first."

Tare.

" I don't think you've forgotten that I told you that she's not my girlfriend, but my future husband.. he proposed to me 2 days ago and I can't turn him down because I love him too."

Faozan.

" And what do you think of me??. There is not the slightest bit of affection for me?."

Tare.

" If I'm to be honest, I love you more than him.."

Faozan.

" Why did you accept him?."

Tare.

" You know I'm not a teenager anymore.I'm an adult and it's time for me to get married."

Faozan.

" But I didn't ask you to marry me either.."

Tare.

" You think marriage can go through WA or FB."

Faozan.

" I know we're a long way away but didn't you agree we'd marry in October when you're on vacation here, but why are you even like this sich."

What Faozan said is true. some time ago Dara had agreed and even promised that he would marry Faozan in October when he Holidays to Lombok..

His plan when Dara had arrived there Faozan would directly biacra to his grandfather if he wanted to marry. Even Faozan had said even though his grandfather did not agree they would elope.

And more convincing Faozan's heart again when Faozan told Dara. if he swore Dara would die giving birth if he died Faozan.. Dara answered firmly saying she agreed.

But I don't know what possessed Dara... until he did so.. is he not afraid to eat the oath..???