Love Armed with Matre?

Do not repeat nostalgia

 “You are no longer a favorite always clumped tone in Elvira's ears. So, stop repeating nostalgia.”

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February 27, 2017

Lots of sweet stories and wounds. More heck were injured during the gray white, so bleak. Not very enjoyed by Cantika.

15-05-2015 is probably the most unforgettable number for the multimedia family. And, know even though you have a new bond on the college bench since a year ago, 2016. They are still not replaced.

Seeing a first work released in the book Mosaic Kata entitled Repentance became the interest of friends of blood papua, who rarely joined during the school days first.

“Can..Can, borrow it, make me use reading at home? Andalan once you, have been able to work, success trus eh my best friend?” Vlora cried, very excited.

It was also a fad to participate in the race on one of the posters posted via facebook.

“Hm, take it already, but watch out eh?! If the sample blisters or tangles nih.beh, next time if my work rises again, will not lend!” Cantika said firmly.

Because the matter of the book concerned with the novel is not a lesson, very guarding once, do not want to be damaged in the slightest.

To this day, the book has not been returned by Vlora.

Waiting for the lecturer to come, English. Not long after that there was a notification from the incoming Line application on its HP.

“Who?” Think Cantika.

After knowing who the sender was, just clucked softly.

Dyka: Cantika, Randy confided in me, but wanted to ask first. Do you still have the same feeling as him? I tell you a little, Randy is jealous of you photographing another man.

Why jealous try, first time in school what girl is not the same as Randy at this time, huh. Do not understand what the wound is made intentionally, repeated even still impregnated in the mind of the problem of surprise in response very cruel.

Now you want to talk nostalgia? Which always gives a cold, flat, indifferent in class was not only baring a romance in cyberspace, until now still not forgotten by Cantika himself.

Please this time do not repeat the nostalgia with the girl. Because, too much despair flew through the act of sweet let alone the most effective surprise for Cantika during school, it was damaged by the sentences wrapped in SMS so sadistic from Randy, heartless.

The wounds in Randy's heart were so deep. Especially the surprise farewell at birthdays of the man who was responded very cruel was also more prioritizing lovers.

Hm. If you think about it, instead of Randy was willing to meet in returning all the gifts during dating and more keep the feelings of Rista? Why should he now get a confession of jealousy through his close friend?

Be present. Very inviting laughter belonging to Cantika, seriously.

Labile belongs to that guy why not go anyway. It is difficult to make decisions in a romantic relationship, actually still love the girl or keep Rista?

Tomorrow ..

Still not out of thought, why can get a chat that regulates themselves should not be close to other guys except Randy, who for Cantika if limited to nostalgia?

Today there is a morning course, with a sleepy state already get SMS from her upperclassmen first.

Julio: Can you, college together?

Unknowingly there is his own pleasure, a figure without permission infiltrated the heart, it turns out during playing with nestapa during the school that was made by Randy, it turns out, there's this upperclassman harboring a sense through his random actions.

Like, “oh, my Cantika reports Bu Tri eh?! Ditch mom again!” Though that time was also finished from the bathroom already ledekin by Julio.

Hm. Basic, if you remember and repeat their accidental meeting, it is quite inviting smile-smiling not clearly belongs to Cantika.

Oh. Patting jidat, why is it too fun to swim in school days during random meetings they both anyway?! Wouldn't Julio come when no agreement at all last night, have made an impromptu planning like this morning.

Ugh. I want to pinch his kidneys. Very habit, like to make impromptu planning.

Uh, there is a good thing too, no need to be tired of riding a motorcycle, because there is already a shuttle. Although a little upset the other side is happy to be together.

Cantika: Yes, but I took a shower first well.

Pingback,

Julio: Okay, I also want breakfast first.

Breathing a sigh of relief, because Cantika thought that he would rush to prepare himself, it turns out there is still room not to chase time, most hate if for others to wait but if otherwise?

Suddenly with a relaxed movement, it changed hurriedly because the guy was already in front of the house. Enough for Cantika takbir instantaneously, very spur the heart of sports early in the morning gini well.

