
After feeling quite relieved, Faozan spoke again.
Faozan.
" I'm sorry" she said badly.
Tare.
" It's okay², now how is it relieved?." Ask Dara.
Faozan.
" Yes." Yeah." Faozan answered.
Tare.
" It turns out that behind your attitude that is often angry², firm, and selfish, there is softness too, until² you cry so, even though you are a male², you know, you are not ashamed to cry in front of me?."
Faozan.
" Ehehe.". there were already a few laughs that sounded, "i am also human, I have a heart, and the problem of shame, I am not at all ashamed, I am not, because I cry because I miss Grandma, I don't cry because I'm broken up or in a boyfriend." she said
Tare
" Oh yes, that means if I leave you, you won't cry yach?."
Faozan.
" No.". she answered sure. " But if a broken heart is."
Tare.
" Well, oh, what the hell do you miss most about your Grandma right now?."
Faozan.
" Ntar first, eh you're not tarawih emangnya?." Faozan only realized because from earlier he was busy calling forgetting that Dara had not gone tarawih.
Tare.
" Maybe I'm not tarawih tonight.". replied Dara
Faozan.
" Why is it? if only because² I am sad again, now I am not what² really, so you can go tarawih. "
Tare.
" Iidiihh, PD really sich so people, who is not tarawih just because² you again miss your Grandma, I am not tarawih because here again heavy rain, heavy rain, no sound of water dripping on the tile." said Dara.
Faozan.
" Listen, I was also just joking doank, besides the PD needs to be dear, if we ourselves are not PD, other people can be as good as us."
Tare.
" Up to you now answer my question."
Faozan.
" What I miss most from Grandma is her cooking, her usual when open and sahur she always cooks yummy², but now we have to cook ourselves to break the fast and also sahur, he said, long ago there was still Grandma, although eating only sambel doank, but the taste is very good." he began to be enthusiastic when telling about his Grandma.
Tare.
" What is your grandmother's most frequent cuisine when sahur??."
Faozan.
" Pleching."
Tare.
" What is it?." Dara asked in wonder, her name was strange.
Faozan.
" That's a pity, Lombok's signature food."
Tare.
" Oh, what's the ingredients², and that's what kind of food it is."
Faozan.
" Plecing is actually the name of the typical sambel Lombok area, can be eaten at any time, depending on us, but often Almh Grandma makes the clecing kale."
Tare.
" Make the kale plecing how sich?, you know not how?."
Faozan.
" Easy, kale in boiled ama boiling water in love salt to taste, after kira² half mateng kale in lift, then in cocol ama sambel."
Tare.
" What's sambel, peanut sauce or sambel?." Dara interrupted impatiently.
Faozan.
" Can sambel nuts, can also sambel terasi usual."
Tare.
" What do you often eat?."
Faozan.
" Sambel terasi, different ama sambel terasi usual here she in love pepper, and orange water too, iih tree her mantep really dech."
Tare.
" Oh yes."
Faozan.
Tare
" But it's for your own good.". Dara interrupted again.
Faozan.
" It's true, but at that time I never realized it, I always thought that Grandma did not love me, but now I realize, I realize, and I'm sorry because I never heard his advice, and more sadly, I haven't been able to give anything to Grandma to return the favor, I know that even though as much as I try to return her favor, it will never be reciprocated, what else Grandma has gone for so long." Again² her voice sounded vibrating as she said all that.
Tare
" That's it, there's no need to regret, the most important thing now is that you do'a in your grandmother there, because that's all she needs right now, right now, and you also if you can hear your Grandma's advice, do not need to admit hal² that has no benefits."
Faozan.
" Yes yes Bu ustadzah, lama² you are more beautiful than mamak² yach, even more chatty than Grandma" he said half complaining.
Tare.
" I'm a nag and take it because I love you."
Faozan.
" I know, and that's what keeps me from losing you."
Tare.
" Yeah his end² is dreadlocks again."
Faozan.
" Dear, I'm not serious, before there was you, I mean before I knew you, since Grandma's departure no one cared about me, wanted me out on cake night, he said, want me not to go home cake, want me to play cake gambling, want me to drink² hard cake, want to join drag cake, no one will be angry², but since I know you, since I know you, I'm forbidden this is forbidden, and it makes my life seem meaningful to people."
Tare.
" That's exactly what, then you don't argue if I tell you, now what? do you still often wander the night unclear, still like gambling, still like liquor, and others as it is?."
Faozan
" Don't you, baby, I promised you I'd stay away from it, you know for yourself how I am now, during the day, at night just to the mosque and call you." what Faozan said is true, as Dara remembers the end of this² Faozan has changed a lot, not like before, where he likes gambling and liquor.
Well that's Faozan at the age of his teens of course he joined the association of children today, thank God now he began to stay away from all that, he said, it was said by one of Faozan's close friends, who some time ago had chatt with Dara, there he said not to hurt Faozan, because since he knew Dara, Dara, it starts to get better, it can even be said to change 75%, that means there is still a yes that has not changed, but what² humans need a process to change for the better.
Tare
" Are you really not drinking anymore?" asked Dara firmly.
Faozan.
" it's true, if you don't believe, you can ask God if he knows everything."
Tare
" Don't boong, I'm not sure you never drink again now, because it's not possible after a meal or in a day² you don't drink mineral water or ice."
Faozan.
" iihh you are bener² yach, of course I drink if the water is the same ice, which I mean is liquor, dear."
Tare.
" But what I asked you earlier, right, you're not drinking anymore now?, is not it true that you're not drinking anymore now?."
Faozan
" Yes, I'm wrong, it's hard to argue with you, I always lose."
Tare
" Now that's tau, my beloved pinter."
Faozan
" No need to copas, my darling it is my kata²."
Tare
" Ehehe, it's okay² once² I copas, oh yes baby, it's night I'm also very sleepy, can I sleep?."
Faozan
" No, tonight I won't let you sleep."
Tare.
" Iiih you are evil, you have the heart" said Dara spoiledly and also frowning.
Faozan.
" I'm not that happy, baby, yeah already sleeping, but want to sleep yes, do not call or chatt an ama another guy,."
Tare.
" Yes yes."
Faozan.
" Don't ya² doank, beware if I see you're still on, don't hope I'm not mad ya."
Tare.
" yes, baby, I'm going to sleep."
Faozan.
" Good, yes it's there, metz bobok my love, love, my man, my sweet, my baby, I love you, eeeemmmuuaccch."
Tare
" Love you to." Dara hung up on me.