After feeling the hijab is neat, immediately lock the room and go down wearing socks do not forget to pay attention to the mother who is in the kitchen.

Proposing mask, “oke, thank you. Wait a minute I put the mask on first.” Said the guy.

Just nod and ride on Julio's Byson bike. I don't know why it's this close to her upperclassman.

On the way, I saw a headset stuck in the guy's ear, don't know why you want to share stories about yesterday's chat from classmates about the feelings of former lovers who are said to be jealous of him being close to other guys.

“Eh, ask me, it turns out Randy still keeps my same taste. Haha, but I've moved on well.” Delivering that information with a laugh.

Well. Before getting this close to Julio had uploaded one of the photos with his older brother on campus. But, do not tell me at all about who is in the photo.

You know, if Julio is indeed impressed indifferent with the personal affairs of others up to the roots.

If you want to say, why require a jealous and overthinking with the girl who is already labeled ex, let alone convert a matre girl. What is special about getting Randy's confession is still love and jealousy is not allowed to be close to other guys, other than nobody else but the ex?

If only it was still coupled with the fingers from the twenty-fourth of January, fine would make an aksa distance with those who approach, but this is no longer a relationship should Cantika obey for free?

Oh, it can't be like that. Very selfish, seriously.

And, to be honest, Randy was always a favorite lumpy tone in Elvira's ears, although often found a firm rejection from friends about the taste of having to be thrown away, keep maintaining the tone until it succeeds not to restore the strains that lost notation. So stop replaying nostalgia.

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March 21, 2017,

Can see a lot of novels are a massive discount that there are thoughts for nitip at Randy, no problem, right?

Even though he was an ex but his friendship still goes on. Isn't that so?

All ngirit ogkir anyway.

After getting certainty and address already loved by Randy, immediately buy all the novels.

Do not know why the motivational phrase Elvira back to play in the head about the hidden potential that will bring achievement through hobbies.

Hohs. A hobby? Not through academics, right?

Always jealous if you know friends buy achievements from school and discouraged to see the values lined up sweet on report.

Moreover, knowing Elvira with Vlora can paint history of winning the English debate during the O2SN race at school.

Lah, if Cantika where once, only planga-plongo on the field did not win at all during the badminton race.

And, sitting waiting for his best friend to receive the gift trophy, “already, do not be discouraged first ah. You still have more achievements through the hidden potential, so do not be jealous, this is just a race between classes really, not between provinces or national.” Elvira whispered, sending her strength.

The first work is still absurd. What brings achievement try if in spicy pout by around especially distant families.

“No problem, this is just your start as a novelist, Tik. Keep honing your writing skills.” Vlora also supported, when the girl came to pour out her heart about the desired achievement was actually a sneer in the cantongi.

Oh, that's right too. Regarding the novel that was entrusted to Randy, lazy to respond to what the guy would think, still ask for help as there is a sense?

Hm. Does it have to be based on such a foundation?

Since getting a sincere saying from Randy, has not heard anything but his busy life posting status, motivation other than that is nothing at all.

Which makes Cantika, no longer think about their relationship because there is indeed a Rista accompanying, right.

Oh, the girl forgot to post something on her blog that was already a year in the making. Just throwing fun in there anyway.

You are no longer the tone in my sunyiku

Every time they come around very late

Always present give a cry

Now it has removed the grim

So don't ask yourself back

*Not a dul*u tone

It is also free to protest

Seeing nafsi coupled with romance.

Hoping to publish a poem on his blog, Randy could understand the meaning of diction created there. Because I have no taste other than friends.

Ok. In the past, could not keep his own talk, ngaku best friend feel back to the former. Now it's fixed the sense it's dead except as friends.

But why hasn't Randy forgotten?

Patience, say, Randy will regret later.

Which is enough to evoke a chat in Cantika's head, right, it was from Elvira when she had not fully recovered from the wound left by Randy.

Now, just saw the misadventures of his close friend in the chat Line, that still can not forget the girl. []